no matter how many times i try and try to end this sorry excuse of a human life i always end back here it wont let me leave
cant wait for the day that these chains are freed
of humanity
such impurity
i want to shed that part of me
im letting myself rot from the inside out because i dont have the guts to pull the trigger
when the guns inside my mouth
my lifes a mistake
born to be given away
dont know my mothers name
i dont know my mothers name
9 months of bonding to you
9 months of forming in you
those 9 months are all that i know
you did not want to watch me grow
everyday i wish that you killed me
when i was in that womb
that i once called a home
how can you want nothing to do with your only son
either one
born of lust
existence is fucked
i am you
why do you not want me
i dont and will never understand (i wont)
no matter how much i say i am
my conciousness is nothing but a plauge (take it away from me)
you wasted 17 years praying that i will get better because i will never leave my human remains until i can finally escape
no matter how hard i try it never fucking works
id love to be in the earth
i long for something more , i long to be adored
and dont i understand why my soul chose this path
been a burden to take
i just want your embrace
as mother and father to me

mother and father

selfloadingimage -  im so messed up already  prod meep !

so lets get fucked up :P

selfloadingimage -  i'm so messed up already

Lexapro +pain laurent @prodmingus

I just want u to do your part
But it’s too late
They just wanna know who U are
Not what U wanna say
I know you’re gonna take too far
100 miles away
Rip it apart
U can see me, but u ignore it
I pile up all my racks the stacks enormous
And I don’t care what U say it’s not important
(Hate your life) Bitch everyone already knows it
(Suicide) That seems like your only fucking option
(I’m way too high) Mixing up my cup I’m sipping potion 
(Take your life) Take your cup and fill it up with poison 
And I hope U don’t notice 
Take him down and I ask him he was talking abt
U only ever talk shit, make his body do a flip
I want it all right now I don’t wanna be found
U always act like a bitch, I don’t wanna do this
What makes U think I’m happier without U
What makes U think I’m doing fine without U
What makes U think I’m better off without U
I don’t know how you do it
That could never be me
I don’t know how you do it
I could never be you
I don’t know how you do it
That would never be me
I don’t know how you do it
I would never be you
:] :} :)
That could never be me
I could never be you
That would never be me
I would never be you

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better than this ∰∰∰ (prod iamsodead)

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we lost the stems mix isnt the greatest

@straitjackett
@hoshiestar
@misalivee
@yungketaslime

Prod @straitjackett @ismokekpins
cohost @junkieradio
cohost @18exclusives

Amen

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@benadryl-fan-club

prod @p7e

@elbpi 

lyrics

bleed me a river
toxic goodbye
you could be my bloody valentine
drowning in the dark
whispers from the edge
echos in my head
getting highs from my lows
sedated with no soul
bitch i hit the bottom hard
sipping drank, and popping bars
blow up, and die
cause im a star
bitch im rolling m-cat
leave this plane, my eyes is rolling back

@yungketaslime 

lyrics

coming soon..

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kill everyone before they try and kill you

She jus took an X 
Now shes dead on the floor
Blood on my demonia 
I think she wants sum  more 
I stomp his fuckin lights out
Make that pussy pipe down
I got Ket up on my dick 
Im sendin shots like 30 rounds
Youre jus a druggie 
A pOser 
Ill be dead in october 
I wont talk to that bitch
You cant cry on my shoulder 
Leave em fukin dead
Im just sick all in the head

blood on my demonia (technosexwitch)

pray to god

I shouldn’t have doubted again
I shouldn’t have doubted again
After all that you did
After all that you’ve said 
You’re gonna do it all again
You’re gonna act like all your friends 
You’re gonna wish that I was dead
You’re gonna see me in your head
You’re gonna wish we never met
And you saw me bleed (before I saw it)
Saw me bleed (before I felt it)
it felt as I was melting
You said I wouldn’t get it
But I think I get the message
I told that we’re done now, I told her you wouldn’t get it
I think it’s kind of funny how you treat me like an idiot
I just woke up and I’m already sick of it
I shouldn’t have doubted again
I shouldn’t have doubted again
After all that you did
After all that you’ve said 
You’re gonna do it all again
You’re gonna act like all your friends 
You’re gonna wish that I was dead
You’re gonna see me in your head
You’re gonna wish we never met
And you saw me bleed (All the chances you get and all the attention you give)
Saw me bleed (Would you take his hands would you take his dance)
Saw me bleed (All the chances you get and all the attention you give)
Would you take his hands would you take his dance 
And all the chances you get and all the attention you give
Would you take his hands would you take his dance