Ihatemyself

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The Upload 25.09

The Upload

beamerboy (prod. nedarb nagrom)

gym class (prod. brobak)

Gustav Ahr's Album

hellboy (prod smokeasac x yung cortex)

http://lilpeep.com

http://lilpeep.lnk.to/benztruck

Benz Truck

Stream

benz truck (prod. smokeasac)

Come Over When You're Sober

save that shit (prod. smokeasac x iivi)

Ketamine - Shoe

Converted from the original youtube video. 
I fully expect to git copyrighted. i just threw it on here so I can listen to it on repeat. GO WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO. ITS SO GREAT. 
Can't Get Over You - Joji ft Clams Casino
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbxAB7rTpDc

ENJOY JOJI / 88RISING FANS
88 Rising is Double Happiness

CAN'T GET OVER YOU - Joji ft. Clams Casino

Harm

Stream (Spotify)

Skeleton Man

I Wanna Be Your Girlfriend

lyrics;

i know im not perfect but im tryna make it work
everytime you look at me im doin circles and it hurts
just goin round and round
just tryna figure out who i am
i am shutting down

and i been tryna go a round with you,
and ive been waiting forever for u to make a move 
on me, its cool, im not enough for you, you're red im blue, 
i wish u loved me too
hop up in the benz and grab a knife inside, 
im going crazy i might die tonight
and if u called me up like ive been feeling stuck, 
i wont give a fuck no i wont give a fuck

i jus want to be loved
but i will never be enough
im not good at this, at expressing shit,
but its mightnight now haven't heard from you,
in a bit, it's cool, im used to it
i jus wish you loved me too

prod by @irby314 and @nate2timez
mix and master by @itsokayroses
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find your solace, find your peace, heal your pain. 
you are important, no matter what.

prod by @nate2timezz
features by @lilskeleskrrt and @ripkais --  luv u guys

round and round ft. skele (prod. by nate2timez x irby)

Prod by @imgeist
Mix/Master @Farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1nV1j4dmzEafHuwDyAswxd?si=iUKa5LuUTEKc6j_2i4rVFA

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Alainite  -
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/0jz2Kq6n1hX6kAahNkutXH?si=oxHybZXpRNCYR36euuFUPA
Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/alainite/
Twitter - https://twitter.com/alainite
Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/user/mralainite

I'm Geist
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hidinginplainview/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/imgeistny
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/c/ImGeist
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/3RBbPmeuOZUZK0xtR32fHy

Anthony Sidoti: 
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/anthonysidotiofficial/
twitter: https://twitter.com/anthonypsidoti?lang=en
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/4ichKAvCL9ebmAK13AI98N?si=Px0i4SbiSKGQ4sp9l0vL_g
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCw56dpUXHsOUchPKr8ZGDpw?view_as=subscriber

Art Credit - 
Facebook : https://www.facebook.com/ariyumiarts/
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ari_yumiii/?fbclid=IwAR3d1MH1fuUcdxlLdpMIDSc6ZBgpUTmzc5piU8vyG3EOCAhL2mAKI6xdq78

Lyrics -
Ill figure it out sometime
I wonder if you're alright

I figure it out sometimes
I wonder if you're alright
You drop me like the sun and the moon
We shift waves pushing me and you apart

Oh god
Blame me from the very start
Uh huh
Wish we didn't fall apart
Ha

Times have been hard on you
But you shouldn't do whatcha you do
You been around since '93
You'll always be a part of me

You say that you're always right
But you know that's such a lie
Ashamed of your own mistakes
I know you'll take it to the grave

I know you'll take it to the grave
Ya I know you'll take it to the grave

I've been so trapped in this moment
Just falling for you
And I can't hold back these emotions
That I feel that's true

It's like a rainstorm tearing through my soul
Through my soul through my soul
It feels like I got no where else to go

So I'll sit here waiting
I'm waiting x2
For us to make it work ya
I'm waiting x4

I figure it out sometimes
I wonder if you're alright
You drop me like the sun and the moon
We shift waves pushing me and you apart

Ohhh
You blame me from the very start
Ohhh
I wish we didn't fall apart x3

The Sun & the Moon w/ Alainite (Prod. I'm Geist)

lyrics:

i never said that i was perfect
but im workin
till somethings workin
yeah im hurtin
like anybody else
but im tired
of being worthless
like everybody else

thats harsh, yeah i know i am
but i have scars, i dont know why i would give a damn
i used to drown in my sorrows and my pain
and thats what everybody think of when they hear my name

now im changing, for the better let them hate me
if i dont cry youre not relating
but i dont miss the way i used 2 be

and i love u like i always did
when youre ready you can come to me and join the guild
yeah its time we movin forward to get stronger now
i hit the bottom cant be falling any longer now

i always felt so weak but now i know i aint
i always wanted to be greater than where i was placed
im tryna have the discipline to follow fate
im working for the strenght to bring the broken faith

Used 2 Be

used 2 be (prod. lil happy lil sad)

Lyrics

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause (x2)

Jealous of everyone doing better than I am, cause I can't keep up
Helpless, I don't think this fun, I feel so alone, I don't got no one

It's so dark in my mind
Now the light just makes me blind
I wish I knew love, I don't know what it's like
Cause if it really was, you'd be here with me tonight

But you're not, you're out there
Fucking on some niggah while he's pullin on your hair
I hope that he breaks your fucking heart
How did I get bad? I don't know where to start

Was it when you cut me off?      
We could start a home but you're sleeping in his car
You ain't knew I know so it hurts more hard
That you lied to my face when you didn't need to start

Moonlit rose I fucking hate you
You're just a hoe, I fucking hate you
Where did you go? I fucking hate you
Fucking hate you, fucking hate you

I don't mean to be but I been pissed off
Seems like everyone except me just hits off
If you don't accept me then get lost
I don't get life, it's a dumb cause

Why in the fuck would you hit me up just to block my ass when I show I give a fuck?
I should of let you wreck that car that night you called me off 6 bars
Take note, this is what a hoe does, you'll be better off leaving them to rot and rust
Don't you ever fall for a bitch that need saving, she left my heart so broken and tainted

Don't you call me when you're falling
I can't care anymore
I'm walking off
I'm out of the door

spotify

IHY! | Produced by klimlords

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

fuck what they say
drinking does fuckin help
too much ice in my veins
hoes dont wanna stick around
rock bottom break my fall
crack my head against the wall
fuck up
fuck me
fuck this
something aint right

swervin on the wrong side of the road
face some pills forget the dose
fuck yo girl n drop my hoes
im too bored to stay on hold
im not scared im suicidal
help me get a hold of my life tho
fuck me
help me
this aint right

im so used to pain i search for it
like i dont think she love me
but ill make sure of it
tall cans fill my hands 
i cant hold no bitch
hold me down? 
nah
just keep me around to fuck quick

tell ur mom im single in need of rent money/emotional support (prod. crcl)

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

someone else (remix) w/ vist (prod. sketchmyname, vaegud & vist)

you don't gotta worry about me 

https://soundcloud.com/crackxlizard
https://soundcloud.com/caspr

i just wish that you'd talk like you used to
is it too much to wish that you want me too
is it too much to wish that you'd follow through 
and it kills me 
i just wanna see you in the morning 
i keep feeling down, and i'm sorry
i just keep breaking, you don't gotta worry 

no you don't gotta worry about me 
you don't gotta worry about me 

oh oh
baby don't go 
i just wish that you wanted me a little more
oh oh 
baby don't go
i just that you wanted to hold to hold me close

someone else (remix) w/ vist (prod. sketchmyname, vaegud & vist)

itsmarles