Lyrics:
Baby

Look me up and down I know I’m crazy
Pound by pound we’re making it hazy
Girl I never frown when you’re around me
Roots have me bound my heart is breaking
Girl don’t start I know what I’m taking
I play a big part in your life yeah it’s changing
Leaving my mark it’s driving you insane
Blood all on my back you know I love the pain

Pain shows weakness I got a lot in me
The rain is ceaseless when it’s 30 degrees
Standing outside my veins are freezing
My lungs are maimed I’m barely breathin’

Yeah breathe in, breathe out
That’s what this life is all about
-Living the experience my thoughts are getting serious I’m a lucky little lyricist my music is my Sirius I follow when appearance is getting so mysterious my mind is so delirious we partying they hearin’us living so luxurious my voices getting furious living a fast life that’s period-

Baby… you’re driving me crazy
Baby… I know that I’m lazy

But lately… -I’ve been on the run
Running from my thoughts yeah you know the ones

The ones that call me evil
The ones that call me God
The ones that are lethal
The ones that make me wanna nod

Nod off, sleep tight
Sawed off yeah the gun type

Thoughts inside like a loaded gun
Shooting bullets made by a reckless tongue

I know babe, I’m on the run
Let’s misbehave, let’s have some fun

Look me up and down I know I’m crazy
Pound by pound we’re making it hazy
Girl I never frown when you’re around me
Roots have me bound my heart is breaking
Girl don’t start I know what I’m taking
I play a big part in your life yeah it’s changing
Leaving my mark it’s driving you insane
Blood on my back you know I love the pain

Pain shows weakness I got a lot in me
The rain is ceaseless when it’s 30 degrees
Standing outside my veins are freezing
My lungs are maimed yeah I’m barely breathin’

Breathe in, breathe out
Yeah that’s what this life is all about

This life gets great but this life gets hard
Mind filled with hate I’m always on guard
So paranoid, so scared
I say a prayer and, I hope I get there

You didn’t tell me
What I did wrong
Finally healthy
That’s why I sing my songs
Cause they help me
Help me move along
I’m feeling crazy
Why don’t you come along

Come along
Sing with me
Sing this song
Set me free

Look me up and down I know that I’m crazy
Pound by pound we’re making it hazy
Girl I never frown when you’re around me
Roots have me bound my heart is breaking
Girl don’t start I know what I’m taking
I play a big part in your life yeah it’s changing
Leaving my mark it’s driving you insane
Blood all on my back you know I love the pain

Pain shows weakness I got a lot in me
The rain is ceaseless when it’s 30 degrees
Standing outside my veins are freezing
My lungs are maimed yeah I’m barely breathin’

Yeah breathe in, breathe out
That’s what this life is all about

Baby

Lyrics:
Sitting in silence
Sitting in silence
My voice is so quiet
I tell a lie will you buy it
The room is so silent I can’t here a sound
My mind is so violent when I’m in the crowd
Oh my mind gets so violent when you’re not around
I know you don’t like it when I fall to the ground

Oh baby
Oh baby
Let me comfort you
Let me comfort you
Oh baby
Oh baby
Let’s make one body from two
One body from two

Our bodies are dying harder to eat
I love when I’m lying with you by my feet
I feel like I’m flying our love so discreet
My heart is crying buried 6 feet deep
Buried alone
Buried alone
Is that what I’ll be
Is that what I’ll be

If I’m buried will you love me
Will we get married a diamond ring
The weight that I’ve carried the songs that I sing
I just hope they rescue me

Sitting alone the devil I greet
He lives in my home a guest to me
Deep in my bones I feel him scream
In a deeper tone he won’t let me free
Oh free me
Save me from violence
Free me
Save me from silence
My mind is so violent my thoughts are so quiet I can hear him sing, hear him sing

Let me go
Set me free
Get me home
Let me feel the breeze

I’m sitting in silence
I’m sitting in silence
My voice is so quiet
I tell a lie will you buy it
The room is so silent I can’t here a sound
Mind gets so violent when I’m in the crowd
My mind is so violent when you’re not around
I know you don’t like it when I fall to the ground

Oh baby
Oh baby
Let me comfort you
Let me comfort you
Oh baby
Oh baby
Let’s make one body from two
One body from two

Getting harder to eat I wish you were with me
I’m trying so hard but I can’t seem to be
Happy with myself I can’t love a monster
Happy with no help and I sit and I ponder

I ponder on life
Ponder on death
I wonder I cry
With ice cold breath
Ice cold breath
Frozen heart
Thoughts of death
They play their part

Scaring me
Silent trees
Waving in motions they won’t let me be
Happy with myself happy with others
Happy with no help hidden in covers

Hidden in covers
Hidden in covers
Hated by others
Hated by others

Silence

blood

c C-1 G A
livin this long may not
sean like a feat
but dammit i’m proud of myself

bleeding out slow may be
slightly concerning
blood letting the easier thing

when you live with the cobwebs
the spiders aren’t scary 
it’s people that frighten you most

when you live in a mansion 
your goblets not empty 
your plate remains filled by the host 

these people im spossed to love most

F C G
oh 
blood is thin 
anemias bout to set in 
to 
untouched skin 
now wrinkled 
by the hand of your kin
the original sin
of the birth i was
forced to begin 
wasn’t worth all the pain
of this life that i’m in 

growing thin
losin it
downing water again
cause this bloods boiling
and its filled with regrets
 
my water is thicker than this

c C-1 G A
running away may just 
seem so dramatic 
well baby i did theatre too 

and i am not able to
cope with these addicts
addicted to degrading you 

and i am so scared
of the future before me
the past was not kind in my youth

what if i don’t make it through

F C G
oh 
blood is thin 
anemias bout to set in 
to 
untouched skin 
now wrinkled 
by the hand of your kin
the original sin
of the birth i was
forced to begin 
wasn’t worth all the pain
of this life that i’m in 

growing thin
losin it
downing water again
cause this bloods boiling
and its filled with regrets
 
my water is thicker than this

blood

You broke my heart I didn’t know
Don’t even start I’m feeling low
I’m buried dark 6 feet below
You leave your mark I’m bleeding slow
Body bloody bandage me
Why did you abandon me
Sitting solemn secretly
Chest to cheek feel my heartbeat

Head to toe jealousy shows in bed I know where your mind goes
Because of him you’re faking moans
Because of you my faith is low
I’m on the ground I have no hope
Call the reaper call the crows
I’m reaping everything I sow
I’m pleading God please let me go
-
a love with thorns n poisonous heat
caught in your fire burn your deceit
i don’t care x3

manipulate each time that i breathe
don’t say a thing my air is so sweet
you don’t care
i don’t care
love ain’t fair
-

Manipulation comes and goes
With every rose a thorn will grow
Prick the needle blood will flow
Patch me up leave me alone
Infect my wounds infect my soul
Correct my flaws and let me go
Corrode me slowly to the bone
You’ve made it clear it’s me you own

I run away I don’t look back
Time fades away turning into black
Covered in flames the devil’s laughing
My 15 came my fame is lacking
Cackling demons all surround me
Around I see my past behind me
Inside I see I’m going crazy
Hazy eyed, you left me lonely

-
a love with thorns n poisonous heat
caught in your fire burn your deceit
i don’t care x3

manipulate each time that i breathe
don’t say a thing my air is so sweet
you don’t care
i don’t care
love ain’t fair
-

You didn’t kill me
Left me lonely
So hard to breathe
Don’t forgive me
Made me into
Your toy to chew
Cause you’re a bitch
And I don’t love you

Fucked your headspace
Not here to play
This is a game
I’m in last place
Pushing forward
All words are slurred
Vision is blurred
Falling backwards

-
a love with thorns n poisonous heat
caught in your fire burn your deceit
i don’t care x3

manipulate each time that i breathe
don’t say a thing my air is so sweet
you don’t care
i don’t care
love ain’t fair
-

love ain't fair

Lyrics:

Heart beat so vicious h-h-h-heart beat so vicious
Your soul so malicious s-s-s-soul so malicious
I live for your kisses I just wish you would listen
My heart is the biggest bring my dreams to fruition

My dreams are big
My reality’s small
Puff on a cig
But there’s no smoke not at all

I got smoke in my lungs
I got blood on my back
You have the evilest tongue
Makes my heart turn to black
We used to have fun
Now all we do is relax
I wanna see the Sun
I want my heart back intact

My heart’s been gone
I’ve been looking for it
Pictures you’ve drawn
I cannot ignore it
I feel as I’ll drown
Gotta floor it
I gotta get away
Double cup I pour it

Heart beat so vicious h-h-h-heart beat so vicious
Your soul so malicious s-s-s-soul so malicious
I live for your kisses I just wish you would listen
My heart is the biggest bring my dreams to fruition

I’ve been tryna live
I’ve been tryna cope
I’ve been tryna give
All my love and my hope

I’ve been on the edge
I’ve been smoking my tree
Jumping off the ledge
Just to see if I can be free
I pray to my god
That he can rescue me
I know it’s my job
But I need someone please

I’m begging above
That I won’t end up below
I beg for a dove
To show some peace and some hope

Heart beat so vicious h-h-h-heart beat so vicious
Your soul so malicious s-s-s-soul so malicious
I live for your kisses I just wish you would listen
My heart is the biggest bring my dreams to fruition

Bring my dreams
Dreams to fruition
Please make it seem
As I’ve completed my mission

Heart beat so vicious h-h-h-heart beat so vicious
Your soul so malicious s-s-s-soul so malicious
I live for your kisses I just wish you would listen
My heart is the biggest bring my dreams to fruition

Heartbeat

[Verse] In our little house among the trees You play your guitar I strum with ease We harmonize 'neath evening skies Different colors in our eyes [Verse 2] Your dreams are painted bright and bold Mine have stories yet untold We travel roads that rarely meet But life with you is bittersweet [Chorus] Papai's little songbird Fly so high Sing your truths up to the sky We don't agree but that's all right In this melody we unite [Verse 3] Mornings filled with coffee cups You laugh when morning’s light is up Words we share could spark a flame Yet somehow love remains the same [Verse 4] Politics like winds of change But our hearts beat in the same range Your passion's loud Mine softly hums But together we strum along [Chorus] Papai's little songbird Fly so high Sing your truths up to the sky We don't agree but that's all right In this melody we unite

Papai’s Little Songbird

Dissonant Echo

breaktime

oceanbound

Second Look

em c g d
i’m always in the hole you know
i’ve lost con trol my nose
is blowing blow
and i’m not even high

it’s 32 de-grees i need to
peo-ple please my knees
are freezing bleeding out
and yet i’m fine

em g d
don’t you know at 23 years old is when you die
haven’t got no hope no joke you’ll die by suicide
every time december hits i slowly rot and writhe 
what makes it so different this time

c g d
happy birthday 
user, abuser
blow out candles wish for a future
happy birthday 
loser, peculiar 
cut the cake be a dang straight shooter
happy birthday
addict, it’s tragic
zero friends to mourn this passing
happy birthday 
you poor soul
this is what it’s like growing old

i’m clinically in-sane
my name is changing
as my brains decaying 
entertaining disappearing

and i’m so 
over getting older
fold the cards you loner
your poker face is not convincing

don’t you know at 23 years old is when you crash
haven’t got no hope no joke you’re literally trash
every time december hits i slowly rot and thrashe 
what makes it so different this pass
happy birthday 
user, abuser
blow out candles wish for a future
happy birthday 
loser, peculiar 
cut the cake be a dang straight shooter
happy birthday
addict, it’s tragic
zero friends to mourn this passing
happy birthday 
you poor soul
this is what it’s like growing old

hbd -

astil

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