music / kian https://twitter.com/kiandoesnt
illust / netta claymation https://twitter.com/nettamacabre
https://www.instagram.com/nettaclaymation/
vocal / Eleanor Forte AI
MV / https://youtu.be/UAIm_ry-DjU
inst / https://piapro.jp/t/R3zy
vocal midi / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/132JMeKx7miFL9t9bMT1OOKP0rfcCrT0K?usp=sharing

[lyrics]
By design, all I find is no one else around
Keep in mind, take your time and never make a sound
I unwind, take a dive into whatever’s found
Come and find like a hive, and never realize
I rely on the lies that someone strings along
I could die if I find an inkling this is wrong
You’re too kind, I don’t mind, I’d love to play along
I’m a lie flying high, the rings never are gone

So take me
Just take my fragile mind and make me believe
Leaving me with nothing
All for nothing
Lovingly, loving me
Tell me you can see me
Deceive 
The ringing never ends
No need to pretend I’m not the one you want
So keep on
Lovingly, loving me
Tell me how to set me free

Light of mine
End is nigh
I hate the way they lie
I am dyed my the mindless tears of hoards of flies
Can you try, try to pry yourself out of my mind
I don’t mind
Take my mind
Cause you are nothing but kind

Bells of heaven take me in
Bells of heathens full of sin
You’ve forgotten what you did but I’m still caving in

I saw the way you’d ring the loudest when you feel small
You’d rope me back into the madness
Constantly
Craving me
How you want to be me
Take me
Just take my fragile mind and make me believe
Leaving me with nothing
All for nothing
Leave me!
The ringing never ends
No need to pretend I’m not the one you want
So keep on
Lovingly, loving me
Tell me you can feel me
Lovingly, loving me
Tell me how to set me free

Damn those noises as they ring

RUINING BELLS

mushroomy gumi hell yeah!!
last song i will post as a 17y/o... birthday soon :)
this song is about mushrooms but the mushrooms and mycelium represent my brain. idk how to explain it...... the metaphors


YT video: https://youtu.be/rDhqYGbJtN8
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rUG-j_Xpz-QMkUb1QkR1pDZ70QB33m3Q9jdm5O5yugQ/edit?usp=sharing
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1RTZw4tQpmtPJmzVxE0ZeZ4w5eV6MFmwJ?usp=sharing
midi: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Ums-eGrDKYB_lyX7GkDYXlO1Q2ysHmne/view?usp=share_link

Fruiting Bodies ft. Gumi English (VOCALOID Original Song)

Lyrics by: Krypt Creeper
Arrangement by: Krypt Creeper
Produced by: Krypt Creeper
Heart by: Rave
Cover by: Krypt Creeper
Inspiration from the viral video, 'Don't Hug Me, I'm Scared'.

VIDEO HERE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iW_JYONe4kQ

I'm finally done with it holy shit
I need to mAKE THE VIDEO NOW AND IM LEGIT SO HAPPY AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Creep-P - Creative (feat. Avanna & Kaito)

MV: https://youtu.be/nrsr_-QXCv4

|| LYRICS ||
it's 4 AM on a school night
100 calorie life
Making sure the set ups just right, just right

Burning every bridge that I grace
Making sure that I feel pain
Getting in a bitter headspace

At this pace I'm ready to go
I know your craving for a brand new low
I'm ready to go
To halt my growth and put on a show


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


No, we must go back
Go back to 'my' roots if you could call it that
Go back to the hurdles that I've already passed
Reliving them over and over
And when there is closure
We gotta go bolder

I'm ready to go
Because I know my woes are a product to be consumed
Now you're running low
I know you want something new


But what else can I do?
Oh, what else can I do?


To you I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
My happiness is never cared for

Over-analyze my broken heart
As the tempo kicks up a notch

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me in this spiral of despair


Better off recovering than recovered
Better off hurting than to have hurt
Better off in the dark than in the light
Better off near death than be alright

Bleed out for audience approval
Tragic, but perfectly on schedule
You think by now that we would have learned
Behind every piece of art is a human to be heard


But I'm still better-better-better off worse
You listen when it hurts too much to bear
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
Rejecting change to keep you there


Because I'm better-better-better off worse
You listen when I'm running out of time
It's like I'm better-better-better off worse
The mourning of one still alive

I oversimplify the tears I cry
While you tear them down line by line

'Cause I'm better-better-better off worse
You only ever like me- 
Only ever like me when I wanna die

Better Off Worse (ft. フラワ)

Perfectly Sweet

EAT YOU UP (English Translation)

My back feels squirmy, terribly uncomfortable
Strange wings have sprouted, making me nauseous
Neither an angel nor a devil, but wings of a tiny insect
Can’t stop drooling, it’s like I’m not myself

Let me tear you away from this ugly dream
As if removing the shackles of misery, bit by bit
Pain always comes with it, so bear with it for now
Soon, you’ll become a part of me, you won’t be lonely anymore

We are always suspended in the air, above a bottomless swamp
Dangling from the umbilical cord stretching from the heavens
Caught in the ephemeral dream, caught in the ephemeral dream 
In the ephemeral dream, in the ephemeral dream

Making a sticky mess, turning into a deep red liquid
You’re just like a fetus abandoned by your mommy
But don’t worry, I’ll warm you up
Just slowly melt away in this mucous cradle

Let me tear you away from this ugly dream
As if removing the shackles of misery, bit by bit
Pain always comes with it, so bear with it for now
Soon, you’ll become a part of me, you won’t be lonely anymore

EAT YOU UP

Lovebug Venom / KOSMiYU

Composed by Eyeris (Creep-P)
Written by Eyeris (Creep-P)
Tuned by Prisma
Inspired by Pony Island.

YT: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Sn1fqzZ2Sg
NND: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm28118247

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!! Also, this is just the Vocaloid version!! The original version is by Sonata, and can be found on Sonata's charity album!!

Creep-P - Pony (feat. Ruby)

Music by Meta (me!)
Tuning by IrisFlower
Main Vocals: Vocaloid Dex
Some BG Vocals: Alter/Ego Daisy

Professor Genki/Saints Row (C) Volition

Download MP3/instrumental/VSQx: http://www.mediafire.com/file/2cz3z9h5e894s31/Professor_Genki%27s_Spooky_Game_of_Super_Ethical_Fun_and_Murder.zip

Lyrics:

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

Welcome to my realm,
You belong to me little mouse just like
All the rest
A stupid guest
Now shall we play a game?

So you think you're tough
Let's put it to the test, pathetic mouse
Now prepare for a pain like
You've never felt before

I'm not even started
I've got so many tricks up my sleeve
How are you holding up, pest?
You're not ready to leave

You thought you were close before
But very soon you'll see just that
Not matter how far you crawl
I'll always be top cat

Who cares what color you wear
Purple, red, gold, white, jade or green
Because I'm the one in charge,
Maroon, orange, pink, cream ~
I'm going to remind you what you should fear in this city
Because I'm the one who's gonna laugh and make you scream ~

(Chorus)
On the floor in pain
A lovely struggle for money in such vain ~
I'm the king of fun!
How are you liking my silly little spooky game?
You can keep what you find if you can make it out of here alive ~
How's your confidence holding out, my friend?
You'd be the first one to survive ~

Who cares what color you wear
Because here in my dark abyss
In my bloody lair your colors
Fade to black and grey

Don't you worry my little friend
No matter how hard you pray
Run and cower, little mouse
And you will not be missed

(Chorus) x2

【DEX】Professor Genki's Spooky Game of Super Ethical Fun and Murder【VOCALOID Original】

When I had saw the latin cover of Honey I'm Home on youtube I thought "hey i should cover that myself" and so i did XP hope ya like!

Original: https://youtu.be/xHffjNbWmig
Latin Cover: https://youtu.be/sYgi86RG37M
Youtube: https://youtu.be/HF7mzCZIHbs

Care Domi Sum (Honey I'm Home Latin Cover/Remix) (Ft. Eleanor Forte)

All of the creators of the song  are
Aria
Ponko
GHOST 
Umber
The vocaloids are
Oliver
Fukase 
Piko
Len Kagamine
I posted this people cant find this on spotify so I hope your satisfied ^^