headaches.

Prod. Ryini Beats

https://open.spotify.com/album/6g99YaIkXS9B1iBeMWE0q2?si=f734407593734aa7

[Chorus]
How can I feel okay
When I am so afraid
That you come back and I think of you

And how can I get you back
When all I see is you with someone else that's not me

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna feel like I'm okay anymore
Writing bops when I'm sad
Feeling like I'm men in back
Trynna rap, i got no flow
And I dont wanna feel like this
Cuz I know that you dont really love me anymore

And how can I feel okay
When I am so afraid, that you'll come back and I think of you


It's hard to love me, yeah baby i know
I got no one that I call my own
Just need somebody to hold me more close

How can I feel okay
When I am so afraid
That you come back and I think of you

And how can I get you back
When all I see is you with someone else that's not me

how can i feel okay?

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lay low (w/ Thomas Reid & Le Play) [prod. Zaini]

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Lyrics:

(Verse)
caught up
i’ve been caught up in the mess that
piled up on me last semester
when i couldn’t take the pressure

long nights
in my flat just contemplating
should i start a new beginning
‘cause i can’t call this life living

(Chorus)
now i don’t know what to do
i feel stuck in my room
i’ve been living alone
‘cause i’ve been waiting on you

and i don’t wanna hate this city
but i ain’t got a friend here with me

and now i’m wasting away
almost down in my grave
so i take a few pills
just to make an escape

but i don’t wanna hate this city
and i don’t wanna leave you with it

(verse)
i just wanna feel alive
i don’t need to be remembered
feel the wind by the lake
with some green tea and a sweater

fall in love with someone
and not worry ‘bout the weather
meet a million different people
just to write a million letters

they keep telling me to chase
something that i don’t believe in
got no promises to make
run away and call it even

i just need a little time
for the plans that i’ve been weaving
start anew again but first
gotta make it through the evening

(Pre)
my body’s numb but my heart is full
i’m thinking more than i think i should
got low blood sugar but i’ll be good
i hate this place more than i thought i would

(Chorus)
now i don’t know what to do
i feel stuck in my room
i’ve been living alone
‘cause i been waiting on you

and i don’t wanna hate this city
but i ain’t got a friend here with me

and now i’m wasting away
almost down in my grave
so i take a few pills
just to make an escape

but i don’t wanna hate this city
and i don’t wanna leave you with it

(Outro)
my hands are numb but my heart is full
the cold was gone now i’m not so sure
i need to sleep but this city don’t
i know one day i’ll find my way back home

hate this city (with ghosthands)

Lyrics:

Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now it’s done will I ever find another one?
With a knife in my back I am holding on
And everything that we once were fighting for
Is burned up, all gone and I’m on the floor

We used to kick it in the summers at my pops place
You made me red velvet cake at my birthday
I still go down to our place and it still hurts
I wonder if you still got my Mayday Parade merch

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

(Verse)
Now I’ve moved all the way to the other side
I wake up in the morning, got me a life
And yeah, I try to be happy but I’m hella tired
Nowadays I’m just hoping I’mma be alright

You know I still run up to that hilltop
To see the view of the place where we grew up
It’s messed up cus they building like a city
On the fields where we used to kiss, pretty

(Pre)
I wonder could we ever get it back
I don’t know, no, I don’t know

Would everything be better if we tried?
I don’t know now, fuck if I know now

(Chorus)
And I don’t know where I am now
After all this time, yeah, I've
lost all sort of control that
Well, I thought I had back when

We walked down by the pier where you ended
Everything I thought I believed in
Guess the sun is just as deceiving

And I could never say goodbye
Now my love is locked inside

thank u for listening <3

Locked Inside

produced by Lxst Boy and splashgvng 
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
@splashgvng

-lyrics-
in the dark I'm afraid
that no one will save me
I cannot see you
the walls are closing
in on me
baby can u hear me?
i am still breathing 
the walls are closing

I'm on my own
yeah I might suffocate
I don't wanna die now
I just need a break
I will never settle down
I live with no reason
I volunteer
to continue breathing

(good luck trying to guess what I'm saying here lol)

yeah I'm insane
get stuck up in my brain
I thought it was over
but I will never change
I will stay the same
even though its not okay
I'm a lost boy
I will never find my way

in the dark I'm afraid
that no one will save me
I cannot see you
the walls are closing
in on me
baby can u hear me?
i am still breathing 
the walls are closing

I'm on my own
yeah I might suffocate
I don't wanna die now
I just need a break
I will never settle down
I live with no reason
I volunteer
to continue breathing

if my bedroom walls could tell our stories (lxst boy x splashgvng)

Lil Xtra - Fearless

I'm Still Waiting for a Sorry - Essence X Skinny Atlas X NVR/MND

i made this song not bc i found love or anything, but bc i love each and every1 of my fans that take a listen :)<3

s/o nova garden for hopping on this track w me
and to losemygrip and taurusmoon for mixing and mastering 
+ a lil extra for dealing w our bullshit lol

[LYRICS]

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined 

i told u this all before
on the phone from 8pm to 4

looking so cute like u doing them poses
on my tl u be talking and boasting 
bout all the dates we be having together 
6hr call, there is nothing better 

best way to spend my time
is u inside my arms
would hate to see u cry
let’s slow dance in the dark

u telling me this and that
i do it despite the fact
i know u want it bad
so let’s do it till we pass out

I got a lil’, got a lil’ crush on you
And I was wonderin’ if maybe you could help my wish come true
Cause I believe in love and I believe in fairies too!
So maybe we could marry cause I think you’re pretty cool

Like oh-
I’ve got so much more left to say
If only I’d get out my way-
These butterflies are clogging up inside my throat, 
So baby please wait-
There’s so many things left to say
Let’s not let our heart’s fall astray
Just hold my hand, let’s fall in love today

So baby unfold
Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like a river- it ebbs and it flows
My Honest Apollo
I’m sorry my thoughts are so scattered
My mind is so shattered, so I’ll 
Let my true colors show!

Let’s let our feelings unfold
Like papier-mâché marigolds
I’ll swallow all of them whole
So that way when we feel the embers you’ll scarcely remember the coals
When your heart beat had froze

My heart skipped two beats and it never went back to normal
Like Owl City, if my heart was a house you’d be home

look in my eyes and i know what u want 
can’t see a thing jus the clouds from my bong 
i just want a day where we are not wasted 
maybe then i could see why ur my baby
changing 
ik that we are not changing 
all i know is that we are chasing 
all of the dreams and the signs 
it’ll come true when our hearts intertwined

i guess ur my other half (feat. nova garden) (prod. mixtape seoul)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/j48Br
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=edCCms1X3sk

Artists / Producer:
@ohsobrkn

Lyrics:
You don’t love me like you use to
no you don’t 
you fooled yourself if you think you do
that’s all you know
and i’ve been dead inside
i’ve tried to tell you why
but you just hit mute
cuz you don’t love me like you use to 
no you don’t

you saying that you love me
but it’s looking like a lie to me
im feeling like a sample
cuz i think your only trying me out
you gave me hugs
but now im covered in doubt
it really hurts
but you dont notice
even if i said ouch!
you dont show me to your friends
our love is all pretend
im believing 
our grieving
is forming to a trend
your leavin’
me bleeding
but still i will forgive
then you tell me we should end
and that’s really hard to get cuz
i really gave you my all
you know i’d really pick you up
from any time you would fall
and then she looked me in the eyes
and asked me why dont you call
why dont you tell me that im pretty
then she started to bawl 
she looked down and said

you don’t love me like you use to
no you don’t 
you fooled yourself if you think you do
that’s all you know
and i’ve been dead inside
i’ve tried to tell you why
but you just hit mute
cuz you don’t love me like you use to 
no you don’t

look im sorry that you think
i really lied to you
i really love you
and i promise that im trying to
show my sorrow
for the all pain
that you’re dying through
i know your crying
but trust me babe
ive been crying too
im sorry that i broke your heart
im sorry that we feel apart
and even through
all the times
that i neglected you
i acted tart
no resting
my depression 
the stressing
it got the best of me
my obessions
put us in pain
and now i finally see

i don’t love you like i use to
no i don’t 
i fooled myself if i think i do
that’s all i know
and you’ve been dead inside
you tried to tell you why
but i just hit mute
cuz i don’t love you like i use to 
no i don’t

ohsobrkn - you don't love me like you used to

featuring @ilovejomie
produced by @hievanbeats

it doesn’t make sense 
i’m so fucking anxious
like all the time
i’m getting upset
and i’m making a mess
i want to die

i’m really gonna go insane
i guess i’ll never know what’s on my brain
but it’s getting crazy up there 
give me something to distract myself
cause i’m really gonna go insane

Someone put pads 
On my walls again
Strapped me strap down 
Straight to the sofa bed 
Told me that things fina
Be alright 
don’t really get it 
Till I have the matress
You probably wake up 
To bitch 
N bend 
Im wakin up 
for another expense 
People they wanna pretend 
But me I’ll be blunt 
This life I wanna don’t extend  

Don’t help me 
Unless got a noose     
Got so many personalities 
It’s hard for me to choose 
To be real I blame society
There’s way too many rules 
Judgin me in everything I do

la da da da 
la da da da
la da da da da (x4)

I'm Still Waiting for a Sorry - Essence X Skinny Atlas X NVR/MND

NVR/MND

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