You cant make somebody be who they're not. Actions speak louder than words.

2 Her .mp3

soul [prod. JabariOnTheBeat]

Lyrics:

Verse:
What do you know about me
Woke up in a fever dream
Nothing but lost souls around me
It's like who am I supposed to be

Never gave me much to go on
Yeah I’ll figure this shit out myself
It’s like how much longer can this shit go on
I ain’t ever ask for help

Hook:
Woke up sweating, 
Woke up fighting demons from the night before
Where am I, what happened
Shit is too much to ignore

Insomniac lil maniac
Can you just try and take me back
To when I wasn’t fighting demons

Verse:
Beautiful mind she says it’s one of a kind
Well, nothing like she’s ever seen before
If it’s so damn beautiful
Then why is my circadian rhythm such a chore

I don’t get it
I don’t get it
You put me to bed
Just to wake me up again

My brain is going fucked
I guess I’m out of luck
Bury my face in the pillow and let it get stuck

Hook:
Woke up sweating, 
Woke up fighting demons from the night before
Where am I, what happened
Shit is too much to ignore

Insomniac lil maniac
Can you just try and take me back
To when I wasn’t fighting demons

Verse:
All new lows but you have seen my highs
But they’re when I’m awake not when I’m in bed dying
I said my mind’s on fire but thats a different time
And now it feels so real baby I’m not here lying

Watch myself explore while I’m laying in bed
I don’t know what’s going on inside of my head 
Have the out of body experiences
All my life I have been experimenting

With how I’ll heal 
With how I’ll heal from my pain
With how I’ll get through the storm 
And I’ll wash off in the rain

I manifest dreams but they don’t seem to come true
The only thing I dreamt of that’s now real has been you

Hook:
Woke up sweating, 
Woke up fighting demons from the night before
Where am I, what happened
Shit is too much to ignore

Insomniac lil maniac
Can you just try and take me back
To when I wasn’t fighting demons

INSOMNIAC

(Vails x Blxde)
Lyrics:

(Blxde)
A distant echo is still roaming through the halls
I wish I could turn back time to the way it was before
The feeling of your head upon my chest
The taste of your lipstick when we kissed

Now I'm laying all alone inside our bed
The biggest heartbreak that I ever had

(Vails)
You loved me too much 
That led me walking away
I’m retracing my steps
Hoping ill see the day
It hurt me more as I left 
wasn’t ready for yoy
Now I’m beginning to fade 
Into the person we knew 

I remember when you used to love me, But now it feels like a distant memory.
Our love was once so strong and true, But now l'm left feeling so blue.
I miss the way you held me tight, And how you made everything feel right.
But now you're gone and I'm all alone, Just wishing for a love that's known.
But I'll move on and find a new start, Knowing that I deserve a love that won't depart.


You loved me too much 
That led me walking away
I’m retracing my steps
Hoping ill see the day
It hurt me more as I left 
wasn’t ready for yoy
Now I’m beginning to fade 
Into the person we knew

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You Loved (feat. Blxde. + IOF)

La verdadera maketa

That was a very nice collaboration between Jimmy and I ---> Check him out @ https://on.soundcloud.com/fmRcc85PxpoC9iUB9.

Jimmy had some very cool lyrics, while I had a very cool song, but none of them were actually finished. I tweaked his lyrics a tiny bit and created a chorus for it, while he tweaked my song and added an addictive bridge - not to say the amazing Spanish guitar! So good! I was very pleased with the final result and hopefully you will be too! :)

Music and lyrics: : Rachel Goldie and Jim Valdes ("Miami Jeff")

Lead Vocals: Rachel Goldie

Backing Vocals: Volodymyr Chyzovych

Mastered by MasterDolby

Am I a fool?

Am I a fool to love you?
I’ve asked myself a million times 
Is it wise for me to be so blind
And put my heart back on the line?

Am I a fool to want you?
Want you so bad it brings me joy?
To have you near, to hold you close, my heart’s deployed
Am I your love or just your toy?

Standing in the rain for way too long
Broken heart, the same old song
Somehow with you  this time I feel so strong
Are you the one or am I wrong?

Am I a fool to miss you?
Believe I’ll always have your heart?
What if I close my eyes and jump too far?
Will I regret it from the start?

Standing in the rain for way too long
Broken heart, the same old song
Somehow with you  this time I feel so strong
Are you the one or am I wrong?

I’ve loved and lost so many times before
By now you’d think I know the score
Can I believe that we were meant to be?
Is love at last in store for me?

Standing in the rain for way too long
Broken heart, the same old song
Somehow with you  this time I feel so strong
Are you the one or am I wrong?

Standing in the rain for way too long
Broken heart, the same old song
Somehow with you  this time I feel so strong
Are you the one or am I wrong?

Am I a fool to trust you?
I’ll close my eyes and make believe 
That you’re the answer to my question?
Am I a fool? I just may be...

Am I a fool

Am I a fool - feat. Jim Valdes ("Miami Jeff")

The dragon within the Grotto has awoken. His heart pure mind strong, and growth apparent; we see what he has become. Frozen but powerful, his mind, body, heart, and soul are seen throughout this mixtape. We are one with the Grotto and one with the dragon and his heart.

One Day at a Time feat. AutumnIsEnding (prod. Gh0stb0y & Cxrter)

The latest song from the Hollywood Freeway Ghosts

Cover Story

deepinsideee (prod. jayzen)

sirens

This one is personal.  UK-born Luxembourg-based Artist/Producer Tobisonics delivers a 2 minute 57 second indie-pop trauma-purge, ‘The Voice Inside Your Head Wants You Dead’.

Tobi takes on the persona of the toxic inner voice, a wretched creature compelled to destroy the very thing it needs to survive.  Tobi does so with a sense of authority made possible only by personal experience, and cannot help but allude to his own lifelong battle with chronic depression/anxiety and PTSD. 

“I was at a low point with the music.  I asked myself, If I could only make one more song, what would it be?  I sat down with the guitar and sang, ‘I am the voice inside your head and yes, I want you dead’.”

Working alone in his home studio, Tobi crafts a dynamic and ever-evolving soundscape of ear-catching drums and percussion, cryptic synths and layered guitars.  His first project to be presented in Dolby Atmos, Tobi undertook every aspect of production, mix, and master.

Nominated for Radio WigWam Best Electro Act 2021.  Tobi’s music has been played by DJ Tobi Lynn of Amazing Radio US, and featured in Fresh on the Net’s Fresh Faves [Batch 390].  His music has also attracted the attention of Abbie McCarthy [BBC Radio 1] “Enjoyed listening to this, ace production 👏🏼” and Jaguar [BBC Intro Dance Radio 1/Mix mag] “This is everything. I want more.”

‘The Voice Inside Your Head Wants You Dead’ is out on all platforms on Tuesday 24th September.


- Lyrics -

I am the voice inside your head
And yes, I want you dead

I mix lies with the truth
Advocate to attack you

I bind you so no one can find you
I hide the light inside you

I am the voice inside your head
And yes, I want you dead

I contrive you to infantize you
Idolize you as I deny you

I need you wretched to reflect me
I need you never to reject me

I can not stand in the light in you
I can not stand without you

I am the voice inside your head
And yes, I want you dead

soul [prod. JabariOnTheBeat]

KiD WaVY

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