lyrics
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

don't wake up, i'm asleep, i can't sleep without you
every time i'm alive, tell myself pull it through
if i do, i can see, be with you, be with me
i can end this shit so easily
oh this life, nothing mean to me

oh this shit can't keep going on, ion know what's going on
stuck inside the house again, "its ok" i know its not
it's ok just let me die, it's ok just lemme grab this sawed off
paint the ceiling lights

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know

it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my mind
it's not enough it's never been enough
won't ever be enough to change what goes on in my-

i've been losing myself every night
that i dream of you i can't keep moving on
i've been losing myself to the knife
that i cut myself with every night it's selfish
i know, i know, cause i know, i know
cause i know, i know, cause i know, i know
i been killing myself every night, i been losing sleep every night
i wish i could keep you alive, but it's over now, it's flowing out

every night i lose you

prod. @1floyddd ★ mix+master. @ripsk1lly

i'm sorry babe i didn't mean that either i just yell sometimes 'cause i get so scared, scared of being a nobody

ive been really lost
i wish that i was gone 
i wish that i was gone
i wish i wasn't born
cuz this life is boring, it bores me

i dont think i love you
i dont think i need that
you dont know me.
you dont know me, but im better than the rest
you dont know me, but im better than the rest

fuck ur love, take me off
pop a pill i might just go numb
i love her, my head hurt
and my life is like a blur
ฉันรักเธอ
i need a cigarette
im tryna get u out my headspace
n i think they should give me a whole bag
just for me to show my face
on the socials, on the internet

youuu,,
since i've been gone
heart,,
ive been really lost
i wish that i was gone
i wish that i was gone
i wish i wasn't born
cuz this life is boring, it bores me

and i wana sleep, and im feeling beaten
the goals im tryna achieve
im really tryna reach it
i sold my soul for this
baby i promise
i sold my soul for this
i sold my soul for this

knockback

prod @uyril @u8u
old beat from '21 idksample

never in my life, have i felt so weak
never in my life, have i felt so lonely
ik evb round me, they dk know me
ima pour it up, slowly
if it aint act i wont sip no lean
fake love, why they love to show me
idw yr luv

idw yr luv
i jst want u2 pour me up
bby i wish it was more than lust
not addicted, just loyal to my cup
cus when i ain had nobody
when i only had my hobbies
get highasl im geeking out my body
i get money till i cannot fill my wallet

この新たな考え方でそれはただの傷ついた欲望だと気づいたのですこの新たな考え方でそれはただの傷ついた欲望だと気づいたのですこの新たな考え方でそれはただの傷ついた欲望だと気づいたのですこの新たな考え方でそ

Prod @manipulateher
Sample kannoyoko

Imma break you, manipulate you
Girl don’t get Close2me I won’t save you
Imma play your heart, Imma play you
Change your mind about me Imma persuade you

You don’t wanna stay, I don’t wanna make you
Cus when times get hard
Times get rough
Who would wanna stay too

もしできたなら今頃君を救っていただろうもしできたならpersuade今頃君を救っていただろうもしできたなら今頃君を救ってmanipulateherいただろうもしできたなら今頃君を救っていただろうもしで

prod ru & dmni
mix master by me


this bitch a pretty slut (bt u)
she gon fw me forever (thinking bt u)
thinking bt u (this bitch a pretty slut she gon fw me forever)
its some things that..
sometimes i get stuck on the things u do (ion want noone, but you)
can you tell me will you stay w me (cant breathe, want me to)
sometimes i get stuck on the things u do (i want you)
feels so empty in my heart
feels so empty in my 2x
feels so empty in my room 2x

thinking bt u (rumae & dmni) #wu2

gore wh0re + iswallowknives & s4eed (roadrach)

howling ft ‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎‎ktktkt + baebibetti (floyd)

chase ft ktktkt (floyd softz)

playwithguns - party (prod. :3 & curse)

-lyrics-

ilyume:
im laying in my bed 
eyes wide open
i fkn h8 this shi 
my fingers frozen
dont tell me what to do 
dont tell me what to think
overdose in my room 
teeth in my fkn sink

kt:
i really wanna let you know
said "everybody looks at me"
wish i could just put myself right back to sleep
idk what tf it is she wants from me
but i just dont wanna breathe
i see my fucking nose bleed

ilyume:
"teeth in my fkn sink"
i cant tell if ur real or not
too deranged i cant find a job
too many thoughts 
fk i slit my wrist
shes a whore
shes just another bitch

kt:
ima lose it every time i wake up
im a loser and im so far gone
im sorry i abused ya
i drink too much that shit
jus kinda fucking burns
i'll put a hole inside my guts
im running out of love x2


too deranged (+ktktkt)

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octi - smoke on my dope +nastyALMIGHTYGLORYMIX+

music is fucking dead
thanks to you cunts
stabbing it in the fucking chest
you, and all these fake
righteous, undeserving bastards
fuck you!