Name: RUIN ME (drmabeats) by itsHYDN
Duration: 2 min 30 s
Description: Sorry for the low production quality this was all I had of the corrupted file.

Sorry for the low production quality this was all I had of the corrupted file.

RUIN ME (drmabeats)

SlayStation ep out on all plats!  https://ffm.to/slaystation

prod. 33roaa

Lyrics ~

Intro:
Already knew at a young age
Eyes were stuck on boys it was okay
Never really thought it was a mistake
But then enter my pops there was no way

Pre-chorus:
Fading slowly 
Upon this doorway
I seemed alone 
It’s time to leave this home

Hook:
Mama why we gotta move again
I’m always making friends
I’m losing who I am 
I guess I’m fitting in

Verse:
Never gonna blend another way
I guess this is an issue for me later
Cause right now I just wanna be loved
I didn’t know 
What it meant to be a homo
Or why I couldn’t be close
To other kids I guess I’ll let go
Cause I was scared they would say no
If they found out how I glow 
I’m better off dimming the lights
I’m better off giving up my rights 


Your friends gonna shun you
Call you evil 
Trained in their minds your people aren’t equal 
Moving place to place feels like endless sequels 
Now you must erase your inner self be deceitful

Bridge:
You’ve come to far there’s no way out
Finally accepted there’s no change now
Bottle up that person you are deep down
Cause at their table there’s a seat now 

Pre-chorus:
Fading slowly 
Upon this doorway
I seemed alone 
It’s time to leave this home

Hook:
Mama why we gotta move again
I’m always making friends
I’m losing who I am 
I guess I’m fitting in

dissociation

dissociation (SS1)

ft. @itshydn

[lyrics]

i dont really know who i am anymore
lifting the weight of the world
has left me so sore
and i wish i could apologize
for the things i've said
i left u on read again and i
wish i was separate from the person i was
cause when things get hard
i just bottle it up
i dont want to be the one to cause issues
but damn near every problem
has stemmed straight from u
and i thought that it was over
the hardest part was bein
my whole life sober
cus now that i dont
have u in my arms
there's an empty whole
taken up my heart

no, i dont wanna do this
YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME LOSE IT
SUICIDAL LOSIN
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO'S CHOSIN
I FELT SO CONTROLLING
NOW IM BACK TO SCROLLING
SPENT MY WHOLE LIFE CRYING
WISHIN I WAS DYING

but i've already lost it
dig 6 feet deep to spit on my coffin
like werent u watching
said u'd be there
now look what it costed
then u rip me apart
and then u tear me to shreds
--
dont have to run back
no u livin inside my head
-
watchin all the tapes in my shed
but the tvs connect
and my world's consumed by black
hearin cold things u said
-
yeah i'm thinkin i might throw up
goin back yeah u know her
-
yeah, it's all a waste
all the problems u create
all the nights that i over stayed
on the next --
on the next over stay
all this, right now i'm okay
that's what u do to me
things that u do to me
things that u do to me

lose it (ft. itshydn) (wayziss)

5G - Randy Findell

https://open.spotify.com/album/3o09rW0QeegRtk2FwbBBZs?si=0xWlF4kjTa2Mzidk4xBXSw
@01kon
@brokitz

out my face if im talkin
understand the path that im takin that im walkin
like sum bitches u be flockin
jus know if u feelin safe yeah im watchin
down, down
fuck this town now 
theres always a pussy that wants me dead
if he comin closer ill show his mama his head

(2x)
fightback, nice try always wanna be me
bum ass boy next to bb pushin cds
go and jus cry to ya mama, know she wanna see deez
i dont really fuk wit the drama, dont give me no freebies

( kitz)
and i cant leave home, without giving you wat you want
ripped out my heart now u spillin the guts 
ive been feelin this way for a couple of months
and i cant leave home
without you up on my mind
i know you know
so i open fire, hummer boy if you wanna talk shit
i dont gaf if im toxic
jus need someone to talk to and gossip
i dont care at all, im bein honest
let me turn my lights down low
get girl ive been in my zone
if u talkin to me betta watch yo tone
stfu or im aimin for ur dome

hit my phone up(2x)
when u want to
goin to fast, to see some bitches
yeah thats not true 
yeah thats not you
ive been makin the bag singin in my room
laughin in yo face when u tellin me u want me
dancin in the store, yeah im movin like a zombie
hit u in the face yeah i hit u wit this tommy
got him screaming like a pussy, screamin for his mommy

(2x)
fightback, nice try always wanna be me
bum ass boy next to bb pushin cds
go and jus cry to ya mama, know she wanna see deez
i dont really fuk wit the drama, dont give me no freebies

left right left right
keep on movin
missin all the buckets say fuck it i keep on shootin
full face on who the fuck u think u foolin
step up to me, yea my choppa keep on droolin
wasting all my time up in the wasteland
and im startin the fire jus like caveman
and my minds on the islands jus like the caymans
and u still not listening to wat im sayin

im on my own, like once again
goin back to u tellin me we coulda been friends
but you lied, that wasnt right
get out my life(2x)
what a waste of time(2x)

(2x)
fightback, nice try always wanna be me
bum ass boy next to bb pushin cds
go and jus cry to ya mama, know she wanna see deez
i dont really fuk wit the drama, dont give me no freebies

fightback w/kitz (01kon)

prod me
i was all yours
i know i fall short
just play for yalls court
ill keep my jaw short

on c64
lockhart

promethazine the cup on piss, i need my cheese i need my swiss
cracker talk shit he a saltine bitch, packed out the zip its a protein spliff
u cut me bad, knife in the back ass bitch im mad
im on my last ima just let that sit, hating me wont get shit done

bitch i been dat cracka, ima hall of fame rapper
"capper" whatever yall lil twitter nerds be about
yall beef bout a bih me and bae gone see it out
hydrocodone in my belly ima pee it out
ya soft den charmin (sherman) you'n wanna beef shit got a peabody
me n bro was on our last in the wee body
throw ya dawg t-bones in the pee potty

hi tech in a brisk, it aint shit to get him out in a click
saturdays keep my head spinning, and sundays were made for bread winning
and i think them mondays was made for bread spending
runways private jet tripping and in some ways i was dead living
till i woke up out that coma with both my legs missing
allat running dont do nun but make yo head distant
and if i told yall wtf i meant, yall would scratch yo heads with it

think its best u keep yo mouth slammed
cuz alotta crackers died thinking they was uncle sam
aye lil bruh u dont run shit fresh strawberry jam
better pack yo buns bitch i told him its sam i am

i was all yours
i know i fall short
just play for yalls court
ill keep my jaw short

promethazine the cup on piss, i need my cheese i need my swiss
cracker talk shit he a saltine bitch, packed out the zip its a protein spliff
u cut me bad, knife in the back ass bitch im mad
im on my last ima just let that sit, hating me wont get shit done

bitch i been dat cracka, ima hall of fame rapper
"capper" whatever yall lil twitter nerds be about
yall beef bout a bih me and bae gone see it out
hydrocodone in my belly ima pee it out
ya soft den charmin (sherman) you'n wanna beef shit got a peabody
me n bro was on our last in the wee body
throw ya dawg t-bones in the pee potty

hating me won't get shit done

<3
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you better go (@1ohmygon)

bustys 38: the internet is scary

feeling kinda down,
i dont wanna talk it, 
sitting in my room,
the net's kinda scary, ain't it?

you influence my fever,
let me take my breather,
bright lights hurt my eyes,
just how you shake my ether

internet pathways,
kinda funny how you make friends these days,
should've known that you'd treat me that way,
but im better now, thanks for the decay

chorus x2

you must take me for a fool
because you still text my phone
do you think im gonna take you back?
'cause the internet is scary,
need kill the thought that drains me

feeling kinda down,
i dont wanna talk it, 
sitting in my room,
the net's kinda scary, ain't it?

you influence my fever,
let me take my breather,
bright lights hurt my eyes,
just how you shake my ether

internet pathways,
kinda funny how you made me this way,
i don't know what to do now you're away,
but you still on my mind, im in disarray

chorus x2

you must take me for a fool
because you still text my phone
do you think im gonna take you back?
'cause the internet is scary,
need kill the thought that drains me

influence my fever

wsg jonah

https://instagram.com/1quintin

lyrics:
she wanna fuck onna rooftop
told that bih bend over
that boy he tried now he a goner
gave him a cut jus like a barber
jus like a barber we cut
n that boy gonna die i swear that to god
she wanna fuck but i know she a thot
whip out my dick n she said oh my god!
u said ur valid but u r just odd
they look at me like im their fucking god
got too damn high now im wit ghandi
hop inna jet u cannot find me
she wanna fuck hit my phone wanna link
hit that bih once n i told that bih leave
amber heard she wanna sue me
sticky gloves she wanna glue me
she so jealous im so fearless
diamonds flawless she from paris
stop comparing im too careless
u cant bear it u dont get it at all
(repeat)

amber heard

p. grayskies
lyrics:
Can someone turn the lights on
Can someone turn the lights on
Can someone turn the lights on
Can someone turn the lights on
My star bracelet broke apart last night
And the Polaroid turned the pictures white
Always two hands up ready for the fight
And now I'm out here longing for another life
And they won't say shit
I dont want to hear about it
Fuck your ignorance
Want to feel like me I doubt it
Won't make a difference
Not even if I change my name
And now my phone hits the floor
Screen shattered looks scattered
Saw the message before
Now I dont want to see you ever
When your mood changes
It switches like the weather
I dont want to talk to you
So fuck it it's whatever

Can someone turn the lights on
Cause I dont know where you are
This boy's gonna go far stumbling into the dark
Haven't flipped the switch in too long
Good friends turn out to be my nemesis
Wasted too much time here I should have just ended it
Can someone turn the lights on
Cause I dont know where you are
This boy's gonna go far stumbling into the dark
Quit asking myself im too wrong
Good friends turn out to be my nemesis
Wasted too much time here I should have just ended it

Blood in my nose and I dont know how to fix it
Now stop talking to me cause
I fucking hate predictions
Fucking hate predictions all the shit that you said
You know I'm only drinking to get you out my head
And now my phone hits the floor
Screen shattered looks scattered
Saw the message before
Now I dont want to see you ever
When your mood changes
It switches like the weather
I dont want to talk to you
So fuck it it's whatever

And I keep running and running just to get you out my head
And all the blurry faces passing by will end up dead
Because our life is just a cycle
Repeat it then go to bed
Know your'e a devil in disguise
Need to quit it at last
Dye my hair
Change my name
Fuck this shit still the same
Had enough of your games
Cut you off you're insane

RUIN ME (drmabeats)

itsHYDN

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