@makemeapromise @44yy

all ur calls im ignoring
like the voices in my head keep talking
all the the tweas im takin out cant help it
sprite chill down my veins got me stupid
it feels so cold yet distant
lately ive been tweaking out
ive been tryna figure out the difference
i dont think im changing
but i dont need to
ive been gettin drunk cs lately ive been missing u

stumblin all my steps
n all my vision is blurring again
the twea got me stressin it dont make any sense
n im thinkin of drinkin more tweas till the end
till i get wasted till i pass out
im wasted it comes around
im wasted my heart wont calm down
calm down

twea prod surgeon & 44y

aku xleh lepaskan
baby u my sun
baby tell my why u always on my mind
nape u biar aku last seen online
come and take my heart
you'll just throw it to me
left by broken promises is all i can see
girl u know the futures meant for u and me
don't u know that it just turns to energy
thats all that it means

what does it mean to you
is it a reminder to
what happens at the end
i think i lost it again

again again again
i take it that we're no more as friends
can't turn back time save this feeling inside
save this feeling inside

lepaskan prod.me

Instrumental by @yashio20k

I guess that you’re sick of me
You’ve been acting differently
If I’m being honest
You were all I ever wanted
I know that you don’t think of me
I remember you so vividly
An Aphrodite incarnate
But I didn’t mind your sharpness

Oh my tongue’s no good
And my mind ain’t too
Can’t convince you
So what am I to do
I’m in love with you
But your love’s untrue
No matter how long I pursue
The truth won’t be less cruel

It’s so hard for me to open up
You took me in, and dropped me off like you don’t give a fuck
Ah, ah... what a way to mess me up
I think about you every day
You've probably already forgot

But it’s cool though
This ain’t nothing new, no
Chew me up and spit me out
Make me feel like a fool, oh
I’m not someone you should worry about
I know that you don’t, there is no doubt
Nobody wants me around
But I guess it doesn’t matter now

I could scream and I could shout
I’ve lost all I’ve ever found
But I won’t make the faintest sound
’Cause it’ll get drowned out...

aphrodite (yashio)

Cause I know your lost...

w/ @less-thaan-3 & @ritsuzuki 
yuru dreams!

Lyrics:

[@drewalongtheglare]
It's bad enough, eventually you'll perish, and it's sad to know
I'm stuck watching you struggle, and it's hard to watch
Yeah, it's unbearable, the things you said to me
Wanna forget it all...

But I find it hard
I missed from the start
And yeah, it's doing me in
I can't even feel my lungs

While you hold your guard
Just give me some time
I'll guide you
'Cause I know ur lost

[@less-thaan-3]
yea its hard 2 watch when your leaving
everything you said was so decieving 
tried so hard not to need me
now my body's hanging from the ceiling

tryna see less
body wants to breathe in
tryna sleep in 
probably wanna forget

ive been sleepless
i dont wanna treat it
id rather stay inside my bed and skip the weekend

[@ritsuzuki]
sorry im a sobber
i want this to be over
no i cannot think alot
tell me what you're on about
why cant i just step down?
jump, and end it all
dont you know you're all that i wanted?
my hearts shattered, its broken
tell me, did i matter at all?

who am i, what am i?
i think that im lost
ill break the mirror i cant look at it right
ITS IN MY HEAD
its always my fault, like its always been

Hard To Watch w/ lessthan3 & ritsu (prod. drew)

@adrienciel @hartfxlt

song on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4IoMNqEZi1DIbPsVj16zkI?si=f804279db1c6474a

amv on yt: https://youtu.be/zvab5jj_TtY?si=KapnK6aSW1GWMt7T

no, i cant say goodbye
remember all them days u were stayin by my side
no, please don’t tell no lies
fucked up my system, think i’ll be alright

can we take it slow?
baby, no one knows
stuck in my head feeling lost again
can we stay in love till the very end?

don’t even care if u lied 
no, I just want u for tonight
baby won’t you hold me tight
no, and tell me that i'll be alright

i got scars on my body, way she feel me up
bands all around me, my shit going up
girl I need you, I need you
cause I miss your love
and no its not enough
i can’t say too much

take it slow (adrienciel + hartfxlt)

ft @clawmarkedd

@44yy @177p

i just bought a hsp i need my money up
im wit coma in the cut he busy makinstuff
trivela shot up in dis bitch like im gon win the cup now
i feel like im yunus
1v2 but i still ball out
js like real madrid
yohji down all on my fit
im never done wit it
asics kiko down to my kicks
33 on the back of my jersey
feel like verstappen '23 im too crazy

i always stay on top
sumn that u cannot relate
feel like mclaren wit my wins
i cant make no mistakes
cornerCut but ion give a fuck its sumn ill take
tired asl but im not giving up
ill do it my way
im gon chase another win jus like that
i feel like norris in the pit another heart attack
i jus hit hairpin back in monza
fail but i get stronger
im goin up my money longer

cornerCut ft clawmarked prod 44y 177p

prod. by my goat @ssaeyxng
not my best work but i tried anyway
was hella inspired by @lifegiverr <33

sae - https://www.instagram.com/ssaeyxng/
me - https://www.instagram.com/prodflojy/

lyrics:

i was so blind
how did it take so much time to figure out
that i lost myself forever
i lost myself forever
im feeling tired
nothing wakes me up inside, im not alive
i lost myself forever
i lost myself forever

i can feel the years go by
why do i always want to cry
used to laugh and have fun
i think im not alright

fuck my life
im tired of having problems all around
rotting inside, i think im slowly diying
could i even get well, am i done
am i done

i was happy and i lost it
all the energy, i lost it
i wish i could come back to normal life
(come back to normal life)

yeah i feel it
i feel that i lost myself
feel that i lost myself
i feel that i lost myself
feel that i lost myself

lost myself (saeyxng)

some music i made for autumn ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
also its my birthday lol

0:00 — lily of the valley +@moz-103259352
0:58 — aki no koe
1:46 — kuri daifuku +@blazedini
2:33 — garden +@iiihyo39
4:11 — pastel
5:18 — snowdrops
6:08 — pebbles +@moz-103259352
7:07 — last day +@uumeee
7:57 — kastehelmi +@miriyami
8:40 — walk home +@bianlee
9:41 — butterfly +@shikaiii

##autumn25 (+moz +blazedini +jihyo +ume +miriyami +bian +!yukik0)

@moz-103259352
@yashio20k

I just want to say, if it weren't for moz, I probably wouldn't be releasing any music. Luv u man<3

(Don’t push me away
Could you please listen to the things I have to say?
We stopped seeing eye to eye
I still couldn’t say goodbye
Tell me that I matter, baby, even if you have to lie)

You’ve been stuck inside my brain,
I’m not sure whether that’s alright
You drive me insane,
Guess I’m chasing down the wrong highs
Need you here with me,
I don’t care if this is all a lie
If heaven has a fee,
Then for you I would pay the price

But you wouldn’t do the same,
I know, and that’s fine
Even if you don’t change,
I’ll follow, stay by your side
Just look at me the same,
Could forever stare at your eyes
No matter the pain,
I’ll pretend that it feels right

I could spend forever looking into your eyes,
I could live forever if it is by your side
So don’t push me away
I don’t know if I could handle that 
Please stay
For you I would go to hell and back

I thought we had things figured out
Trusted each other and pushed our doubts
Pushed them to the side,
But seeing eye to eye,
It wasn’t nearly as easy as we had in mind

if u read these lol ur awesome ^_^

don't push me away (moz + yashio)

bby wanna kno what i’m into
scared to show my scars or my mental
searching for a reason to live for
i don’t feel alone when i’m with u
i can paint the starz
u can paint the moon
all i saw was grey until i met u
girl u bring me colour
js kno that i love ya
i was at the end of my rope when u found me
ur the only one who ever makes me feel seen
imma take that chance, imma take that leap
u can have my heart, it is urs to keep

@yyuskee
i got u stuck in my mind from the first day
that i heard ur voice saying my name
put ur pride away
would u come my way
baby js say
imma b on my way
i dont care what it takes
baby js stay, wish that i could take away ur pain
i know that alot of things have changed
baby youll always be a part of my heart
our fates now locked in
theres no way to stop it
our paths intertwining
no matter how far
ill get to ur heartbeat
in sync to mine
until i die

when i said i love u, js kno i truly mean that
touchin on my body, girl u make me feel so seen (yeah)
i’m not perfect, but i try my best, yeah i promise
longing, crying in my bed til i found it

bby wanna kno what i’m into
scared to show my scars or my mental
searching for a reason to live for
i don’t feel alone when i’m with u
i can paint the starz
u can paint the moon
all i saw was grey until i met u
girl u bring me colour
js kno that i love ya
i was at the end of my rope when u found me
ur the only one who ever makes me feel seen
imma take that chance, imma take that leap
u can have my heart, it is urs to keep

take it slow (adrienciel + hartfxlt)

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