this song makes me want to run away into the woods

//
always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

bacon pancakes cover

listening to my album nearly 8 months on ive sorta grown from most of them but i still think this song is one of my best ever i also pyut it on spotify cuz idk im silly

Growing Legs

@alexanderpanos

original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iYGTbrYi914

CHRISTMAS IN JULY_20220725

@oakscreen, prod in 24h for anv7
piano from @ninthparallel,  guitar from julie k + @jaronsteele

loving love, with oakscreen

Another little dump near the end of the year :)

Happy anniversary to Rapture, 1 year old!

I guess i'll just put a little update here, I've been working on another album and I've got tons of super promising ideas! 
But honestly ive recently gotten into the "Real World" with work and whatnot and im starting to understand how terrible life really is lol
As much as I love music and I would love to do it full-time, I really can't see it happening at this point with work eating up so much of my time, like it truly pains me to never be able to just like sit down and write something because I always have that looming fear of work or something else. Recently tried getting into dating too so thats another thing added on top

kinda do miss just being a NEET out of college grinding music near daily lmaoooo

well either way, hope you're all doing well :))

the picture of the boat is real btw! saw it during a driving lesson and just had to get a snap of it haha

also sidenote but this is the first song ive ever done where i didnt use any autotune at all! kinda minor W i guess lol

Visioning

the veldt

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic
thank you for being here :)


baby i can't fall asleep i think too much about the end
and i think im running out of time ill fall into your skin
fall into your skin
wait for this to end

romanticizing life
you must have lost your mind
all i do is sit inside
i waste my time

but its all my fault
didn't get a job cause ur too comfortable
cutting off some friends its nothin personal
they're just going through some shit you never felt at all
party in the city i forgot my flaws

my visions blurry tonight but im still looking at you
we got too high (high) off our shit and we got slightly amused
i dont feel so sad
baby you don't mean that
i take a look where im at
feelings i gotta combat
and i fall back to you
i fall back to you

something has to change

happy new year :)

things will really pick up this year

mirror

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

"San Junipero" is a musically enriched tune that captivates with four distinctive themes, each weaving a unique melodic melody with captivating incidental sounds. Each theme transports the listener to an emotionally resonant world while exploring a range of fascinating themes. From evocative nostalgia to vibrant hope, through melancholy and the quest for identity, each musical piece accompanies the characters on their journey, creating an immersive and unforgettable listening experience.

222_confide

otrapic

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