Why does it hurt so much, really?? 🥀🦄

written and produced by Lil Unicc

Samples : 

yungatita - 7 weeks and 3 days
carley weeks - my crying breakdown (youtube video)

Thank you all for everything, it means so much. 🦄🌸💗

....Why Does It Hurt So Much??

lyrics:

WHEN I OPEN MY DEVICE
I SEE HELL
(I SEE HELL)
INFINITY INSIDE MY SPIRIT 
I BEEN HOLDING UP THE SKY FOR SO LONG
I FORGOT WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO SEE IT 
SO TAKE THE FALL 
SO TAKE THE FALL
THE SUN GET’S FAR AWAY
THE SUN GET’S FAR AWAY
YOU’RE NOT EVEN SUPPOSED TO FLY SO NEAR IT
SO TAKE THE FALL
SO TAKE THE FALL
WHAT'S THE POINT OF WRITING?
WHAT'S THE POINT?
IF NO ONE EVEN UNDERSTANDS THE LYRICS?
SAID NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THE LYRICS
YOU PLAYING THE SONG BUT I DOUBT IF YOU REALLY HEAR IT
MAN WHO AM I KIDDING 
CANT CHARGE ME TO PAY ATTENTION 
MY BEST DRAWINGS WERE ON THE DESK 
IN AFTER SCHOOL DETENTION
CREATING EVERY DAY CUZ IT’S THE ONLY THING I’M GOOD AT
OR GREAT AT
OR YOU COULD ARGUE NOBODY SHOULD SAY THAT ABOUT ME 
AND IT’S A CRIME THE AMOUNT OF SUCCESS THAT GOD HAS ALLOWED ME TO HAVE 
THROW ME THAT HAIL MARY YOU KNOW I AIN'T DROPPING THE PASS
YEAH
I FEEL THE MOST AT PEACE WITH BOTH MY FEET STOOD ON TOP OF THE GRASS
LEARNING NOT TO GIVE A FUCK COMPLETELY?
IMPOSSIBLE TASK
THOUGHTS OF GREY MATTER ON THE WALL
BUT YOU CALL AND YOU ASK ME
WHY I AIN’T RAPPING 
ISN’T LIVING INSPIRING?
I SAID:
WHAT'S THE POINT OF WRITING
IF NO ONE EVEN UNDERSTANDS THE LYRICS?


take the fall (PROD. Brahman)

lyrics:

EVER SINCE I CAME IN THE GAME 
I WANTED NOTHING BUT TO JUMP IN THEY GUTS AND GESTATE
BE BORN LIKE A XENOMORPH 
FORMED FROM THE HATE
THAT’S BEEN THROWN IN MY FACE 
OLD FRIENDS TURN TO 
SHAKE
SMOKED UP LIKE A STEAK 
TO THE HEART OF A VAMPIRE 
ARRIVE IN YOUR FACE
LIKE A FIST OR A DICK 
BITCH 
THE FUCK IS YOU SAYIN’?

DARKNESS
IN LIGHT 
(X4)

BEEN STEPPED ON MY WHOLE LIFE
AND JUST BECAUSE I LOVE YOU DON’T 
MEAN YOU CAN DO THE SAME
THERE’S YANG IN THE YIN
AND YIN IN THE YANG
I TRIED TO MAKE IT WORK
BUT PEOPLE SHIFT AND TIMES CHANGE
I JUMP INTO THE FLAME
EVER SINCE I CAME IN THE GAME 
I WANTED NOTHING BUT TO JUMP IN THEY GUTS AND TAKE SHAPE
I GOT A KID ON THE WAY
I CAN’T EXPECT YOU TO RELATE TO DAT
WANNA ACT BUDDY BUDDY?
BUDDY IT’S TOO LATE FOR THAT
I HOPE THAT YOU GROW UP
AND MEET A NICE GIRL OR A GUY
AND YOU TRY TO TREAT THEM BETTER THAN I 
WHEN YOU FIGHT
TRY TO FORGIVE INSTEAD OF EYE FOR AN EYE
TIL YOU BLIND YOUR WHOLE LIFE
IT’S YANG HOE
I’LL SEE YOU ASS WHEN I DIE


guts (PROD. SKOTSKR)

lyrics:

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARRY I FEEL SO WEAK 
DYSPHORIC IN MY MASCULINITY 
WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I HATE WHAT I SEE
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT YOU SEE IN ME

ERICA LOOK INTO MY EYES
ERICA YOU’RE JUST MY TYPE 
ERICA I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE
I FEEL SO ALIVE WITH YOU

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARRY I FEEL SO WEAK 
DYSPHORIC IN MY MASCULINITY 
WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I HATE WHAT I SEE
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT YOU SEE IN ME
I DO WHAT I MUST STRUGGLE WITH WHAT I CAN
WHEN YOU SEE ME CRY, AM I LESS OF A MAN?
YOU CRADLE MY SOUL AND YOU HOLD MY HAND
YOU LET ME KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME THE WAY THAT I AM


....Why Does It Hurt So Much??

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