“’As long as it feels right / I'll put up a good fight,’ I wrote this song with the lead singer of The Editors. His name is Tom Smith. The Editors were such a big band for me growing up in the Netherlands. They were superstars to me. I would listen to The Editors on my little MP3 player cycling to school, you know? We reached out to Tom, and he was so down to write with me. First, he was singing on it, but I decided to sing it myself because it felt more personal to me." - San

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✨ Lyrics
Are you waiting for a sign?
Waiting for that peace of mind?
I’m not waiting anymore
Put your foot down to the floor

As long as it feels right
I’ll put up a good fight
As long as it feels right
As long as it feels right

Yeah, as long as it feels right
Yeah, as long as it feels right

Feels right
As long as it feels right
Feels right

Are you living your own life?
Are you buying all those lies?
I’m not listening anymore
Put your foot down to the floor

As long as it feels right
I’ll put up a good fight
As long as it feels right
As long as it feels right

Yeah, as long as it feels right
Yeah, as long as it feels right

Feels right
As long as it feels right
Feels right

Whatever they say
Hope you find your way
Whatever they say
Hope you find your way

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FEELS RIGHT

✨Stream/DL✨

San Holo - FEELS RIGHT

"i have all the problems i need right here !"

(featuring @bhproducer & @singin-in-the-rain)

written and produced by self discovery, bh & stormkloud
mixed and mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

[bh]
i'm feeling like i'm spinning right back uh
i'm sorry if i'm losing my track but
i'm escaping all these places
i am mentally trapped in my head and it's killing me
everybody knows where i'm at uh
oversharing, that's my bad
i hope that i don't fall behind the race
i'm going at my pace i'm going at my pace

there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home

[self discovery]
put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

[stormkloud]
how do i fix myself and
how do i call for help
i'm scared
all familiar but i feel it
i know this has to quit
so how do i pump the brakes
yeah we could just sit and wait
right here
so i wonder if there's time for me
to stop and realize
it's not really something i can change
and i'm sick of wasting all my range
when new places get old
and old faces i told
to watch out for greatness
oh, how bold !
i think i'm better off
sticking to what i know

[self discovery]
there's a place that's not too far from here
it's been chewing at my gums
it's been ironing my brain out
now i'm missing half my folds
there's a better place i wanna be
on the list that's on my phone
send a letter back to you when i get home
but i'm scared i'll be the last one left
to share my story
i'll bite my tongue
it's for the lore
should i be wary
of whom i've shared my side
prepared to be the last one left
in purgatory
i'll hold my tongue
it's for my story
it's fair to say that
guilt has been my guide !

put me out
in those same old states
it's been too long
i'll spend one more day
to cut my teeth on just what's familiar to me
carve my jaw on unassuming
trials and tribulations
could be mild if i were stationary
minding the gaps like stepping stones
cause why should i have to go the extra mile

spawnpoint ! (feat. bh & StormKloud)

*on a good day.

written, produced, mixed & mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

am i late
to catch the high tide
i'm afraid that i just missed it
the sea's so inclined to seize peace of mind for the day
it's a crying shame you've never been
yeah, i'm okay
still had a full course on my plate
action was needed
i'll stare at the clock
while my mind keeps a log of the day
and dreams a place i've never lived

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
anymore

well give me a break !
it's not the first mistake i've made with you
i'll gesture towards the trauma
but don't expect me to write my stories of you
what can i say ?
it's far from the first time i've "berated you"
when you stirred up the drama
the sorry you sent
to my messages
it never came through

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault

you're sending messages across the room
i'm sending messages across the sea
i swear its nothing in particular
but the atlantic's just too large for me
i'm sending letters off to someone new
you're leaving messages to get to me
don't think it's anything specifically
but the pacific's far too wide for me

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
i took the train of my hypotheses
thought maybe you won't bother me
you did, i wasn't scared to tell you off
you took a hike to get alone with me
now you'll never get along with me
and i don't give a shit that it's my fault
anymore

anymore

stream !

6.7mb/s* !

stream: https://share.amuse.io/bgYe7q5ZEJct

if the lining wasn't silver tell me would you make it?
i got steel on my face like i'm bronzer tell me is it pasted?
oh i don't wanna mess this up but im desperate 
if it's something that you wanted tell me why'd you waste it?
feel my heartbeat yeah tell me can you pace it

tell me
tell me

find somebody perfect in hypothetical
all i wanted was some sunlight something to behold
got this feeling in my stomach antithetical
i can't let it go
find somebody perfect in hypothetical
lack of subtlety is highlight, underline and bold
and you'll never get there someday if you let it go
and i just let it go (i just)

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

hold me please
just a tease
finally spent some time not thinking 'bout you
tell me your plans worked out fine
let me know when feeling finds you
block me out and pay no mind
just a goodbye i've held too long

falling in winter, dreaming

Antithetical

title says it all, created only at 6 hours

11-11-2023 10:28pm

school_project thing

If the sun won't rise up again
Who gets the last call pushed up at the end
Once more you're crying tears of regret
Why is it so hard for you to rely on your friends
Cause underneath it all
You know it's hard to grow
But you should hang around
It's tempting just to go
And I'm so sorry you built all that resent
For myself
But it's okay
Cause at the end of the day
We'll meet the end
Again and again
What could've happened if you weren't just a man
Waste all your time yet
Still I wish you well

insta

to you

2001

there's too much more than this
that my mind can't co exist
to the world
that we live
that i don't know a thing
about

scared
can't speak about
the things i want for you
and i hope you knew

more than this

Six months since I last called
Why bother trying if I won’t get through my own walls?
Wasting my time lying
One mistake and I’m better off dying
Oops, fucked up
Try again
Keep replaying in my head
Tough luck, had enough
I could run off and regret
Our lost time we left behind
But I hope you know I tried 

Maybe it’s for the better if this doesn’t last forever
Maybe it’s for the better if this doesn’t last forever

Isolated, isolated
Apathetic, understated
What we could have is out of reach
And all that’s left has faded
So fucking isolated
I don’t know how to face it
We’re left for dead, left for dead
Became who I hated

Do I show you the villain that I see in myself
Or spend every waking hour tryna be someone else?
I’m a hollow husk of the whole I try to sell
Just an empty kid with my frail shell
So I’ll try to hide, try to look you in the eyes
Try to tell you that it’s fine
Without stepping out of line
I’m terrified of my own mind

Maybe it’s for the better if this doesn’t last forever
Maybe it’s for the better if this doesn’t last forever

Isolated, isolated
Apathetic, understated
What we could have is out of reach
And all that’s left has faded
So fucking isolated
I don’t know how to face it
We’re left for dead, left for dead
Became who I hated

Maybe it’s for the better if this doesn’t last forever
Cuz I can’t fix what’s not there anymore
Maybe it’s for the better if this doesn’t last forever
Cuz I won’t find the place I left behind

Authenticity, honesty used to be so easy
But now I know no matter what that it’s a fucking pipe dream
Honestly I don’t know what I’m even thinking
Trying to convince myself that there’s even a real me
Honesty used to be so easy
But not I know no matter what that it’s a fucking pipe dream
So why?
Why try if I’m so terrified?

Isolated, isolated
Apathetic, understated
What we could have is out of reach
And all that’s left has faded
So fucking isolated
I don’t know how to face it
We’re left for dead, left for dead
Became who I hated

Mastered by @distantx_x

Isolated

Streaming links: https://push.fm/fl/mindcycles

Yourself, For Others

11/03/23 - 06/11/24
originally for ctv4

production by @xfchiba and me
platforms soon 

thank you

//
one day
ill be the one that you think of when you get
homesick
another missed call on my phone so i dont
go away
is it just a
heartache
or do you really think about all the shit that
they say
i guess another story ends again for
your sake

its a lot to fathom
gimme sum i cannot put the crowd on
tell me ur side of the problem
anytime that u want imma fly ur way
should i get me out the way
cant pick appart when all sides are fake
its so hard to be proud today
its so hard to
open ur eyes girl the lights on
livin life fast better die young
cold sweat made me turn round
find it hard to get on my own sound
but baby u had them
yeah its potent
one tap and ur cornered
yeah
i cannot girl im high today
ur lied ur way in a
bentley coupe and a private plane
tell me are you doin okay then
tell me are you workin it out
the ones on my side made it out of here
cant think of what if i died for real
tell me your side of the problem
if dont want it let me know
i couldnt care to see u go
is it gonna ravage what we hold
idk

bone

my empire of dirt 

@ElectronNity main acc

school_project thing

nity

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