sigh...your work floats...it's a strange new mythology and now you're in danger of being turned into a bird for rivalling the muses.

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House

House (Live at The Nave)

### Part I: The Seed (The Memory) 
Back porch, wheelchair, 
brother’s laughter in the air, 
ground brown, brittle, 
song they came to share. 

### Part II: The First Unfolding (The Truth) 
Truth hung in the air, 
a quiet, heavy thing, 
field parched, lonely, 
learning how to heal, slowly. 

### Part III: The Second Unfolding (The Transformation) 
They watered the field, 
each drop a tear of hope, 
for a parched, lonely field, 
at the end of its rope. 

### Part IV: The Convergence (The Renewal) 
Fixed the goal post, 
the one we used to know, 
stood on crutches, 
watching the grass grow. 

### Part V: The Coda (The Realization) 
Girl who ran is a ghost, 
a memory, a past, 
watching the field come to life, 
felt my heart grow vast. 

The sea took something, 
gave something new, 
a home grows with you, 
simple, lovely, true.

Sanctuary by Lori Yamamoto

from this : https://herzogtv.com/album/europa-radio

best listened to while dancing like an idiot or shared with friends.

ladypants

Here I come
Don't you see?
Here i am
Listening
Why do you pass my by?
Both of us broken to pieces
"I love you"
What a shit thing to do
Why do you insist on bleeding?
I hope you're not mad
Sort of hoped you'd be glad
You still mean so much to me
How do you not see?
It's not okay
It's not better off this way

Moving

an instrumental written and recorded by myself

blueberry soup

Home Alone

Lyrics:
I just want to know
Where you went out
last night, alone.

And I just want to know
Do you still love me ?
Cause I don't know

Tell me, Does your love show ?
Tell me, Does your love show ?
Tell me, Does your love show ?

I just want to know
Do you still think of me
When I'm not home ?
And I want to know
Do you think of somebody else
when you're alone ?

Tell me, Does your love show ?
Tell me, Does your love show ?
Tell me, Does your love show ?

THOUGHTS

warm with guilt

here is a little collection of sounds.

it consists of two songs and a poem.

it is intended to be listened to in this exact order because technically it is a timeline of different thoughts of feelings, related to different things.
sleeping, anxiety and abuse to my body.

I'm sorry if these  aren't very interesting to listen to, but I guess putting these here is more about me than anyone else. but if it is of use to you then that's also BEAUTIFUL

enjoy x

a fool for my demon

a song i wrote when i didn't want to be alone

i want to be near you 
never leave you oh i, 
i, will never leave 
as long as you choose, to stay with me 
i know, it feels like the world is falling at our feet 
but take my hand, its yours i swear 
together we’ll make it out alive 
i…… x2 
i know it gets hard and i 
i know things get tough and i- 
know somedays we don’t wanna try 
i know i get tough sometimes 
i know i’m so unusually tired, of being alive 
but i swear, when i look into your eyes 
everything comes alive 
i feel like i can breathe again 
i feel like my world is falling into place 
you say i, exaggerate 
you couldn’t be more wrong 
i would never lie 
i would never try to make you feel alone…, 
baby, 
won’t you stay with me, throughout the cold 
i need, you to be with me 
baby, please promise you’ll stay its getting kinda lonely 
it's getting kinda lonely in my bed 
would you stay next to me? stay with me? 
in need you with me 
won’t you please, stay with me ?

please, stay with me ?

im happy when im with you

I did all of this myself. 

long coats in the summer time
she is, she is getting on so fine

kids on bikes, ones about to cry 
scraped his knee but now the blood is dry 

now she’s at the pool 
says shes far too tired to

tears swelling in eyes
but he can’t be jeopardized 

///

she sees everything
he wants to feel nothing

offsprings of something more
Who tend to get ignored

come to live to life
grown to sacrifice

numb to the sight
of pain and of the fights
 
/// 

they are in their room
theyre feeling all in tune

blinds drown
television on 
oh man life is such a yawn

now look on the news 
there has to be a death or two

bombs gas happening fast 
dear god all on broadcast
///

she sees everything
he wants to feel nothing

offsprings of something more
Who tend to get ignored

come to live to life
grown to sacrifice

numb to the sight
of pain and of the fights

///

break 

///

she sees everything
he wants to feel nothing
 
offsprings of something more
Who tend to get ignored

come to live to life
grown to sacrifice

numb to the sight
of pain and of the fights

x2

thanks a lot if you listened <3

long coats

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Art made beautifully by Cherish Marie
Her Info

Her Instagram: https://instagram.com/muaurie?igshid=180yttnqnsbyo


Her Depop:
https://www.depop.com/cherionline/

Lyircs:

You’re kinda small but you’re such a doll oh friend of mine don’t ever leave me 
i get so needy for you 
You make thease jokes and i feel like i cant fit in so whatever 
you make me feel better 
oh Jazmine you are the light of my life you are the light of my life  
oh jazmine you are the light of my love you are the light of my love...

Jazmine

fade

i listen to just about everything and am very unorganized but i'm down for whatever bc life is futile and existentialism thrives on human emotion and experience ya know?




also im trying to get my life together while also making semi thought out playlists

a fool for my demon

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