My Fav. Songs

Untitled Playlist

chill playlist

songs about you (lyrics in description)

Goat

Skate Playlist

Thelma + Louise

ILLENIUM

Eyes Wide Shut

SOPHIE - Ponyface

Lock It Up - Sophie

from yt idk if its real
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c1ujMe00fVs

SOPHIE - Burn rubber ft Liz (Rare edition)

prod. sickboi

lyrics enjoy :P

theres so much left to say
so much i shouldve done
its so hard to forget ur name
so i just run
run away
i run away
i run away
i run awa-

tell me why u been up in my head
she told me id be better off dead
i think to myself we be better off as friends
u show all ur love in the end

theres so much left to say
so much i shouldve done
its so hard to forget ur name
so i just run
run away
i run away
i run away
i run away

i cant tell u why i feel this way
and the cuts on my arm 
i said that ur the one to blame
what do i gotta do 
to make these right with you
after everything i did
u found somebody new
time time flys by
tell me whats the next move
i dont wanna fight
i just wanna talk it out with u

theres so much left to say
so much i shouldve done
its so hard to forget ur name
so i just run
run away
i run away
i run away
i run away

i cant tell u why i feel this way
and the cuts on my arm 
i said that ur the one to bla-

run away (ALL PLATS)

happy birthday to me ig :/

so many days that my life turned out bad

so many nights that u been up in my head

its hard to not think about what u said

i cant forget that i used to take them meds

i hated waking up at 6am

when i could of been sleeping in

i didnt wanna go to school

but i went to see my friends

its my birthday in 9 days

but i dont really feel like my age

as a kid i didnt feel pain

like i do now


some people say when u get older

that your problems will fade away

its another birthday where i feel nothing

i know that it wont change into something

my birthday (ALL PLATS)

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

so i remove my self
i hope it solves the issue
you dont care abt my health
you only care about urself
its it in my mind i try to escape
i say its fine im just stuck in my ways
im so stuck
im so stuck
im so stuck in my ways

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

it might be me

fuck it might be me

im the problem

wake up
i don't wanne face you anymore 

for you bae i stayed up, a while
i thought you woud take me as a corpse

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lost our light, had no clue

everything's black
there's no color with you
this rooms all red
pink and purple, don't think i deserve you
i'm sad

lucille - colors (snippet)

lucille - inexistence #B4PARANOIA

prod. wolet

I needa get off the internet
The cycle's spinning — FUCK
Way too insiderate
I'll burn my ashes

Hearing and feeling it
I hit the car — I didn’t
Stain my carpet
With all your blood

A wasted life when you’re saving her
A carcass on the leaves — godly
Bedient, nobody listens
Wait till you see her

Blood from your wrist out
I’m such a loser, so pathetic
Parts of your gun
Decapitate your legs — now you're running for fun

Internet

father - bastard (og)

zombie - bastard

cover art @n0e2x

thnx vain

its getting too much for me (for me)
its hard to take out all my pain like i used to 
is it what u see i took everything out on you
im so done i cant find out why
i just keep on running out of time (time)
tell me is this what you wanted
to split me up into pieces (pieces)
your voice is haunting me so i run run away 
im so sick and tired but i cant stay away
cause even when you drain me
i just cant keep complaining

take the blade out and cut me all up
ima creep yea ima stalker
walking through the woods to find ya
she cant run from me im right behind

ill take the blade and carve your name into my skin
youll do the same and carve my name into your skin

take the blade out and cut me all up
ima creep yea ima stalker
walking through the woods to find ya
she cant run from me im right behind

tell me is this what you wanted
to split me up into pieces
your voice is haunting me so i run run away

stalker p. velvet

- lyrics -

dont hold back, give all you got
blow my brains on the floor you watch me rot
no i cant really tell, this love or not?
baby i was all alone just lost in thought

i was thinking bout intentions
still i love you, did i mention
all this pain got me itching
late at night i just keep wishing

i aint do shit today, was stuck in bed
i been tryna stay calm but i cant rest
ask me whats been going on inside my head
bae i tried to give it all, you gave me less
i been tryna stay calm cause all this stress
i been tryna move on, cant second guess
i remember my heart fell when she said yes
problems keep coming in, i aint my best

baby i been tryna move on 
but this shit been taking too long
lost my heart, i need a new one
made mistakes, we only human

i just wish my brain was severed
no, love dont last forever
one more chance, i can do better
but you treat me like im lesser

thnx @daniel-calidonio for the cover

lifes a joke and im the punchline

- lyrics -

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
i just wanna take the time
go back to life, where i reside

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
im tired of all the lies
but i still try

rolling in my bed, i cant get over it
cant get you out my head
i wont do this again

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
why i feel like ima cry
when things alright

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
say you wanna go with me
then push decline

i cant get away
and thats what i despise

everything i love
i always jeopardize

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 
tryna run away
but i been outta time

lost up in your sights im paralyzed 

thnx @daniel-calidonio for the cover

i ruin everything

- lyrics - 

wake up, cant stop
i been up, i been stressed
late night nodding
off of this
im stuck in my head

late night often
cant stop it
i cant get no rest
pressure on my back
it got me compressed

think bout it daily
wonder why you hate me
i know that you crazy 
but baby, just maybe
we could go back in time
maybe we'll save it
i want this shit so bad
to me this shit sacred


lot of shit i hide
its buried within
cant show the world
cuz its stuck in my skin
think bout my past
want it all to just end
think bout my life
and i think bout my sins

using me
abusing me
its all the same
not new to me

you and me
just you and me
its all the same
aint used to be

wake up, cant stop
i been up, i been stressed
late night nodding
off of this
im stuck in my head

late night often
cant stop it
i cant get no rest
pressure on my back
it got me compressed

think bout it daily
wonder why you hate me
i know that you crazy 
but baby, just maybe
we could go back in time
maybe we'll save it
i want this shit so bad
to me this shit sacred

thnx @leah-alexys for the art

youll have all the time in the world when your dead

- lyrics -

tell me why
i dont ever wanna be alive
baby wanna be up on my side
seems like everyday i wanna cry

say you love me i cant feel it
everyday my brain is splitting
i feel numb but you wont listen
you dont ever wanna hear a thing


baby put her problems all up on me
she aint knowing what she did
she dont never give a fuck about me
i aint getting what i give
never feeling understood
she aint know what i meant
i aint never feeling good
cuz the pain that im in

all i wanna do is just sit and rot
brain so hollow i dont got a thought
take it all but i dont got alot

tell me why
i dont ever wanna be alive
baby wanna be up on my side
seems like everyday i wanna cry

i cant get up out this tomb
feeling trapped up in this room
dont know if ill make it through
tell me if you loving me
cuz i aint ever loving you

always said exactly how i feel
i dont got nun to prove
i aint got nothing in my heart
for you to rummage through
baby tried taking everything
that i dont wanna lose
baby always tryna lie to me
i only want the truth

all these problems stuck inside
i cant stop whats in my mind
tried so hard but i cant fight
i just wanna live my life

tell me why
i dont ever wanna be alive
baby wanna be up on my side
seems like everyday i wanna cry

thnx @leah-alexys for the cover & waveform art

i want to die

@ismileinvain @dazingoff

- lyrics - 

[fleshpetal]

[chorus]

give me a reason to fade away from you
i aint leaving til i see your lips turn blue
whats the meaning?
im so mistreated
get so tired of being a reject

[verse 1]

one more day and one more time
said fuck this shit, i hate my life
its plaguing me, im filled with spite
you play with me then you can die
seems like nobody understands
that this is just the way i am
and if this all goes how i planned
then you wont see me again

[chorus]

give me a reason to fade away from you
i aint leaving til i see your lips turn blue
whats the meaning?
im so mistreated
get so tired of being a reject

[dazingoff]

[verse 2]

im so scared of falling in love again
you told me we'd be better off as friends
but it doesnt have to go that way
tell me why i should believe you
when you lie to my face

something about her
that i cant let go of
she said its my turn
give it one more try, im done
tell me if you feel, safe with me
the best thing you should do
is keep it real with me


[fleshpetal & dazingoff]

[chorus]

give me a reason to fade away from you
i aint leaving til i see your lips turn blue
whats the meaning?
im so mistreated
get so tired of being a reject

thnx @user-448800979 for the cover (thnx @leah-alexys for the waveform art)

til i see your lips turn blue (feat. dazingoff)

- lyrics -

haunt my room with your humble stench
and i swear to god this shit dont make sense
and i cannot stop, i cant take that risk
and i get fucked up for the love of it

you hide your face when your afraid
cannot see the world you made
i been trapped in my mistakes
you say youre just needing space

i dont care about anything in life
just cut me up like a pizza slice
when you get home youll know im right
i hated how you live your life

but fuck, its not my problem
just call me when you solve them
hands up on your face, your bawling
feel like i cant sleep, im nodding

haunt my room with your humble stench
and i swear to god this shit dont make sense
and i cannot stop, i cant take that risk
and i get fucked up for the love of it

you hide your face when your afraid
cannot see the world you made
i been trapped in my mistakes
you say youre just needing space

you say you love me
but whats the condition
you got me wishing
i hit my limit

fuck

thnx @leah-alexys for the cover & the waveform art

love is conditional

- lyrics -

i cant explain it
i cant explain it
i cant explain it
i cant explain it

seems like lately, you just wanna run away
forget everything i say
watch my bones decay
then act like you dont my name

im addicted to your touch
up on my skin
im so closed off
i cant look in
if you scared
just take my hand
ill take you back
to where we began
the voice of you
lives in my head
i think sometimes
i should be dead
i cant hold on to what was said
the more i try the more i bled

seems like lately, you just wanna run away
forget everything i say
watch my bones decay
then act like you dont my name

i can see you in the dark
when the light falls down
thinking about you up at night
when nobodys around
they keep saying i can do it
but my heads full of doubts
keep on thinking i wanna text you
but i dont know what about
miss the days in the past
when we would talk every night
now its like when i be texting
you aint seeing a line
you aint worried about me
you say alot on your mind
and i aint feeling seen
i feel like you going blind

seems like lately, you just wanna run away
forget everything i say
watch my bones decay
then act like you dont my name

i cant take it
i just cant explain it
i cant take it
i just cant explain it
i cant take it
i just cant explain it
i cant take it
i just cant explain it

thnx @daniel-calidonio for the cover and waveform art

i hate my life

Nevermind

Come As You Are

Smells Like Teen Spirit

Everyday Is Christmas

Sing for My Life

#SCFIRST

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