Shoutout to @alaskabelle for helping me with the artwork!!

Nurture, and Porter's general existence truly means a lot to me. Admittedly have been in a bit of a creative slump lately, just working on the same 4-5 songs over and over again with no new ideas, but Nurture was an album that gave me hope. It showed me that even my biggest idols are vulnerable and sharing the same struggles that I am, and that we're all human.

I wrote this song in a day and a half, as a bit of a loveletter to the album, with a few motifs to some of my favorite songs from it! Not my most polished work to date, but I had a lot of fun writing it. Got a long awaited collab dropping next week ;P

Love you guys and enjoy this free dl!

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a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 2/30
read more about the song on my website: https://revenantmusic.net/#at-the-end-of-time

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In 2020, I lost a close family friend due to COVID-19. The last time I saw him was when he visited my family and me in late 2019. At the time I was studying for exams and didn't give him the time he needed and that was the last time I saw him.
In the past, I lost my grandparents in a similar manner.
'at the end of time' is an attempt to convey how I feel now. All the work did pay off, but at what cost? I could have everything I could ever want but would lose everyone in the process.
It taught me about how unfortunately anyone at any time could disappear, and that I should remember to put these people first and give them the love, time, and care they need.
Everything else in this world is temporary.

at the end of time
The family friend and my grandparents were some of the sweetest people that could ever have existed. They would always encourage me with everything I did, from music to my studies and would always make me feel like I was special.
My paternal grandmother was the last grandparent to live, and she passed away before I got a place at medical school, something that all of my grandparents dreamt of and encouraged me to pursue. At the time of writing this, I have finished my fifth year of medical school, done well in my exams, and won a scholarship, but they're not here to see it.
I wish you could see me now, I know I would've made you proud and I'm sorry I didn't give you more time. If you're out there, wherever you are, I hope you can see what I'm doing. This is all for you and I will be the best I can be for you.

lyrics:
[verse 1]
at what cost did i succeed?
by giving into my own greed

i didn't give the time you need 
and now you're no longer here

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

[verse 2]
i want a way out
i hate how you're not around
i wish you could see me now
i know that i would've made you proud

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

at the end of time

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hey! i decided to throw together a track created from a bunch of my favorite songs. the idea with this one was just to let myself have fun and not worry about the intricacies that normally hold me down. if you like this song or my music in general,  you should definitely check out the source material :)

every track in order of appearance:
https://soundcloud.com/laxcitymusic/grateful
https://soundcloud.com/airuei/aquamarine
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/love-in-every-single-way
https://soundcloud.com/porter-robinson/mirror
https://soundcloud.com/korewakosu/hoopla
https://soundcloud.com/duumu/paralysed
https://soundcloud.com/bitbird/acloudyskye-n33t-nothing-else
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/escape
https://soundcloud.com/defsharp/flower-bed [where the track started :)]
https://soundcloud.com/grantsongs/wishes-feat-mccall
https://soundcloud.com/xavimakesmusic/tennyson-crybird-xavi-remix
https://soundcloud.com/dobitwo/your-favorite-sidekick-a-remix-for-underscores-x-8485
https://soundcloud.com/webcage/actor
https://soundcloud.com/04collective/rusherz-before-you-go
https://soundcloud.com/jaronsteele/only-for-a-moment
https://soundcloud.com/ebumusicc/cosmology-of-the-shapes
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/everybodysdead

and sadkey - ought for the cover art ;)

ICONS

zonedout - gravity noise (prod. phntmzn bR)

angel (Slowed)

we've been found

loud


Fragile: https://soundcloud.com/cactusflowermusic/fragile

Cactus Flower: https://soundcloud.com/cactusflowermusic

nerd: https://soundcloud.com/itsr3v

fair dawn x cactus flower - fragile (R3V Remix)

sleep deprived vip x puppy love

where do we go?

we fade // N33T feat. Mizu

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spotify playlist:
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art by:
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N33T - We Fade (feat. Mizu)

This song is VERY special to me. It's a homage to the many artists that have inspired me over the years, but specifically dedicated to the one and only, @acloudyskye
 His music is what has made me want to pursue a sound that I truly enjoy, and I just wanted to show my appreciation for him in the best way I can; that being, music.
 I've included a few easter eggs here and there, spread as small motiffs and sound design details referencing a few of Skye's songs. Hope you find them all ;)

Anyways, I will also list all other artists that have inspired me in my artistic career:
@ripreaver
@jaronsteele
@epsyle
@pearlywhite
@10_05
@deadwint3r
@salvaa_mp3
@beatsbyfate
@vowlmusic
@officialmedasin
@formerhero
@xavimakesmusic
@therealbonjr
@laxcitymusic
@tapei
@sacemusicsc
@spheriamusic
@paarkdtc
@hammockmusic
@bendelofficial
@LIZDEK
 I owe them everything I've ever done so far, and for that reason I will forever be greatful for the music they brought to this world. 

Hope you enjoy the song <3

-ebu