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kaos theory

prod, mix/master & vox by me

additional vox by @saycarbine

don't tell me i'm out of range featuring carbine

Precious time
So long so far
So much ahead of me
This unsettling peace
Could not recall

As the time pass by
I won’t need to try
Faith is not aside
Knowing i’ll seen the light

Everything i haven’t put into text

Zeventien jaar

lyrics:

i run to you as you open the door
my eyes level and my mouth open wide
i bite your skin like an apple
you let out a cry and you tattle

little sister big brother 
i thought you a saint and you thought me a monster
locked you outside while i stole your quarters 
you gave me kindness though i gave you horrors

apple juice

https://open.spotify.com/track/311nATN5rOfv2uK8FKxRTi?si=kSgUWz0lTpGdp37gIC_1MA


fearless 
kinda fearless
ill not take back
cuz its already mine

i still remember you
and i can feel

fearless

20 today

a little collection of demos and stuff i did during the last year mostly with my guitar and friends

hopefully the next will be more productive

love
48

0:00 - id w/ @xfchiba
1:32 - id
2:44 - id
3:34 - id w/ @kyumoosic
5:09 - https://soundcloud.com/48ours/leaveme
6:58 - id
7:36 - pedestal demo

~ thank you for listening

~ @vivyyx for the voice

orsimer

"Lakes"
19/01/23 - 02/03/24

Lakes is probably one of my favourite songs I've ever made. It's about doubt? or grief? in a way, I'm not entirely sure how to interpret it.
There is definitely tinges of illness in there, and reflections on myself? if that makes sense?
The lake is a pretty simple metaphor for mental illness or just, mentality in general, interpret the quiet however you want, but for me it's that sense of dread or grief when you realise you don't feel anything at all, or that you simply don't care
again, this is what I think it's about; to be honest with you, I don't really know what my songs mean anymore, the lyrics just sort of came to me and I wrote them down, and I sang them, I work out what it means later on, but with all my recent work it just seems very difficult to pinpoint what it's trying to be or represent, and whether that's for better or for worse I'm not sure.

I feel like this is one of those songs that'll outlive itself, when im long dead and the internet is a giant wasteland of dead media, maybe someone will find this and appreciate it, maybe even tell their friends about it, and just enjoy this small piece of me from my little corner of the world, and even if that never happens, that's ok too.

oh well, as always the mix and master is rough, but I think it serves this track well

See you soon!
- Faith


Lyrics:

The lake's gone quiet, my friend
(and) I'm not going where the wind goes
(you look me, anyway)

Look me in the eyes, tell me "this is living"
cast myself out, to the main beams

the lake's still quiet
the lake's still quiet, my friend

Lakes

If the sun won't rise up again
Who gets the last call pushed up at the end
Once more you're crying tears of regret
Why is it so hard for you to rely on your friends
Cause underneath it all
You know it's hard to grow
But you should hang around
It's tempting just to go
And I'm so sorry you built all that resent
For myself
But it's okay
Cause at the end of the day
We'll meet the end
Again and again
What could've happened if you weren't just a man
Waste all your time yet
Still I wish you well

orsimer

xfchiba

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