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母親から刺された事ありますか？両親の愛も知らず育って人の愛し方なんて分からないからいつも結局独りになって心が散り持りになってしまう。もう嫌なんですこんな事、何もかもが怖い。この世の全てが怖いそして嫌い

平賀さち枝さんのパートをqueueさんが歌ってくださいました
カバーイラスト：queueさん(@siinaque)

LOW hAPPYENDROLL --少女のままで死ぬ-- feat.queue

cloudgaze

♡みむかｩわナイストライ♡（cover）

♡地獄先生♡（cover）

ダメよ♡ cover

でぃそしてxえおん（防衛本能）

as I'm writing this and scheduling this upload on 11-14-25 I'm having a mental breakdown full of anxiety and dread and I really want to delet all my stuff. I constantly want to delete everything and I have to resist the urge. I feel I will eventually break. I am going to therapy for the first time next month but I don't know if that can save me. It feels like I'm trying to fill a hole that keeps getting bigger. I really want to delete all my accounts but I know I will regret it but I don't know how much longer I can keep doing this. My anxiety and dread is killing me today since my dad got out jail for something very bad and I don't even know if he's innocent. My step-dad is also very anxiety inducing and I almost harmed him last week but held back. Him and my mom are fighting but he's a very good Manipulator and he's trying to manipulate me too. I need help but no one can save me but myself. I don't know what to do. My therapist appointment is next month but it's hard to keep waiting since I should have went to one when I was little. I'm so mentally drained and confused constantly. Oh my god I don't know what to do. I don't want attention or fans at all but I want to be heard but it kills me knowing people might hear my stuff. Fuck

rotting_in_myhole

bootleg remix of "BOKU HA TOMODACHI GA SUKUNAI (僕は友達が少ない)"

rika-chan!!!!!! cute!!!!!!