I DONT WANNA BE MYSELF

less than three

here we go again

produced by myself
mixed/mastered by @benjaminrich 

the words:

I know my replies take way too long
I’m overthinking, god I hope it doesn't come off wrong
And baby I been staying up, I can’t rest on these thorns
So over thinking this the end, like what i’m trippin' for

I had a cardiac arrest when i test the feelin'
Said I’m intolerant to compliments, need penicillin
Oh girl I'm trying to forgive and forget back to healin'
It's kinda hard when I love everything that gave you meaning
I had a cardiac arrest when I test the feelin'
Said i’m intolerant to compliments, need penicillin
Oh girl I'm trying to forgive and forget back to healin'
It's kinda hard when I love everything that gave you meaning

Pot holes in all these back roads
They ain't been fixed since october
I guess its time I move over
I'm way too stubborn I told ya
I'm way caught up in the mix
She bring me back down to earth
I cant be falling like this
I know I’m bound to get hurt
Don’t think I’ll ever break even
My ideologies heathen
She said I'll follow your leading
It don't mean nothing to me

I had a cardiac arrest when i test the feelin'
Said I’m intolerant to compliments, need penicillin
Oh girl I'm trying to forgive and forget back to healin'
It's kinda hard when I love everything that gave you meaning

Girl you don't mean it
Seriously got my reasons to believe that you keeping secrets
I'm trippin', thats a problem with me
I really deep it
You could do so much better than me
Find it relieving
That you think I can get any sleep

But I can't and I'd hate to concern you
Should follow the plan, but It's hard when I'm learning
You said I'm enough, is enough really worth it
I know you in love, unconvinced I'm a burden

I know my replies take way too long
I’m overthinking, god I hope it doesn't come off wrong
And baby I been staying up, I can’t rest on these thorns
So over thinking this the end, like what i’m trippin' for

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Blacked out Whip
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(Intro)
Every time I see your name nowadays it’s all wrong
I ain’t ever thought I’d hold this hate for so long
I’m skrting trynna fix my ways I’m so gone
But it’s fuck it cause my life’s been straight it goes on

(Chorus)
In a blacked out whip same color as my heart
Going 80 in a 6 speed drifting through the yard
Always wonder if you miss me, huh, maybe not
Regardless of the answer I can promise you I’m gone
And I’m Gathering my feelings had to put em all together
I can feel the way you treated me was colder than December
Every day with you was different it was never getting better
Always told me that I need you but I’m thinking that I never did

(Verse 1)
Said I don’t need it no more
I threw it all on the floor
I just keep walking ‘round in circles
Been revolving the doors
You kept on pulling my cords
To never hurt me you swore
I think I finally turned the tables
Knew you’d miss me oh lord
This shit was tragic
Straight down to ashes
Played with my heart in the dark you was cappin’
You played it smart from the start it was classic
No more restarts I’ll be gone with a bad bitch

(Bridge)
Knowing that I’m better off
Proud to take the pressure off
Always let me down took her crown and I let her go
Every lie you ever told
Just another episode
Bet you feeling guilty bout it now 
Shit I’ll never know
Yeah

(Chorus)
In a blacked out whip same color as my heart
Going 80 in a 6 speed drifting through the yard
Always wonder if you miss me, huh, maybe not
Regardless of the answer I can promise you I’m gone
And I’m Gathering my feelings had to put em all together
I can feel the way you treated me was colder than December
Every day with you was different it was never getting better
Always told me that I need you but I’m thinking that I never did

(Verse 2)
So some days I wonder
But they were never worth it
They all drove me under
I turned a different person
I fell just like lumber
I swore that you were perfect
You spoke in these tongues girl
Your language was in cursive
I think we’ve come so far
But still we so far gone
I used to want you more than air I had inside my lungs
I said goodbye my love
And then I packed my stuff
And then as far as I could get away from you I run

(Bridge)
Knowing that I’m better off
Proud to take the pressure off
Always let me down took her crown and I let her go
Every lie you ever told
Just another episode
Bet you feeling guilty bout it now
Shit I’ll never know
Yeah

(Chorus)
In a blacked out whip same color as my heart
Going 80 in a 6 speed drifting through the yard
Always wonder if you miss me, huh, maybe not
Regardless of the answer I can promise you I’m gone
And I’m Gathering my feelings had to put em all together
I can feel the way you treated me was colder than December
Every day with you was different it was never getting better
Always told me that I need you but I’m thinking that I never did

Blacked Out Whip [Prod. Nextlane]

Waking up cold sweats do I call you or not
I’m afraid of what’s next I don't know when to stop
You decide you decide you decide
Draw a line for me, and just pick a side

So much gray all around me I don’t think I’ll find a color
I’m insane to lose a girl like you don’t think I’ll find another
And suddenly, suddenly I’m question , questioning

Why can’t you just lie 
like I did 1,000 times 
why you never went and broke mine 
how you never go and switch sides 

why can’t I just die 
so I don’t gotta see you cry 
so I don’t got a lose what’s mine 
So tell me girl . why can’t you, just why can’t you just lie

Underwater for too long and I dont think I'm gonna make it
I already knew that I was in the wrong don't gotta fake
you give an inch, I take a mile
You know that I would miss your smile

You want me to go and change
You know it gon end the same
I don't wanna put you through it over and over again
went and caused you too much pain
tired of playing this game

Why can’t you just lie 
like I did 1,000 times 
why you never went and broke mine 
how you never go and switch sides 

why can’t I just die 
so I don’t gotta see you cry 
so I don’t got a lose what’s mine 
So tell me girl . why can’t you, just why can’t you just lie

What's the right move, Fuck if I know
How do I get through to your soul

Why Can't You Just Lie

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