not a choice

Hush Prod.Tylo

*p. duoface + ansho*
@fyeansho on ig
recorded in mumbai, india

LYRICS:

please do not question me
 if I miss you yet, uh, 
when I-when I be out 
i be looking happy
but I’m sad as you

my life be punching
shit that’s just the groove..
sometimes i wanna suffer 
like I got 
no limbs
no eyes
no legs
i just wanna die, hey 
like my days 
from my life 
come from the shining 

i aint got no support here
still feel grimey
need some big ass lights 
on my head, yeah, flickering..
motherfuckers who ain show up once
show up in the back  
(show up in the back)

i been biting tongues
not lighting cigarettes  
talking to myself
just them shadows 
and them silhouettes   
who am i kidding 
even ansho be feeling pressed..
redruM thoughts 
can’t kill what still got breath

asking myself 
what i got in store for me
-scrap that
like am i posed to know that shit

never liked the functions 
always forced to dip
uh, boy, I’m the mariner 
own all these ships 

Ian looking at myself in the mirror
I been hurt
everytime I bottle up
hate to admit it.. I just burst
you be on that childish shit
talking bout you want it first
work my ass off
to the point 
there’s no debate 
I earned it 
moving with this passion
boy I deserve it

the shining

real trap shit 
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Bug tf up

G Shock