ugly as fuck and forever alone
imma take ten pills then im calling it home
take a gander at your window im outside like a gnome
onna walk into your garden only place that i roam
i remember two things i forgot the other one
but i still hold on cuz im so high strung
   you be looking at me like im so damn dumb
i dont really look at all cuz i never gave one
   say hello again to the doctor with a grin
hoe im doctor skeleton and i really need a win
make an incision blood dripped down her shin
   think i need you but i need your skin
i dont make threats all i needed was a pet
   couldnt get one as a kid i guess
imma keep you inside a cage
every day brings me much more rage

ugly as fuck and forever alone

you could see me if you wanted to
musta cracked my skull when i fell for u
may he stab my heart if these words arent true
god strike me down if its all a ruse

oh and one last thing

prod @blurxy
i say usually the same things but this time i just dont know
i fucking hate dogs wanna kick them all on the side of the road
why do they bark at me like im the one that left them in the cold
i didnt fucking do anything not anything dont act like you dont know
fuck shoegaze i really wanna cum on you
i would like really eat it up if you spat in my food
i fucking love your hair its all i really like about you
well i also love your skin and i would probably die inside you
i dont wanna write any words at all but i kinda love that its all my fault
i really get off on evil shit but youre so pretty like a girl
you make me wish i were a girl you make me wish i were a girl
and if were one id be you

my stupid fucking brains on the ceiling for you

i coul;d never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you shouyld really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive



did it hurt when you fell from heaven
does a god exist

angel

thanks jacko for the beat and verse @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

nope your too late i died w/ jacko

from october 3rd prod @six-days-after-christmas

im just trying to enjoy this shitty life of mine
i cant sit and cry its all just wasted time
i could spend it working hard but i just cant write
the way i treated u was really fucking wrong this time
and when u told me its forever i was nodding out
but the way youre always watchin its not hard to doubt
i would spot you at a show even if 10 meters down
i dont think id say a word cuz it would just make you frown

staring at the corner of my room
the lamps not real but still feels real to you
just break me down until i split in two
its all for you

merry christmas you stupid bitch

prod @bowsa_music
candyflipping once a month when the suns down
got a couple plays but i cant make my mom proud
maybe moms proud i cant tell cuz the self doubt
tried to hit her up but i can’t when im strung out
maybe ill be fine hit her up in the morning
morning never comes i was thinking bout touring
i cant sober up cuz my mind would be boring
know i talk  a lot but maybe you should support me
why do all my friends always choose to ignore me
calling every day but no one ever gets it
say i wanna die but im already finished
why i wake up i dont what else to do
its like nothing ever matters and i wanna text you
and i wanna feel you but i cant through a phone, its like usually
the distance makes me feel much more alone and i wish that i could walk myself
from here right to your home
and i wish i had the money just to fly you to my shows but im too broke

its like usually the distance makes me feel much more alone

https://open.spotify.com/track/0EAnmdEsqLnNDT8DU6ctH8?si=9557a022505c4cb0

prod me

@menthol100s

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

i saw your story
but now im seeing red
just like a bandaid
im wrapped around your flesh
like morning coffee
i thought of you in bed
if i had a gun id use it
if i had the balls to do it
why are girls so fucking stupid?
bitch your friends arent fucking human
by the time you know im touring
maybe then you wont ignore me
but if you dont get the message
ill just kill you when were 40

skating on the block
i dont really wanna do shit
im never getting a job
cause i know im gonna lose it
i just wanna play cod
and listen to music
dont make me get up
im gonna start puking

puking w/ skeleton

make a wish (extended)

i love that i lost

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make a wish (extended)

isaac whyy