Laura

Sorry

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Nah man made by (soproxi)

The Way I Feel Inside (The Zombies Cover)

Treehouse

Cathead Catherine (for my friend Spoon)

Original by Panic! at the Disco, from their second album Pretty. Odd.


I Have Friends in Holy Spaces

Reupload of Hot Freaks songs from https://radiok.org/in-studio/hot-freaks/500

Radio K

Hot Freaks - Puppy Princess (Live on Radio K)

Painkillers -- Beach Bunny

this was inspired by @ itsokcosplay on tiktok please go follow them they're awesome

lyrics:

Having a panic attack inside my mother's car I would drive away but I can't drive so I wouldn't get far

I know that I will probably be alright

but I can't really breathe so I'm in fight or flight

I'm having intrusive thoughts. Inside my mothers car

They're saying drive away

They're saying drive real far


They tell me "fake your death and move away to West Virginia, 

Or maybe really die because you know no one will miss ya"


And I know its ridiculous

I know that I'm not stable

I know it seems intense 

But trust me I am able

To push these thoughts away

And repress them in my mind

I know that doesnt work

But believe me I'll be fine


I think I might be a compulsive liar as well

I tell you that I'm taking steps when really, life is hell

And you don't know the start of it 

Oh i’m so done with all this shit

Oh I’m having a panic attack inside my mother’s car


Is it just hormones or is it much more serious?

I was up till 6am last night, I’m not even delirious

I don’t even know how I feel anymore

Am I okay or not? I feel like I’m at war...

With my own personality, I’m fighting for control

I’m constantly worried and it rips apart my soul

All I have’s my ukulele and a freaking Google Doc

To store up all my feelings, and it’s working ‘round the clock

Sometimes I start to think that yes, I am okay

But then I get depressed and I feel so far away

It’s like I’m disconnected, like my consciousness is free

And normally that’s good, but it left without me

My Mother's Car - Inspired by itsokcosplay on TikTok

hello my name is rebecca & itv is my music project where i write about hope +

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