(Prod. Wasted Youth)

Wasted youth -

Enter a life
Grippin a knife
I slit it thrice but i only missed twice
Spiritually blind
See dark in the light 
Threading the needle to stitch up my eyes
A heartbeat away
From shedding a plague
The flesh is a prison must exit in vain
By shredding my veins
Wont pray to be saved
Blood as my ink 
I got thorns where i think

A digital hell 
Losing copper to wells
Cant seem to break free 
I live under a spell
Too weak to be helped
Im itchin to sell
The thing that i hate
I put a price on myself

Damn.
Im all that i am
Do all that they cant 
But i cant take it back
The friends that i hurt
I didnt deserve
Im so sick of this hand-

That i was dealt
So ima just fold
I dont give a fuck about making it old
Or carrying gold
Listen i dont
Care about anything
Fuck what im told

Been out of time with my wrists bleeding dry
Now im in sight all it took was my life
Pick up the pieces of my broken mind
Broke to my soul so i left it behind

But i dont need it 
Rather be nameless and sharing a needle
Ill tell you my secret
Promise youll keep it
Taking my life and cant point to a reason
Unless youre the one leaving

Fuck who i was
I dont know who i am now
Stomach the cuts 
Its too late for a handout
Cant seem to sleep when the hammer gets slammed down
Bitch look at me can you see where i stand now?

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C.G.I. -

Grabbing my dope 
And I’m stuffing a blunt 
Cunts talk shit but won’t amount to none 
Nah 
Cunt full of shit 
Thinking they are the one 
You just one of none 
When your done you’ll be dust 
Build myself up 
Like a base in rust 
Been so much time 
I ain’t even erupt 
Ain’t in my prime 
No I ain’t even start 
I’m camping outside 
Duck the rain by my tarp 
I’ll be the light let the world get dark 
They’ll hate and they’ll spite 
But it won’t get far
I’ll do what I like 
Cos I hate it here 
Don’t be happy for me 
Know you hate to cheer 
I shine alone 
Like a chandelier 
In an abandoned home 
A phantom appears

I’ll do what I like 
Cos I hate it here 
Don’t be happy for me 
Know you hate to cheer 
I shine alone 
Like a chandelier 
In an abandoned home 
A phantom appears

try not to complicate 
Feel empty so you other compensate 
This mind is a cage you cannot escape 
This life is a maze gotta fine your way


Afraid Of Monsters (Feat. CALMGHOSTINTERLUDE)

Wasted Youth