oh ill just push you away 
you know I am fine on my own
you don't need to say
you don't love me anymore
I'm up until the sunrise
can't sleep cuz all my demons fight 
might end my shit debate my life
you wonder why I always cry

why I always cry
wonder why I always get high
up until the sunrise
sitting here debating my life

how many fucking times I tell you the same shit 
tell you the same news you think that you care yet
hate that I ask you 
that I need some help too
I wish that I could just disappear 
no one to bother no one to hear me 
crying

take a line 
I start to fly 
oh is that end
I think that I might die
x2

oh ill just push you away 
you know I am fine on my own
you don't need to say
you don't love me anymore
I'm up until the sunrise
can't sleep cuz all my demons fight 
might end my shit debate my life
you wonder why I always cry

ever think maybe I need help too? (p. DRMA)

can u feel me w/ teej + v3nn

Lyrics:

Verse:
You took me away from the life I lived before 
But the only thing you stole was the heart right out my chest 
I wanted to change that’s for sure 
And when you heard about my life didn’t love me any less 

Accepted me for who I was and watched me grow to be your man 
Carefully I grew and bloomed into someone you can trust again 
I know that it can be so hard to accept that you’re the reason 
But it’s never been so clear to me that without you I never had a chance 


Hook:
When I’m gone 
I will owe
All of my life to you 

Through earth water wind and fire 
You’re my first and last desire 
Through judge jury execution 
You’re forever my solution 

Verse:
Yeah you know my deepest darkest fears 
You’ve seen me fall apart in tears 
You’ve seen me at my lowest 
When I was tryna hide it and I never thought you’d notice

I promised I’d get through it but you’d never leave me there alone 
You made me feel at home 
It’s something that many people never experience 
True love is so mysterious 

Hook:
When I’m gone 
I will owe
All of my life to you 

Through earth water wind and fire 
You’re my first and last desire 
Through judge jury execution

FIRST AND LAST DESIRE

Lyrics

Verse:
When I wake up now I can’t make my bed 
Getting used to the times that I feel depressed 
It’s a sad existence I realized
That I’m only fine when it’s you and I 

Try to look you in the eyes but I’m closing mine 
Try to get myself ahead but I fall behind 
Try to find my way but get lost in the pines of the forest in my mind that grows in size 

We home right now 
Should be whole right now
Im in a hole right now I need your help feelin cold right now 

Lost soul right now 
Can’t fold right now
Just hold me now cuz I need you to be strong for us both right now 

Hook:
Sometimes I wanna hang my head 
Sometimes all I can feel is dread 
Sometimes I wanna snap my neck 
When I feel depressed I got you instead 

I’m a long way up it’s a long way down 
I be hangin my head lookin at the ground 
I can’t look at you I’m a mess right now 
But with you I know I’m safe and sound 

Verse: 
I wish we could go back to simpler times 
Where we lacked responsibilities and ran outside 
It was better back then didn’t deal with the truth 
That my brain was fucked up when I was a youth 

Figured out I had anxiety when I was a kid 
Figured out that all my worries should be validated 
Growing up I saw some counselors it didn’t do shit 
Now I deal with my emotions through my songs and my bitch

When I hang my head and I don’t look up 
I be feeling safe when my shit get tough 
It’s a lonely world when you don’t feel loved 
But I got my baby she does more than enough 

She has been my savior she has been my muse 
And she understands one of very few 
For those that don’t there’s those that do 
I’m not who I was I’m someone new 

Hook
Sometimes I wanna hang my head 
Sometimes all I can feel is dread 
Sometimes I wanna snap my neck when I feel depressed I got you instead 

I’m a long way up it’s a long way down 
I be hangin my head lookin at the ground 
I can’t look at you I’m a mess right now 
But with you I know I’m safe and sound

HANG MY HEAD

Lyrics:

Verse:
What do you know about me
Woke up in a fever dream
Nothing but lost souls around me
It's like who am I supposed to be

Never gave me much to go on
Yeah I’ll figure this shit out myself
It’s like how much longer can this shit go on
I ain’t ever ask for help

Hook:
Woke up sweating, 
Woke up fighting demons from the night before
Where am I, what happened
Shit is too much to ignore

Insomniac lil maniac
Can you just try and take me back
To when I wasn’t fighting demons

Verse:
Beautiful mind she says it’s one of a kind
Well, nothing like she’s ever seen before
If it’s so damn beautiful
Then why is my circadian rhythm such a chore

I don’t get it
I don’t get it
You put me to bed
Just to wake me up again

My brain is going fucked
I guess I’m out of luck
Bury my face in the pillow and let it get stuck

Hook:
Woke up sweating, 
Woke up fighting demons from the night before
Where am I, what happened
Shit is too much to ignore

Insomniac lil maniac
Can you just try and take me back
To when I wasn’t fighting demons

Verse:
All new lows but you have seen my highs
But they’re when I’m awake not when I’m in bed dying
I said my mind’s on fire but thats a different time
And now it feels so real baby I’m not here lying

Watch myself explore while I’m laying in bed
I don’t know what’s going on inside of my head 
Have the out of body experiences
All my life I have been experimenting

With how I’ll heal 
With how I’ll heal from my pain
With how I’ll get through the storm 
And I’ll wash off in the rain

I manifest dreams but they don’t seem to come true
The only thing I dreamt of that’s now real has been you

Hook:
Woke up sweating, 
Woke up fighting demons from the night before
Where am I, what happened
Shit is too much to ignore

Insomniac lil maniac
Can you just try and take me back
To when I wasn’t fighting demons

INSOMNIAC

🪩🌈 flexin w/ my baby 🦇✨ (prod. by jigoku)

LIKE I NEVER LEFT (prod. homeboyjakob)

One last chance (Prod.aiza)

This is a love song from FrozenGrotto that is all about loving and caring for a person so much, you can't live without them.

i don't want to live without you...

#Ferrous

Check out DaRii: @kawaiichan299
Check out The Sound Clown: @whos-that-clown

Lyrics:
you didnt stay for long
cause now you're gone
i gave you all of my love
but it wasn't enough

you were who i want
told you that more than once
i gave you all that i could
but you were so cold

like the winter snow
now i feel so low
how i feel so broke
but how could you ever know?

you call my phone
when you're all alone
and you got no one
does it not feel wrong?

DaRiii:
Does messaging me back ever feel wrong to you?
no matter what i do
i cant escape you
i cant escape you
cant you just leave me alone
For a second, for a second?
you cant just come back to me
youre a stupid liar, a stupid liar

Call My Phone (feat. DaRii) (prod. The Sound Clown)

Proud cofounder and artist apart of FrozenGrotto (@frozen-grotto) with scorpio (@scor_pio)
Also a proud member of HazeCollective
Instagram: _devinsworld

INSOMNIAC

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