VENDETTA

VENDETTA w/ KM 11:11 [prod. MathiasTyner]

For my brothers, for my family, and for the city that raised me.

Bye Missoula, It's Time for Me to Go Now

bye missoula.

Butterflies: the first installment of Xedrin’s 2022 rollout, he invites the listener to step into the most vulnerable parts of his mind where he explores his struggle to find closure after a rough
breakup. The song entails Xedrin’s personal experiences of a 2-year-long toxic relationship exploring the mental and emotional abuse and manipulation he suffered. In Butterflies Xedrin takes the listener through a wide array of emotions as he details the
manipulation, abuse, and fighting he suffered leading up to his breakup, ultimately ending in the confession that he still has feelings for his ex-love.
Returning to the spotlight after an over year-long hiatus, Xedrin delivers a beautiful, laid back Frank Ocean/6LACK inspired sound carried by simplistic acoustic production by collaborator RRAREBEAR with his returning single Butterflies.

Butterflies

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Heavy Jacket - Julian Ray & Peech.

BLEED OUT

HEAVIER JACKET (Heavy Jacket pt. 2)

Lyrics:

It's dirty floors
And bloody walls
And broken glass I'm seeing
I tried to call
I tried to call
If you pick up, I'm screaming
Seen you freeze up when I tried to talk
If you try to talk, I hate it
If this gon' carry on
I shouldn't get involved, but
(I get high off it!)

I can't run away from this!
The way she spoke just made me sick!
Paint my walls red and drink a fifth!
Cause you still ain't holding me close
So wake me up when this gon' be over
The way you looked just made me get cold
Ring me up if you ever get lonely
I'm still in love so I'm prolly gon' fold

I keep running myself in circles
Tryna find any way back into your arms
But you still ain't holding me

Close, okay okay
I was gone for a minute, I'll be back in another now
Oh, okay I'll stay, started acting super freaky 
so I guess that she could get it now
Woah, yes that's my baby
I should prolly head home, she gon' hit me any minute now
Woah, it's okay if she hates me
I'm still stuck up on a chick that ain't worth saving

I know you hated every word I wrote
But baby I'm still singing
You wanna get involved?
I saw you text and call
But I'm too drunk to read them
I know it pissed you off when I would try to talk
I know that one of us is gonna end up getting hurt
Know you still want me dead, or worse
I hate fire but I watched it burn!
(I get high off it!)

I can't run away from this!
The way she spoke just made me sick!
Paint my walls red and drink a fifth!
Cause you still ain't holding me close
So wake me up when this gon' be over
The way you looked just made me get cold
Ring me up if you ever get lonely
I'm still in love so I'm prolly gon' fold
I can't run away from this!
The way she spoke just made me sick!
Paint my walls red and drink a fifth!
Cause you still ain't holding me close
So wake me up when this gon' be over
The way you looked just made me get cold
Ring me up if you ever get lonely
I'm still in love so I'm prolly gon' fold

I keep running myself in circles
Tryna find any way back into your arms
But you still ain't holding me!

dirty floors

On your nineteenth birthday I gave you flowers
you hung them up to dry and told me-
You'd save every bouquet that I gave
until the day you'd marry me
Sneaking into bathrooms at after-parties,
hold me tight in motel sheets
Didn't think the last time that you'd feel in love
was at a bar in downtown Calgary
Spent last night freaking out;
I flew a thousand miles, and
Didn't think that last flight was my last time on that plane
Oh, I miss those red-eye flights
Hate these types of sleepless nights
I feel something slip away every time that I hear your name

I'll waste no time and wish you goodbye
I wish you no tears, and wish you more life
I miss you so dearly-
Miss myself, I am not the same man who walked in your life...
Guess it's my northern state of mind!

Thought that I found love, 
but your heart always felt so far away
And I saw the ways that you were changing...
Why'd you do me wrong?
Hey, even if the stars aligned
and I found some way to forget the things you did...
You're already in his arms instead

I'll waste no time and wish you goodbye
I wish you no tears and wish you more life
I miss you so dearly
Miss myself, I am not the same man who walked in your life
And I swear these walls have been talking too much
They scream out loud and they tell me "move on"
I'm raising hell trying to forget about us
I'm still afraid I'd do whatever you want...
Guess it's my northern state of mind!
Guess it's my northern state of mind!
I'll waste no time and wish you goodbye
I wish you no tears and wish you more life
I miss you so dearly
Miss myself, I am not the same man who walked in your life
I'll waste no time and wish you goodbye
I wish you no tears and wish you more life
I miss you so dearly
Miss myself, I am not the same man who walked in your life

Julian Ray

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