prod. @lilduckk

Lyrics:
Where did the time go
Ive been alone for so long
I wanna feel something whole
Everything i do just feels wrong

Imma lose all control
Sometimes i dont wanna hold on
Is there anyone that i know
Im getting high because everyone gone


In my head im spinning in the ground
These 4 walls all around me
In my life i dont make a sound 
I dont know how you found me

Running from the pain on the daily
Running from her now its a high im chasing
Its hard to carry on, when your chest is caving
Imma write these songs, to help a heart thats breaking


Where did the time go
Ive been alone for so long
I wanna feel something whole
Everything i do just feels wrong

Imma lose all control
Sometimes i dont wanna hold on
Is there anyone that i know
Im getting high because everyone gone


In my head im spinning in the ground
These 4 walls all around me
In my life i dont make a sound

Sometimes I Don't Wanna Hold On (Prod. WellFed)

vocals me & @emofruits
m/m: me & @emofruits
prod: @4evrgone
cover art: me <333

lyrics:
[150]
we can dance under starlight
baby kiss me when the times right
i can hold you close
i can hold you close
with my hands on fire 
you can get what you desire
i can hold you close
i can hold you close

we can dance all night 
if you look me in the eyes
i can hear your heart
i can hear your heart
am i what you want 
you can hold me real close
you can hold me close 
and never let go
i dont know what id do
without you
without you
without you

we can dance under starlight
baby kiss me when the times right
i can hold you close
i can hold you close
with my hands on fire 
you can get what you desire
i can hold you close
i can hold you close

[emo fruits]
and you love me 
like you used to
baby touch me like you
used to
yea im dying tonight
see it in my eyes
the pain yea thats mine
put down that pride
baby love me 
like you used to
baby touch me
like you used to
yea im dying tonight 
see it in my eyes
see the pain yea thats mine 
put down that pride

if i call right now 
will you pick up
if you fall right now 
will you get up
if i die right now
will you give up 
this my last drank
hope it fuck me up
x2

love me like you
used to
baby touch me like you
used to
yea im dying tonight
see it in my eyes 
the pain yea thats mine
put down that pride 
baby love me like you used to
baby touch me like you used to
yea im dying tonight
see it in my eyes 
see the pain yea thats mine
put down that pride

✨STARLIGHT✨ w/ ☋ EMO FRUITS ☋ [+4EVR]

this track was written/recorded/mixed/mastered by me & @sadbandit
cover art created by me & @sadbandit
produced by @sadbandit

lyrics:
{150}
Long nights 
On my own 
Baby can you tell me 
What you on 
I’m Feeling like a loner 
When I’m gone 
All night 
Yea I’m sippin 
On this cold 

Baby can help me 
When I’m sauced
Carry my bones 
To the car 
Crying all night 
How I’m lost 
Nail my hands 
To the cross 
To the cross 

I ain’t felt like this 
In A while 
Saying that u love me 
But so in denial 
Every night a fight tho
I just want ur arms
around mine tho

(bandit)
heart beat faster
shorty grip the blaster 
beg for forgiveness, i'm the pastor 
put you on your knees, call me master 
tell me you still love me
but i think you just an actor 

fall apart in an empty bed 
no love deep web 
bullet through my head 
things just not the same 
shorty snipped the red thread 
we is not the same 
i wish i was dead

heart beat faster 
forty got me plastered 
tell me she still miss me 
didn't ask her 
gargoyle eat pussy like it's dessert
always tired and my back hurt

(150)
I ain’t felt like this 
In An while 
Saying that u love me 
But so in denial 
Every night a fight tho
I just want ur arms
around mine tho

denial {last temptation} w/ sad bandit

Distance

DEVON LAST CALL

before i go (prod. HXRXKILLER)
hopefully this song...(prod. HXRXKILLER)
you look stupid (ft. Jackie Platinum)

you look stupid (ft. Jackie Platinum)

sleep (prod. dead spyro)

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Rest your head on my chest 
Bite your lip
Bite your neck 
Kiss your lips in the road tonight 
Tell me that you love me 
underneath the street light 
Tell me that you love me but you always lie
Find me with a black rose 
Inside of a death note 
Death note 
Find me with a black rose 
Inside of a death note 
Tell me what you are
A death note 
A death note 

I got coke in my nose
Dancing on my own
If you want me dead 
Put the double barrel on my fucking head 
Tell me why the fuck I ever let you in
So take your pack of cigs
As I can't breathe 
And I can't win 
Can my heart ((can't) feel anything) 
Can't feel my face 

I'll sing you a song to sleep 
Like when you cared 
Fall asleep to my voice 
Playing with your hair 

I'm done trying can't you tell
I'm done burning in this hell
Fake my death and run from you 
Move out west and burn the boof
Trying not to play it off 
Like I don't have a clue 
You don't have a backbone 
And I doubt you have a fucking soul 
Find me with a black rose 
And a death note
And I doubt you have a fucking soul 

I got coke in my nose
Dancing on my own
If you want me dead 
Put the double barrel on my fucking head 
Tell me why the fuck I ever let you in
So take your pack of cigs
As I can't breathe 
And I can't win 
Can my heart ((can't) feel anything)
Can't feel my face 

Ive had the same nightmare 
for a whole year 
the one of you crying 
and saying I'm trying 
and baby come over
And I don't wanna fight anymore
But it's not to endure

Ive had the same nightmare 
for a whole year 
the one of you crying 
and saying I'm trying 
and baby come over

Ive had the same nightmare 
for a whole year 
the one of you crying 
and saying I'm trying 
and baby come over
And I don't wanna fight anymore
But it's not to endure

Deathnote (prod Scryer)

✰ with @fantasycamp
✰ produced by me
✰ mixed by me
✰ mastered by Sebastian Metzner

✰ Lyrics ✰

       Nicolas Sales:

Yeah you’re still a part of me, apart from me
Can’t you see you've  got me in your custody
Baby it’s not hard to see, I guarantee,
This is my reality,

I got that anxiety, so let me be, 
Now there’s just a hole where you’re supposed to be,
Yeah you’re still a part of me, apart from me,
So can’t you see, I’m begging please?

This is my reality, 
I’m painfully awakening to all the 
Things I did, I swear I’m different now,
Somehow, I swear I mean it...

This is my reality, 
I’m slowly awakening to all the 
Things I said, I swear I mean it now
I swear, I’m different now, somehow...

And now I’m with someone new,
Thinking bout the things I can’t undo...
And your face won’t fade away,
I’m tired of the games you play...

And when it starts getting dark outside,
I gotta keep my mind preoccupied,
My hearts in formaldehyde,
I tried, yeah.... 


      Fantasy Camp: 

Girl you took my heart from me,
A robbery

Even when you were apart from me, 
A part of me is still there, with you…
Can you feel it too?

'Cause when I think of you my heartbeat races,
And you’re the only one that makes me feel like this...

I feel the void with all these empty faces,
But it’s the comfort of your arms that I miss...

Is it too late to apologize?
And leave all those hurtful words behind?

If you’re not sure what you feel inside,
Is it too late now to change your mind?

When I look into your eyes,
All my problems fade away...

Admit I’m wrong a thousand times,
If it meant that you would stay…


       Nicolas Sales:

This is my reality, 
I’m painfully awakening to all the 
Things I did, I swear I’m different now
Somehow, I swear I mean it...

i swear, (ft. fantasy camp)

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Soundcloud: @blade_901
Insta: www.instagram.com/_blade901/
Twitter: twitter.com/blade901
Youtube: www.youtube.com/user/CometsWay


Lyrics
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I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my...

I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Yeah, keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my cage, woah

Oh, I've been falling into the abyss
The abyss
The abyss
The abyss
I've been counting just please don't miss
Don't miss
Don't miss
Don't miss
I've been drowning in fake bliss
In bliss
In bliss
Fake bliss

I've been falling apart
I've been falling apart
Why does no one come back and ask if I'm okay?
I've been falling apart
I've been in the dark
Why does no one run away, away from the pain?

Yeah, keep me in the darkness, I've been fucking heartless
I'm a fucking monster, I can feel it in my veins
Ain't nobody like a fuck up
Fucked up, the ones who's drugged up
No love, he's getting no love
So they keep me in my cage, woah

someone else (remix) w/ vist (prod. sketchmyname, vaegud & vist)

itsmarles