I feel like I've heard this from somewhere, but can't remember where.

Jazzputin Likes Pt 22

//
always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

4 https://soundcloud.com/underscores & https://soundcloud.com/pincode8485

i gave up on mixing this

nowhere to be, ever (a remix for underscores x 8485)

lifeline is a track eva and i made in 2021. i made the instrumental in around august-september time, as a part of a larger project. i sent the track to eva around the same time, we then continuously worked on it until around early 2022. its a track we're both super proud of and one that means a lot to us. i hope ya dig <3

from Evangeline: 

"Lifeline is about my experience with coming out as trans to my extended family, and being myself in a country town full of small-minded people. It's super hard to tell something to someone who you know won't understand, and may never want to talk to you again, but I have to give it a shot, because there's no way I'll live with never having said it"

Lyrics:

Look at me sideways like you don’t understand
I hated the thought of ever telling you
Do you get what I’m saying? Should I say it again?
Cause I’m not sure which one of us is more confused

I’m not the person that you used to know
So, stop calling me by his name now
I’m not the person you knew long ago
If you’re doing this on purpose then I wanna go home

Tried to tell you then I realised it was all a game
I knew it for so long, but didn’t try to pass the blame
Guess someone had to be the first to take it all away
And I don’t blame you, I don’t blame you
I was asking for your help and still nobody came
The song we wrote together will never sound quite the same
Now you look at me like I’m just another stranger’s face
And I don’t blame you, but I want to


You were my lifeline
For so long
And I just realised the monitor shut off

I scream and cry at night
For so long
Because all I’m familiar will soon be gone

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Follow Evangeline:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line

Follow makina (me, teehee)
Twitter: https://twitter.com/makmakmakina
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/makmakmakina/

Stream lifeline
Spotify:
Bandcamp: https://machinaone.bandcamp.com/track/lifeline-ft-evangeline
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/gb/album/lifeline-feat-evangeline-single/1615177243

Download

makina - lifeline ft. Evangeline

I moved a way and slept with a rotten taste
He lied when he said I was worth it, all
I'm afraid
I only changed myself because you're nodding to the original
And if I saw what he sees, No lover of mine cuts deep into a clean face
Now he's just like me, delusional

I said I'm not in love, I said I'm not in love, I said I'm not in love
Please don't hurt me, please don't hurt me, please don't hurt me
Do you feel young again when you're on top of me?
I can't be taken if I give it away

I chop myself up, and shut myself out, until my body shuts itself down

I pour the boiling water on my hand
I still feel enough to touch myself
And even then, I don't feel like doing it anymore
I shoved enough food in my mouth
And I can mutter out the words, "I don't think I can do it anymore"

Contingency Song

While out for a walk I began humming a melody along with a pigeon and instantly knew  I wanted to try out constructing a track around it. 
It was super fun to collaborate with the pigeon, super excited to maybe work with some of their other friends in the future!

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/6xtLUWesOL1LHM1hXRsFtS?si=ZXF01Ar1RfC0xButunacNg
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/pigeon-single/1637129675

Pigeon's portfolio: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAVZc355UlI

pigeon (feat. a pigeon)

@oakscreen, prod in 24h for anv7
piano from @ninthparallel,  guitar from julie k + @jaronsteele

loving love, with oakscreen

Feels so numb
Beneath fluorescent skies
Maybe I just might
No I swear that you're going
No I swear that you're

Feels so numb
Beneath fluorescent skies
I spent most of my life
Wrapped into your fabric now

Feels so numb
Beneath fluorescent skies
Maybe I just might
No I swear that you're going
No I swear that you're

Byegone - Fluorescent

https://soundcloud.com/grandfatherforest

no this isn't getting redistributed

ep progress coming along nicely

Annwn w/Grandfather Forest

one of my longest projects ive ever worked on
btw soundcloud compression royally fucked me over here

envy.wav

shoutout kitboga best streamer of all time

SCKX X DJ SN3S - "SCAMBAIT" #JERSEYCLUB

the veldt

@ta1lsd0ll x "Fine Day" #Baller

big thanks to paddy (@clovehitch) for advice on arrangement and mixing

art generated with dall-e

If it's not for love then what the hell are we doing now?
Going out just to drink it up and letting it go to waistdown?
Is it too hard just to say
You don't even wanna look at my face
And you're drenched and drowned in make up,
bled your makeup now.

I can't quite read your face, Mona Lisa, Mona Lisa, Mona
Please communicate, I'm waiting for you to say 
something that will end all the pain.

I'm not a psychopath blowing up your phone for fun.
Could you listen to my song cuz I think you're the one.
Your dad is one lunatic if he wants me to stop
cuz I'm still in love with you and I'm still in love with you.

If it's not for love then what the hell are we doing now?
Going out just to drink it up and letting it go to waistdown?
Is it too hard just to stay in love
You don't even wanna look at my face
And you're drenched and drowned in make up,
bled your makeup now.

If you want to get to know me a little bit better, then you should try

telling if it's too late, I know it could just wait
telling if it's too late, I know it could just wait

try

Rosa Lisa

happy new year :)

things will really pick up this year

mirror

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

sorry i pretty much only make ballads
https://linktr.ee/isopod_


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