追求本真的自我
不是流水线
你怎么知道

这只是小儿科
如果你很急记得先加钱
你想换环境
可朋友你都没过分数线
想和我沟通
可你都不知道什么是理解
我的每一天
过完了今天就忘了昨天

吃了五年安眠药
记性变得有点差
懒得出门懒得动
外面空气不太好
尾气排完雾霾罩
闲杂人等和避孕套

听不清话就别听
我做自己的东西
跟你们有什么关系
蟑螂老鼠三唑仑
你们这帮爱社交的小贱逼

先付款后再发货
先付款后再发货
没有人听的懂
那只能是这种结果
好像有点累
没关系至少我试过
孤独的走着
一个人一直走
即使生活变得很惨淡
其实我都还ok
其实我都还ok
无所谓

你怎么知道(prod. iceteashawty & kindenthe3rd)

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BEANSCLUB:
if ur talking shit make sure its not about me
if ur making shit i make sure its all about me
bitch yea i will cut you throw you to the back seat
god forsaken fuck up yea you gon need a taxi

DEMOSTAR:
SUFFER IN MY NAME!
ONE SHOT TO YOUR BRAIN
I FEEL LIKE THE WEATHERMAN
SO KEEP YOUR EYES UP ON THE PRECIPICE
FEED THE CROPS WITH YOUR BLOOD RAIN

BEANSCLUB:
bitch, i dont wanna hear you talking shit
bitch, i dont wanna hear you saying shit
bitch, i dont wanna hear you stirring shit
shit, i dont see you living bitch

DEMOSTAR:
FACE DOWN, WAKE UP, MOTIVATION!
LIFE SUCKS, OUT SIDE, BETTER MAKE SHIT!
ONE SHOT, MAKE THE BEST OF AN AGENT
SCUMBOYS ONLINE THAT’S OUR MISSION

AFRAID, AFRAID, AFRAID, AFRAID
AFRAID, AFRAID, AFRAID, AFRAID
AFRAID, AFRAID, AFRAID, AFRAID
AFRAID, AFRAID, AFRAID?

VYN!:
YEAHH!!!!!
Tell me some shit like I really don’t give a fuck!
10 toes down I be repping yeah you know whats up
I got scums with me play and your time is up
10 toes down fuck around and your life will suck

FUCK AROUND
FUCK AROUND
FUCK AROUND
FUCK AROUND

Give a fuck who your clique is!
Fifty one fitty vyn! Is down to flip shit
Roguelike die twice time to kick it
Time to pack and run if you want some advice

ITCHY:
LOUDDDD! 
WITH A BOLT CUTTER, I'M GONNA KILLLLL! 
ENGRAVE YOUR BODY WITH NAILSSSS,
ON A CROSS, ON A CROSS
NEAR SILENT HILLLL 
YEAH BLOOD WILL SPILL
I'LL MAKE YOU SQUEAL

MOTHER MARY, SORRY
BUT I'M GONNA KILLLL
1 SLASH, 1 BURY
I'M OFF THE RAILS  
NO JUDGE, NO JURY
I CANT BE JAILED 
SCUM FUNDS FOR MY BAIL
I'LL MAKE YOU SQUEAL

MAKE SURE IT'S NOT ABOUT ME!

I get jealous that I’m not the first
I get anxious I’m not the last
I might kill myself for love
I might kill myself for laughs
Can you tell me what I’m worth?
I’m addicted to it all
Can you feel it in my words?
Show you everything you love

Hear, hear you say
I, I, I, I love
To hear, hear, hear you say
Hey, hey, hey, hey

Everything you say is not enough (fuck!)
I can’t even breathe if you’re not in love (urgh!)
Tell me how you feel being my only one
Get out, get out, of this silence

I get jealous that I’m not the first
I get anxious I’m not the last
I might kill myself for love
I might kill myself for laughs
Can you tell me what I’m worth?
I’m addicted to it all
Can you feel it in my words?
Show you everything you love

You take that gun and put a stop to
What hurts you
Well I’m quite sure that would mean
That you’d let me go
You take that gun and put a stop to
What hurts you
Well I’m quite sure that would mean
That you’d stay

(I still, think of you 
Do you, ever think of me like you do
Or did, something change and I think 
That Things will never stay the same)

Will you take that gun from my cabinet
And shoot me in my head while I’m at my happiest,
No promises, I keep going back to my illnesses
I’m barely there, no wait for a sign
That I’m better but you know I’m not the best

Why would you take a chance on me
Why would you say I can’t relate to you
Oh, but its taking over me,
FUCK ME
FUCK ME

And I’ve got so much regret
But I don’t regret being there with you
And I’ve got so much that I have to work on
But I’ll do anything for you
I’ll do it for you



I get jealous that I’m not the first
I get anxious I’m not the last
I might kill myself for love
I might kill myself for laughs
Can you tell me what I’m worth?
I’m addicted to it all
Can you feel it in my words?
Show you everything you love




demostar - the first

I can’t believe you said, you dont need me
Well, that’s okay, I was wrong
Now we’re in bed all alone
Oh to wake up, inside your arms again
Now we’re not a one, anymore
And it makes me wanna die
Yeah it makes me wanna die
But ill still care you


demostar - well, that's okay

with 
https://soundcloud.com/beansclub
and nyaaada (https://open.spotify.com/artist/7JvAsWKm99vnk71L97ITAD?si=iAfigzkSRV-2TwARcVT36w)

better and better with nyaaada and beansclub

demostar - expire prod inno


guys real talk we are getting way too reliant on technology we need to remember how to think and perceive the world without a computer helping us. monitor your ai usage and the world will become 10 times brighter

god bless sans undertale 

♡(੭˶•༝•˶)੭･:*ੈ♡‧₊˚:･

lyrics:

now before again and the end
im losing sight in your head
the end before but again
you're losing sight of me

i wanna see it through
be every part of you
true love it comes true
with or without you
you're moving ahead again
you're off idle again
true love it comes true
with or without you

though the seasons they will change
again and again
im still there waiting in the dark
deep within your own heart
when you need me ill be there not just a part
call out my name flip on a switch
im with you in the dark

i wanna see it through
be every part of you
true love it comes true
with or without you
you're moving ahead again
you're off idle again
true love it comes true
with or without you

now before again and the end
im getting lost in your head
the end before but again
please dont forget me

i wanna see it through
be every part of you
true love it comes true
with or without you
you're moving ahead again
you're off idle again
true love it comes true
with or without you
 
through the seasons we'll change 
leave me again and again
just dont leave me deep within your heart
if you need me im there
dont see me as just a part
call my name
im still with you in the dark



boutique⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ (jumble)

art by shinji wakasa
started 19-7-25
finished 29-10-25

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