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this is my new favourite thing from u im obsessed

*on a good day.

written, produced, mixed & mastered by self discovery

// lyrics

am i late
to catch the high tide
i'm afraid that i just missed it
the sea's so inclined to seize peace of mind for the day
it's a crying shame you've never been
yeah, i'm okay
still had a full course on my plate
action was needed
i'll stare at the clock
while my mind keeps a log of the day
and dreams a place i've never lived

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
anymore

well give me a break !
it's not the first mistake i've made with you
i'll gesture towards the trauma
but don't expect me to write my stories of you
what can i say ?
it's far from the first time i've "berated you"
when you stirred up the drama
the sorry you sent
to my messages
it never came through

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault

you're sending messages across the room
i'm sending messages across the sea
i swear its nothing in particular
but the atlantic's just too large for me
i'm sending letters off to someone new
you're leaving messages to get to me
don't think it's anything specifically
but the pacific's far too wide for me

you try to hide behind my latency
while i woke up too late to see
that i'd be doing better by the fall
i'll cry a river, you're across the sea
you swear you've heard enough of me
for once i couldn't care that it's my fault
i took the train of my hypotheses
thought maybe you won't bother me
you did, i wasn't scared to tell you off
you took a hike to get alone with me
now you'll never get along with me
and i don't give a shit that it's my fault
anymore

anymore

stream !

6.7mb/s* !

@penis-label

check out the breakdown https://youtu.be/2LWC5RWqfzA

ihtasiaw. (PMC VOL.15)

20 today

a little collection of demos and stuff i did during the last year mostly with my guitar and friends

hopefully the next will be more productive

love
48

0:00 - id w/ @xfchiba
1:32 - id
2:44 - id
3:34 - id w/ @kyumoosic
5:09 - https://soundcloud.com/48ours/leaveme
6:58 - id
7:36 - pedestal demo

Stream: https://share.amuse.io/1DupSs0BzbjG

I can hardly exist
But you can't help yourself
You just wanna follow
You just wanna follow me
You're so damn predictable
You can't see yourself
You just keep following
Following me

Don't Follow

Don't Follow

~ thank you for listening

~ @vivyyx for the voice

orsimer

Free Sample Pack: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1qq_Qp76xD1f-k1KUjzBkDTb0VulY_2im/view?usp=drive_link

https://discord.gg/94VwNHTB6R

https://soundcloud.com/sphinxesdub
https://soundcloud.com/whyawe
https://soundcloud.com/coolerscythe
https://soundcloud.com/navinor
https://soundcloud.com/paxenimzi
https://soundcloud.com/maae-ko
https://soundcloud.com/darcysavisa
https://soundcloud.com/jianmsic
https://soundcloud.com/kadenic
https://soundcloud.com/sapphi3
https://soundcloud.com/not_sub001
https://soundcloud.com/xfchiba
https://soundcloud.com/miviasmusic
https://soundcloud.com/eclimusic
https://soundcloud.com/phucsminkmusic

rollcall_chapter300

"Lakes"
19/01/23 - 02/03/24

Lakes is probably one of my favourite songs I've ever made. It's about doubt? or grief? in a way, I'm not entirely sure how to interpret it.
There is definitely tinges of illness in there, and reflections on myself? if that makes sense?
The lake is a pretty simple metaphor for mental illness or just, mentality in general, interpret the quiet however you want, but for me it's that sense of dread or grief when you realise you don't feel anything at all, or that you simply don't care
again, this is what I think it's about; to be honest with you, I don't really know what my songs mean anymore, the lyrics just sort of came to me and I wrote them down, and I sang them, I work out what it means later on, but with all my recent work it just seems very difficult to pinpoint what it's trying to be or represent, and whether that's for better or for worse I'm not sure.

I feel like this is one of those songs that'll outlive itself, when im long dead and the internet is a giant wasteland of dead media, maybe someone will find this and appreciate it, maybe even tell their friends about it, and just enjoy this small piece of me from my little corner of the world, and even if that never happens, that's ok too.

oh well, as always the mix and master is rough, but I think it serves this track well

See you soon!
- Faith


Lyrics:

The lake's gone quiet, my friend
(and) I'm not going where the wind goes
(you look me, anyway)

Look me in the eyes, tell me "this is living"
cast myself out, to the main beams

the lake's still quiet
the lake's still quiet, my friend

Lakes

If the sun won't rise up again
Who gets the last call pushed up at the end
Once more you're crying tears of regret
Why is it so hard for you to rely on your friends
Cause underneath it all
You know it's hard to grow
But you should hang around
It's tempting just to go
And I'm so sorry you built all that resent
For myself
But it's okay
Cause at the end of the day
We'll meet the end
Again and again
What could've happened if you weren't just a man
Waste all your time yet
Still I wish you well

insta

to you

~ thank you for listening , as always

~ a successor to dullfor

galahad

speedrunning a remix be like

big thanks to everyone who helped me along the way i love you all

porter robinson - cheerleader [marzy remix]

when i was younger, my dad took me to two train stations in specific. i was a very stereotypical autistic kid who liked planes and trains. I loved the wind as the fast ones went by. Recently, my dad took me back to those train stations for nostalgia, and i've been thinking alot about those moments when making my art or music. I have to wonder if this is where my inherent emotional attachment to trains comes from. This was made from various recordings from the main train station i used to frequent as a little kid.

to you

yanky

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