lyrics-
Take your meds don’t disassociate
youre in your head baby try to escape
youre looking for for your peace of mind
but youre a junkie for love and wine
oh i know, it can be hard sometimes

Im here to help you baby can you come through
 we got a therapist just waiting for you
show them your scars where you cut yourself
tell them the reason how you ended in hell

And im here im waiting for you to get your shit together
the psych ward aint gonna get any better
we crossed paths last to last December 
its all been getting colder since

i stare at places, empty faces, i
can't remember the last time, i felt like them
youve been an angel always rooting for me
am i the devil or a victim of this 
crimeeee

this is a moment 
where do we go from here
you kiss every place that hurts 

And im here im waiting for you to get your shit together
the psych ward aint gonna get any better
we crossed paths last to last December 
and its all been getting colder since

loving me is hard 
i know i can't explain
it's all in the past
you know i can't explain
just close your eyes
and baby let's go running in the rain

And im here im waiting for you to get your shit together
the psych ward aint gonna get any better
we crossed paths last to last December 
and its all been getting colder since



colder since

//this is for malcom, thank you. 
rest in peace// 

you left and i felt in a spiral back
when i was getting drunk
day in and day out
things weren't looking up

i say im good alright 
but you never know what's inside
a mad mind
you think you try 

sky's getting clouded again
had an angel on my shoulder
but he flew away
i guess im closing up
so you think you're tough

loving you is taking it's toll
no good, just the same old 
i haven't been feeling much
cause it's never enough 

now, slow down 
hold back
slip away if that's all that's left 
there is a place 
where you're sane 
things look different 
down down down 
in a brand new submarine.

submarines

Wake up to new faces
a myriad of embraces
in hands i'm not alone
close matches for my own

turn up in new clothes
to offices galore
a world beyond routine
from mails to movie screens

everyday i live a life barely enough for my soul
give me more, more than what solely makes me whole

bare my soul to paint a 
world with one less stranger  
those who pass you by
And friends that made you cry

Walk through memories
Of all the same old streets
that I'm yet to roam
And one day, call home

everyday i live a life barely enough for my soul
give me more, more than what solely makes me whole

Barely enough

pull me close
she says as the winter frost
it settles upon her bright red nose

the storm rolls close
but her dancing toes
refuse to stop
to feel the cold

she’s not the only warmth I’ve felt
but she’s the last standing light

pull me close
she says as the winter frost
settles upon her bright nose

I’m still cold and alone
I wrap the night
around my bones
             
pull me close 
she says as the winter frost
it settles upon her ashen nose

Bones- Ishita and Sheil

When the skies in the blink of an eye
Turn a darker shade of grey
When the nights are passing you by
Your thoughts keeping you awake

When your eyes come barely alive
Seeing the light of day
When you've spent hours on end
Wishing your troubles away

Just sit and remember to breathe
However insane it may seem
To even hope for better times
But one can only dream
When we wake up tomorrow
It will be alright, I hope
If I wake up tomorrow
I will be alright I know

When it's tough to get out of bed
Wondering why you even wake
When the fear of what tomorrow brings
Can be drunk away

When the want of being loved by all
Births so much hate
When your tears are all running dry
And you're scared you've lost your way

Just sit and remember to breathe
However insane it may seem
To even hope for better times
But all one can do is dream
When we wake up tomorrow
It will be alright, I hope
If I wake up tomorrow
I will be alright I know

Your own lullaby

 //prod by eeryskies//

And you come out of it
Feeling brand new, missing a part of it i know that you mind your biz
I know that we grew apart, older, wiser maybe but in my heart 
Im reliving those memories, walking in the same streets where you saw me bleed
I swear to god it's heavenly
The way that miss eachother but we wouldn't speak cause my ego's too big and yours just doesn't exist 
I miss the days where i would just rest at your place resting in peace 
Resting and feed, peanut butter and beers 
Oh i miss it, it would be an understatement but you know how they say
Let them in, let them see, every thing that makes you bleed, well i did
Look where it led us look where we ended so i guess i should learn when to shut it 
Shut it alll down deeper deeper deeper in the grave of my heart 
Cause now i know that nobody wants to hear your fears you dreams who you wanna be, nobody supports you and i don't wanna bore you
So take your turn you speak I'll listen i know im bad at it but i guess ill relax a bit 
Sureeee i got some demons of my own, depressed, manic, going through it all alone 
So i let myself breathe play your song called breathe, listen on repeat till i fall asleep
Something about your voice saying that it's alright makes me go through a bad night, bad time, you say it's not a bad life, give it time, one day at a time, one moment if that's what i need
Yeah that's what i need, 
A moment, please 
Hey i feel like im falling all down, spiralling out, safe and sound, for how long now 
Does it matter what i have to say anyway
You look good you been good not that i care
You saved me yes, but you saved me from yourself, swear the mixed feelings will land me in hell
It hurts to just think of you, what we been through, what we knew, what we disguised to be true 
It's all blue
Honey it's all blue
I miss you and your lovin hurts so good
I need you but this time im trying not to die, and you just push me off the edge, the cliff that you are, walking on eggshells
Well i hate you, you're not kind to me, everything you say pierce through my skin, then you fake pretend to care for me, when you're not ever there for me
And we both know that's the truth, it's blue, i swear it's all blue
I hope i never see you

blue

I wrote this when I had no clue what I was doing in life, and people wanted me to be happy with where I was. I wasn't happy. I wasn't satisfied. 
The phase is gone. I'm lowkey still clueless.

Universal Feat (Raw)

Produced by the Attic Music Production Company by Zain, Iba & Danny
Originally feature on Patari Aslis: Volume 1 
Written and Performed by Mehdi Maloof

The Return of Kobra

Do Hi Rastay Hain

"All you need is two chords and the truth" - somebody

Universal Feat (Raw)

Ishan Dhawan