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locked inside my room again
thinking about u again
is this really how its gonna end 
i wish u'd b my girlfriend

i trust u never once worried
thought i was rushing things i didnt wanna hurry
u wanna keep me safe i dont want u to hurt me too 
but its impossible if i just really love u 

and i do
and i do 
i rlly do 
and i do
2x

im awaiting
will this go 
how im thinking

i have faith in god 
cuz this is no mistake
almost gave up but i had to stop
cuz i know my love isnt fake
just be urself please
i'll be pleased
i'd do it all for u 
to make u happy 
im not the dirty type 
but lets get zappy
i love ur selfies
and ur body 
its not over cuz i like u 
u could reject me its ok dont be scared to 

thought i lost then, i just didnt know
its not the end yea i have hope 
so stressed im sweating bury me in snow
clipping my nails with my teeth i wanna slit my throat

waitingwaiting Prod bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

im scared at nite
i need sum light
i made new friends
and theyre alright
take my time
dont go ahead
if i do
i'll lose my head (like mami)
whats the point of life
if i dont care?
& what do i get
if ppl dont share?
besides myself
the worlds just fine
i hurt myself
it doesn't matter
nothing matters
blood just splatters
on the pavement
filled with lies
sympathy
im alone
empathy
the world doesn't know

im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along
im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along

idk anymore
& i tried to make some sense
no one understands
but no one understands
hands behind ur back
theres a gun in ur hands
if i tried to guess which one
i dont think that i can
my heads empty
i dont have no thoughts
maybe one day
we can get along
but until then
i think that im lost
im a burden
a problem to a lot
flowers wilt and my head clears
everything hurts idk how im here
scythe from a reaper
pls come near
take me down ur stairs
i'll wipe my own tears

wipe my own tears
i'll wipe my own tears
pls dont cry
i'll be just fine
idk how long
it will take
but i'll let u know

bloodsekai - lykwhenimfine

@bloodsekai

i feel so mad
u hurt me bad
i want u dead
just die and rot

bleeding out ur torso
i thought u had it figured out
i shot down ur options
its jus me and you now
lying out ur foul words
poisned  all by ur curse
if u die then im first
if u die then im first

bleeding on the floor hall
ashes at the door crawl
all the roses thorns fall
be in time for role call

bloodsekai - if u die, then i’m first *demo*

You said that you'd never forget me
"Make sure that you never come back to me
Because that's what you need, so"
I guess i don't mind that.
Never mind that
I Never stop that
You never stop shit, but you say you stopped that
Did i get that? "Did you get that?" I've been hearing you, I don't wanna get that.

i forced myself to say bad things just so she could move on
Do i regret it?
Yes baby, I already dread it
I-I always wanna see you smile, so I'll go and make you hate my guts
Cause, I know you'll come back
You've always been silly like that.

You've been gone so long, I miss your face
I've been tryna clean the blood up, but there's still a trace
You don't know me.
You don't know that.
All this fucking dumb shit you don't get that.

You've always made me feel so good, i cant explain it.
You can paint me as the asshole ,
If that means you can get better.

I hate it, its always in my mind
always replaying thoughts that i cant make you mine.

Want it all to stop-stop
Never wanna talk-talk
Crying alone at night cause you never give a fuck
"You're annoying." Trust i get that "Disappointing." I already know that-that
I can't stand, when you talk, when you lie, its always in my mind

I'll confess cause you're not around that i made you hate my guts
At least at the end.
Always wanted more than friends
So i guess it sucks i had to take another step

Hurt me just so you could get better.

being over obsessive and dependant ruined my life

prod me

prod. yuki
cute carrot nose shes the only one i love
pale moonlight skin like a dove
shes cold at first but its only a facade
inside shes warm and snug
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY
been off my meds for about 2 or 3 days
dont want my gf to go away
her grey eyes reflect a deep wisdom in her soul
im gonna fuck her snow hole
I WANNA HUG HER BUT SHE'LL MELT AWAY
WHY DO THINGS I LOVE DISAPPEAR WHEN ITS DAY

snowgirl gf cover

You were shirtless in his bed...

basically the past month of my life as a song

take my life and rewind
it haunts me every time 
cus everybody knows
that i wanna fucking die
put ur arms around my body
and tell me that u love me
cus u dont want me to die
uve seen the cuts all on my body
.
take medicine to help me with my sickness
but nothin ever works thats why i gotta slit my wrists up
and ill take hallucinogenics
so my days just go by quicker
but i end up needin more cus im jus gettin even sicker

my life demo

prod @lovecupid1
lyrics:

i just wish that i wasnt so worthless
everything i do is wrong
and i feel like a burden
i said that im fine but i am hurting
every time you open up your mouth
my agony worsens

how could anyone be this annoying?
i hate being in relationships
my feelings are always toyed with
tonight i will kill myself
i need a blick
or just leave my fucking body
hanging inside of the closet

watch my bones decay
my bodys rotting
i beg and beg for you to stop
but your not fucking stopping
knife up in your hand
you just keep stabbing
im so happy that your killing me
i cant deal with your blabbing

i just wish that i wasnt so worthless
everything i do is wrong
and i feel like a burden
i said that im fine but i am hurting
every time you open up your mouth
my agony worsens

how could anyone be this annoying?
i hate being in relationships
my feelings are always toyed with
i said that im fine but i am hurting 
i said that im fine but i am hurrrttttingggg

worthless (p. lovecupid)

(odihu)
scars on my wrist as a beg for help 
im throwing my notes in a wishing well
hope that i die and i go to hell
i know i deserve it who am i to tell

take the life in me away
kill me now cut off my days

(yuki)
rlly in a bad mood
shoot my face
stuck inside dis classroom
im a disgrace
promised that id @ u n we can play
but im jus havin a rlly shitty day

scars on my wrist
heart's a constant abyss
no dopamine
no signs of bliss
no hand to hold no lips to kiss
im so deprived of everythin
x2

throwing my notes in a wishing well w yuki

lyrics:

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice :3
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die

theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever could we doo??
theres five of us, one of you
oh what ever will could doo??

i wanna end it every night
no girl i am not alright
please just join us for a bite
i swear we are really nice
we might kill you in five nights
cause we heard you wanna die
cause we heard you wanna diiiiieeeeiieeee

prod me

moxi dump

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