prod. sickboi

@byearchie
everyday is always just the same
im just praying that i can go home and decay
i just see wanna my skin go away
my brain being eaten by the insects all the way
kill me already ive suffered enough
cuts on me ive already had enough
cutting off my skin just out for the fun

@schizodrawings
my reflections filled with despise
i gotta tear out both my eyes
failing after so many tries
lay on my floor until i die
i cant believe my own self portrait is the thing that makes me cry
looking at myself one last time
knife to my face and say goodbye

reflection w/ ribgore

hurting myself - sandy

prod. rutherford

i’m wishing that i died back in 2023
why can’t ever just stay happy
it’s not what i wanted but i guess im finally free
take me back inside so i don’t freeze
look at me stand alone just imagine all my pain
it’s like you forgot about that day

did you even look back

@insidingforfeds on discord for more leaks

sorry for teasing you girl

prod. racky
the older we get, the closer we get to death
i cant wait for my pitiful life to end
i dont want another chance at this shit
bc ik ill fuck it up all over again
why am i so hard to love it looks like im destined for this to end all alone

happy birthday loser #hopeidiesoon

I would name this after her but she might think I’m weird if she finds it

pls dont call me weird, it hurts my feelings

thanks for 100 go follow my spotify i just made one

is it all the lost and despare if i love you 
all the cuts on your arms make me like you
is there really more i needa say

lost and despair

how i love my friends they would never turn on me
accept when ur 5 foot 3 and u got nowhere else to be
they tell u ur a loser
and ur a fuckin dork
but why does that matter when ur at their door!
i’m tired of shit that is not workin
tell me what i’m doin wrong
i’m open to ur criticisms
but it looks like-
but it looks like?
…
you should probably lock your windows!!! HAHAHA

we’re not the same (prod. Bowsa)

(were almost to 200 tysm for 189 :D)

im so fucking stupid girl
 i watch you so you can fall asleep
 everytime that i walk throuh
 the dorr you always just so
 mean your a pesty bug
 whos always in head and my dreams

lost and despair

domo