Risk It(prod.Thislandis & Dara)

big papi [prod. taylor morgan]

walking out ur door (prod. irby x jolst)

7/3/24 disclaimer: fuck splashgvng

double xl bape tee
it feel better when it drape me
i know i’m never on time
sorry if i kept u waiting
double c on my cologne 
it’s always blue just like my mood
she not used to hearing no
and so she loves it when im rude

she the reason why i put myself thru hell
i’m the reason why she mad u can’t buy her chanel
way too faded so she taking off my belt
i know “i love u” is just a lie u tell
um i been flying to close to the sun
um sorry baby i know i can’t be the one
um she start catching feelings and i gotta run
i don’t like it when they like me back the chase is fun

She keeps on
Coming back to me
Ignore th signs and jus say yes to all this tragedy
It says a lot ab u if im honest
U see its chronic
But somehow wants to stick around coz of these melodys

She saw 16 bottles
Still I couldnt open up
Goin full throttle
In th backroom & im thrown up
Toxic waste it surrounds us 
How it was growin up
Safest place, it grounds us
But we’re stuck inside th substance 
Its so fucked

she the reason why i put myself thru hell
i’m the reason why she mad u can’t buy her chanel
way too faded so she taking off my belt
i know “i love u” is just a lie u tell
um i been flying to close to the sun
um sorry baby i know i can’t be the one
um she start catching feelings and i gotta run
i don’t like it when they like me back the chase is fun

too close2 th sun w/ maesk (secre x splashgvng)

Feeling wide awake
When the sun goes down
Haven't slept in days
I swear I'm living in a dream
When I see your face
But then you leave
And I'm a nightmare
I've been battling my demons
They don't fight fair
Baby I would bleed for you
You know I'm not scared
Standing strong by your side
I'll be right there
Right or wrong either way
No I don't care
Yeah I'm rockin with you baby
Let these bitches stare

Know they talking down
Cause they can't reach me now
Yeah I stay way above
Somewhere in the clouds
You in it for the clout
You a fuckin clown
Sorry that I cut you off I don't fuck around
But you can still find out if you test me
Left his pockets like my heart bitch empty
I've been aiming for the stars since 16
Yeah I'm living in a dream
While you sleeping

Feeling wide awake
When the sun goes down
Haven't slept in days
I swear I'm living in a dream
When I see your face
But then you leave
And I'm a nightmare
I've been battling my demons
They don't fight fair
Baby I would bleed for you
You know I'm not scared
Standing strong by your side
I'll be right there
Right or wrong either way
No I don't care
Yeah I'm rockin with you baby
Let these bitches stare

spotify

when the sun goes down (prod. silver+methboiswag+roxa)

cracked sidewalks w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE [prod fats'e]

Production: me :)
Vocals: @lilxlotus
art: https://twitter.com/lexijohnstonx
Lyrics

I don't think that i'll be fine and I can't do this
It's a struggle every night just to get through it

Look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I can't get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Look me straight in the eye (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), am I just wasting my time?
You had me waiting for hours (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) and promised this wasn't good bye
And i'm not feeling alright (I don't think that i'll be fine and I cant do this), but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach (Its a struggle every night just to get through it) I cant get you out of mind
I cant get you out of mind

(look me straight in the eye, am I just wasting my time?)
My mind
(You had me waiting for hours and promised this wasn't good bye)
My mind, makes me sick to my stomach I cant get you out of my mind

And i'm not feeling alright, but you swear i'll be fine
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind
I cant get you out of my mind
My mind
My mind
My mind
It makes me sick to my stomach, I cant get you out of my mind

Out Of My Mind (ft. Lil Lotus)

peach.

i try
to keep the things that i feel hidden inside
it looks like everythings alright from the outside looking in
outside looking in

i cried
when i walked away from you it didnt feel right
now im back inside the place where time just flies by
watching shooting stars explode into the night sky

maybe everything will be fine if i jus stay here for the night
where did all the time go
used to spend my days in ur bed like it was my room
now im wide awake and i have nowhere else to hide to

walking between all the street lights
babygirl u kno its my time
one wrong turn and its all over
ill never forget this octobers

wrist slit from the diamond cuts
bitch im drained as fuck
i could never give a fuck
i feel like im bladee
red lights in the distance
i been off them sad blunts
never passed a piss test

peach.

a forest in dakota.