dis shi fye

heavensent ft xternalz + vin0 prod rewind

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/mental

cover art also by me

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
i dont want it taking over
lately its been getting hard to stay sober
got nobody who can hold me any closer
i fear youll see me ending up on a poster

ive been running after shadows of a dream i had
the silhouette fading doesnt make me feel less bad
i put my faith in somebody who aint had my back
bleeding in the rain, wont even face the past

waited on this for ages and it wasnt that
the future i was so patient for, it didnt last
ive spent some time away from you and im regretting that
it hurts when i open my eyes see you aint at my pad

three thousand miles away from my only one

my words cant do it justice
these pictures aint enough
i really think youll love it
if you stay here a month

[soundcloud.com/mental]
life keeps changing but my feelings never did
i've tripped over shit
i've cried like a bitch
i've dreamt of meeting with a kiss
i keep making these mistakes im just a kid
you know how to twist
my heart into bits
and pieces of love that i still miss
things have changed a lot
last year i was afraid of us
not quite your touch but the state of love
nothing like touching and making up
nothing like running away from stuff
nothing like holding your hand and face til
we saw the sun and the moon switch their places
holes in my heart and you're the explanation
i lost my mind trying to fill up the spaces

Three Thousand Miles w/ Mental [xternalz]

soundcloud.com/xternalz

cover art by me :>
x.com/clay0127

[words]
its time 2 find a new perspective
rearrange what ive neglected
take life in another direction
the feelings strange that ive reflected
on

im seeing all this mirror imaging of myself
and im afraid i dont know how to ask for help
i wanna give you a chance to develop yourselves
but ive been selfish and im sorry for the hand that i dealt
for so long
ive been running from the damage i felt
would go on
and the mental toll itd take on my health
its so wrong
and the only one to blame is myself
im not strong
but that doesnt mean you should have to

[drown with me]
[drown with me]

too frail
feeling helpless
it doesnt matter what you say im never selfless
rewriting history wont tell you what ive dealt with
i dont wanna scare you away with all my health shit
no nightstand, the pills are in the dresser
im always fucking tucking away what makes me lesser
cant stand it, its too much pressure
my peers they got me doin all the things i said id never
now i

Drown With Me [xternalz]

Goated production from Ozawa_prod 

(cee)
Stop it
Call her water, yea her lies run like a fossit
runnin to the bank, but got nothin in ur pocket
kick her to the curb she get treated like deposit

2 x 9s go akimbo cuz im ratchet
turn him cold he need a jacket
want the smoke then you can have it
treat the bitch jus like my blunt, hit her once and then i pass it
got a 10 she in my bracket, any less then you can have it

(Latif)
Take him out, push him out
do i have to spill it out?
chrome hearts chain at the fuckin check out

bring a gun at the check out
right at the check out
(cee) bread at the check out
bring the gang out, this a robbery, not a hangout

(Latif) you a fuckin fan when u see me u gon pass out
man down, man down, with his fuckin ass out
poppin fuckin oxy im gonna fuckin trip out
when we grab the gun better have ur fuckin hands out

(cee) Listen to akimbo, spread ur fuckin bands out
(Latif) gettin fuckin money, we keep our bands out

(cee) Fly at the check out
eyes on me checked out
bread at the crib
now its lookin like a waffle house

she said she got a man
tell me why hes not around?
put her in the bed
ring it for the second round

(Latif)
In the fuckin coupe, spin up your block
me and cee pull up you better keep your doors locked
4 knock with the fuckin glock

Bullets fuckin spread out, were gonna lead out
bullets in the chamber kno we gonna fuckin air out.

thanks for the support yall

WE GON BE OK (jaechii x realflyfly)

cee