The Upload 25.09

unitus - army rangers (daniellara + realmummya1live) [chin0 + 8teen + slump audios]

Repeat

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan
@madebythemonster

samples from The Haunting of Hill House

the rest is confetti

https://soundcloud.com/itsyungvan
https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer

keep it - poppy tears x yung van (prod. sorrow bringer)

produced by soundcloud.com/caspr

lyrics
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calling ur name out
inside of my dreams
wake up in a panic
its hard to stay sleep

i know i was distant
i should’ve been better
i could’ve been better

but i was getting worse
i keep on getting worse
leave me here to rot
inside this hearse
i call my bed

where do i go now
so lost & alone how
did i let this happen to me again(x2)

i been searching for something
but idk what that is
i feel sick

 collapsed in the hallway
i know ur tired of my ways
& i tried to change but
li’ll always be the same

sometimes i wonder
thru the rain & the thunder
what it would be like
to sleep 6 ft under the dirt

calling ur name out
inside of my dreams
wake up in a panic
its hard to stay sleep

produced by caspr

panic! [prod. caspr]

✰ with @fantasycamp
✰ produced by me
✰ mixed by me
✰ mastered by Sebastian Metzner

✰ Lyrics ✰

       Nicolas Sales:

Yeah you’re still a part of me, apart from me
Can’t you see you've  got me in your custody
Baby it’s not hard to see, I guarantee,
This is my reality,

I got that anxiety, so let me be, 
Now there’s just a hole where you’re supposed to be,
Yeah you’re still a part of me, apart from me,
So can’t you see, I’m begging please?

This is my reality, 
I’m painfully awakening to all the 
Things I did, I swear I’m different now,
Somehow, I swear I mean it...

This is my reality, 
I’m slowly awakening to all the 
Things I said, I swear I mean it now
I swear, I’m different now, somehow...

And now I’m with someone new,
Thinking bout the things I can’t undo...
And your face won’t fade away,
I’m tired of the games you play...

And when it starts getting dark outside,
I gotta keep my mind preoccupied,
My hearts in formaldehyde,
I tried, yeah.... 


      Fantasy Camp: 

Girl you took my heart from me,
A robbery

Even when you were apart from me, 
A part of me is still there, with you…
Can you feel it too?

'Cause when I think of you my heartbeat races,
And you’re the only one that makes me feel like this...

I feel the void with all these empty faces,
But it’s the comfort of your arms that I miss...

Is it too late to apologize?
And leave all those hurtful words behind?

If you’re not sure what you feel inside,
Is it too late now to change your mind?

When I look into your eyes,
All my problems fade away...

Admit I’m wrong a thousand times,
If it meant that you would stay…


       Nicolas Sales:

This is my reality, 
I’m painfully awakening to all the 
Things I did, I swear I’m different now
Somehow, I swear I mean it...

i swear, (ft. fantasy camp)

WHERES KORAE 2<3 
EXCLUSIVELY PRODUCED BY 2K6 <3

MY LUGIA (PROD 2K6)

ART AND MIXING BY HOLYVEXY

LYRICS

Pockets so baggy the money that I'm accumulating 
I'm straight spazzing they saying I should be medicated 
I'm involve with fucking things up I can demonstrate it 
People keep calling I swear they used to be haters 

I pop Molly 
Then turn into an illustrator
I be off acid 
Then calling myself a creator 

I don't give a fuck I be feeling myself I'll cry later
My mood up and down like I'm an elevator 

Up and down like an elevator 
Up and down
Up and down like an elevator 
Up and down 

She says I'm too stressed I can't even blame her
I'm too in my head I should head out later 
I can't help myself so I can't help her either
My mood up and down like I'm an elevator

Up and down like an elevator 
Up and down
Up and down like an elevator 
Up and down

Pockets so baggy the money that I'm accumulating 
I'm straight spazzing they saying I should be medicated 
I'm involve with fucking things up I can demonstrate it 
People keep calling I swear they used to be haters 

I pop Molly 
Then turn into an illustrator
I be off acid 
Then calling myself a creator 

I don't give a fuck I be feeling myself I'll cry later
My mood up and down like I'm an elevator 

Up and down like an elevator 
Up and down
Up and down like an elevator 
Up and down

ELEVATOR (PROD. HORSE HEAD)

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: @blade_901
Insta: www.instagram.com/_blade901/
Twitter: twitter.com/blade901
Youtube: www.youtube.com/user/CometsWay


Lyrics
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I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my...

I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Yeah, keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my cage, woah

Oh, I've been falling into the abyss
The abyss
The abyss
The abyss
I've been counting just please don't miss
Don't miss
Don't miss
Don't miss
I've been drowning in fake bliss
In bliss
In bliss
Fake bliss

I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Yeah, keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my cage, woah

Fuck Up [Prod. Blade901]

lyrics;

i know im not perfect but im tryna make it work
everytime you look at me im doin circles and it hurts
just goin round and round
just tryna figure out who i am
i am shutting down

and i been tryna go a round with you,
and ive been waiting forever for u to make a move 
on me, its cool, im not enough for you, you're red im blue, 
i wish u loved me too
hop up in the benz and grab a knife inside, 
im going crazy i might die tonight
and if u called me up like ive been feeling stuck, 
i wont give a fuck no i wont give a fuck

i jus want to be loved
but i will never be enough
im not good at this, at expressing shit,
but its mightnight now haven't heard from you,
in a bit, it's cool, im used to it
i jus wish you loved me too

prod by @irby314 and @nate2timez
mix and master by @itsokayroses
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find your solace, find your peace, heal your pain. 
you are important, no matter what.

prod by @nate2timezz
features by @lilskeleskrrt and @ripkais --  luv u guys

round and round ft. skele (prod. by nate2timez x irby)

Lyrics

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause (x2)

Jealous of everyone doing better than I am, cause I can't keep up
Helpless, I don't think this fun, I feel so alone, I don't got no one

It's so dark in my mind
Now the light just makes me blind
I wish I knew love, I don't know what it's like
Cause if it really was, you'd be here with me tonight

But you're not, you're out there
Fucking on some niggah while he's pullin on your hair
I hope that he breaks your fucking heart
How did I get bad? I don't know where to start

Was it when you cut me off?      
We could start a home but you're sleeping in his car
You ain't knew I know so it hurts more hard
That you lied to my face when you didn't need to start

Moonlit rose I fucking hate you
You're just a hoe, I fucking hate you
Where did you go? I fucking hate you
Fucking hate you, fucking hate you

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause

Why in the fuck would you hit me up just to block my ass when I show I give a fuck?
I should of let you wreck that car that night you called me off 6 bars
Take note, this is what a hoe does, you'll be better off leaving them to rot and rust
Don't you ever fall for a bitch that need saving, she left my heart so broken and tainted

Don't you call me when you're falling
I can't care anymore
I'm walking off
I'm out of the door

spotify

IHY! | Produced by klimlords

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

fuck what they say
drinking does fuckin help
too much ice in my veins
hoes dont wanna stick around
rock bottom break my fall
crack my head against the wall
fuck up
fuck me
fuck this
something aint right

swervin on the wrong side of the road
face some pills forget the dose
fuck yo girl n drop my hoes
im too bored to stay on hold
im not scared im suicidal
help me get a hold of my life tho
fuck me
help me
this aint right

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

tell ur mom im single in need of rent money/emotional support (prod. crcl)

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

someone else (remix) w/ vist (prod. sketchmyname, vaegud & vist)

my first song, dedicated to my lost brother Nicholas Ireland O'malley

Fly high brotha. everything i do is for you

someone else (remix) w/ vist (prod. sketchmyname, vaegud & vist)

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