whatever floats ur boat

@minteaness

sometimes i feel like im bouta fuckin blow up
everything is boring im feelin worn out
think i need a warning or a heads up
cant live without the droning blow my fucking ears up
present myself like im feeling fucking better now
collecting all my thoughts yea ik why im standing out
wish you'd understand all i feel is a sense of doubt
wish you'd understand but ig ur like everyone else

inside a million bags
its already packed
found myself fallin in love with a milligram
found myself fallin in love try to roll it back
cuz if i break away from u i think i will crack

i was on my own
never getting nothing from you
maybe its all my fault
now im getting haunted by you
i was on my own
never getting nothing from you
maybe its all my fault
now im getting haunted by you

all i really wanna do is fucking throw up
be told its all enough
stop tryna be someone else
fighting my home right now
the drugs theyre all around
the comfort i found
mix it with the sound
present myself like im feeling fucking better now
but i aint doin well
i dont plan on reaching out
dont write a story now
remind me of someone else
i aint home right now but i aint tryna go right now

i was on my own
never getting nothing from you
maybe its all my fault
now im getting haunted by you
i was on my own
never getting nothing from you
maybe its all my fault
now im getting haunted by you

and as they always say
whatever floats ur boat
but i think my boats been sinking
goin overboard i fear im leavin
and when i pop this fucking pill yeah my brain will get to leaking
all my thoughts in ur face
please just get me away
wanna stay by ur side but im acting this way
wanna stay by ur side but my feelings astray
u did it all for me how could i ever repay
when life was sweet i'd always get in the way

i was on my own
never getting nothing from you
maybe its all my fault
now im getting haunted by you

cinderella (minty)

isaac