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lyrics:

spirits flying high yeah you made it fucking hell
living out my life got no one to fucking tell
dont feel like myself yeah i didn't mean to yell
you know that i'm fine yeah i hope that you're not well

spirits flying high yeah you made it fucking hell
living out my life got no one to fucking tell
dont feel like myself yeah i didn't mean to yell
you know that i'm fine yeah i hope that you're not well

spirits lie, that's my vibe, am i right no
you're my light and i'm happy that we're all good
pack it up the cities done, come and see what we'll become
now im fixing all my issues that i didn't fucking cause, yeah

packing up my bags because i'm rad
fuck this cities fucking trash
yeah i got a lot of baggage
i dont know if you can, but i cant hide my spirit

spirits flying high yeah you made it fucking hell
living out my life got no one to fucking tell
dont feel like myself yeah i didn't mean to yell
you know that i'm fine yeah i hope that you're not well

spirits flying high yeah you made it fucking hell
living out my life got no one to fucking tell
dont feel like myself yeah i didn't mean to yell
you know that i'm fine yeah i hope that you're not well

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spirit (siem spark)

-(Lyrics)-
I said I’m on the way 
You said what’s the eta
I said I can’t stay 
But we both know I can’t leave either way
So what’s to say 
That we won’t fall apart again 
We can say we’re friends 
But we’re playing pretend 
Run away but it never ends 

Why do I do this to myself 
Run away from everybody else 
For you I just cant help it
For you I just cant help it
Cause I’m doing 100 on the highway
Just tryna get to your place
I’m doing 100 on the highway 
Baby I’m on my way 

I’m on the way so don’t close your phone 
Don’t fall asleep you’re not alone
I’m on the way baby to your home
So call me back no dial tone 
I’m on the way so don’t close your phone 
Don’t fall asleep you’re not alone
I’m on the way baby to your home
So call me back no dial tone 

If only things had never changed
Sorry if haven't been around
It’s all the same
Focus on the memories of things I tried to say
I been tryna find my inner peace I'm on the way
At times it can take a minute I need to finish
Some nights staring in the kitchen
Me in my feelings
Surprised I could even fix it sometimes
I never focus on the superficial
I'm tired of everything

Why do I do this to myself 
Run away from everybody else 
For you I just cant help it
For you I just cant help it
Cause I’m doing 100 on the highway
Just tryna get to your place
I’m doing 100 on the highway 
Baby I’m on my way

Yeah I guess I’m on my way 
Yeah knowing I cant stay 
But you’ve been on my mind
And I guess that won’t ever change
So here we go for the hundredth time 
Here we go with another lie 
But Ive been on my way 
Baby just to hold you tonight 

I’m on the way so don’t close your phone 
Don’t fall asleep you’re not alone
I’m on the way baby to your home
So call me back no dial tone 
I’m on the way so don’t close your phone 
Don’t fall asleep you’re not alone
I’m on the way baby to your home
So call me back no dial tone

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Master by Kanashi

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lyrics:
let the sun hit my face as i run away
from the problems i started yesterday
why cant i be the person that you need
i'm a piece of shit and its all i see
huh
okay i think that i get it
sometimes im too damn pathetic
i wear my heart on my sleeve
she says i'm too empathetic
i never want her to leave and thats just me getting jealous
on the side of the crosswalk i cant make a decision
once i get it i just want more whats the point in me living
take a shot in the dark i'm your punching bag
watch it all fall apart watch it all turn bad
i been searching for a feeling that i once had
and i don't think ill ever get it yea its so sad
cherish every moment know don't look back
yeah its all gonna be okay
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah ooo
anytime i try and talk thats just what they say
yeah yeah yeah oh
take a picture maybe it'll last a little longer
im losing touch with myself and my momma
no i wont ask for your help i don't want none
it all goes down when you least expect it
comftorable inside my bubble girl i feel protected
ima keep my phone on dnd i'm scared to check it
i could live this life a thousand times wont learn my lesson
you can show me anything you want its not impressive
ooo
i said it once i say it twice and thats just really how it goes
im not looking for any new friends i got my own
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
oh i already know yeah
she say jai you're such an asshole i already know
whoa
yeah oh

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lyrics: 
she takes another drag
these cigarrettes they taste like shit
but they help her not feel so sad
and the ashes fall to the floor
just like the aspirations and dreams 
of so much more..

and im begging you
dont give up yet
cuz the worlds a better place
with you in it

this one goes out to 
the tired
the lonely
the "fucked up in the head"
i know that it may seem
that the world it wants you dead
but if you keep moving on
i promise there are better times ahead<3

and she said
"im not some demon you can pray away"
"if your god loves everyone why'd he make me this way?"
told her dad she's not sorry
less like Joker, more like Harley

im sorry that you're hurting
but please just know
there's people that care for you
more than you know! <3

itll be okay i swear!<3
even when it seems like theres no one there <3

this one goes out to 
the tired
the lonely
the "fucked up in the head"
i know that it may seem
that the world it wants you dead
but if you keep moving on
i promise there are better times ahead<3

and life's been so unfair
trust me i know that
and i know that sometimes it feels like 
you're better of dead
and i know what it's like to be inside of your own head
like all the fuckin' time
clawin at your own face in the mirror
feels like its never gonna be alright...

better times ahead <3 [+king theta]

ripp yungbleed legend fo real 2015
@$antypriv.06

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Kno nun bout it

She said Nah

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lyrics:

After all this do you wanna hang out
Get a coffee or something
‘Cause for whatever reason
You’ve been on my mind again
Just like last summer, but things were different then
Does it ever cross your conscience
That these songs could be about you
I bet not
Even I almost completely forgot
And as each day goes by
We fly further away
But still acting like we’re not

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

So what would you tell me
To make me feel better
Think of July
Think of warmer weather
And I couldn’t blame you
If you stayed away
‘Cause my heart and lungs are cold
They long for better days
Does it ever cross your conscience
That I mean everything I say
I bet not
By now you must’ve completely forgot
We’re still so different in the end
That’s probably why we’ll just stay friends
You’re the midnight sky
While I’m stuck in the sunset

So where would you wanna go
Pretend we’ll see each other tomorrow
‘Cause I don’t wanna count on the fall
Waiting and waiting, aren’t we sick of it all

See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear
See you in a month
See you in a year
Say hello again
Then you’ll disappear

I guess I’ll just stick to daydreams
‘Cause nothing ever stays the way that it seems
I’ll see you in another life
As we say goodbye and we fade into the night