(intro)
i struggle deep down with my sorrow
at this point i’ll be gone by tomorrow
the world has left me cold and broken hollow
if you see me disappear don’t follow

(chorus)

i struggle deep down with my sorrow
at this point i’ll be gone by tomorrow
the world has left me cold and broken hollow
if you see me disappear don’t follow
i’ve been broken before but this feels different 
did you make it your mission
to make me question my existence 

(post chorus)
my existence 
i can’t deal with it 
but still i get 

(paperthinwalls)
o-o-o-over it￼
i’m over this
bleeding on the ground think i’m done with it all
and i can hear them talking through my walls
you’ll never see it coming i’ll haunt these halls
e-e-e-e-every night i fall back in time
i know i can’t rewind this tragic hopeless life 
(the things you said)
the things you said to me i hope you take ‘em back
you scream and lie to me about things i never said
things i never did can you leave it in the past 
i never seem to make these feelings last 

(pre chorus)
(the things you said to me i hope you take ‘em back
you scream and lie to me about things i never said
things i never did can you leave it in the past 
i never seem to make these feelings last)

(chorus) 

i struggle deep down with my sorrow
at this point i’ll be gone by tomorrow
the world has left me cold and broken hollow
if you see me disappear don’t follow
i’ve been broken before but this feels different 
you made it your mission
to make me end my existence

ill be gone by tomorrow w/ paperthinwalls (metlast)

Prod. @nate2timezz

😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈😈

Lyrics: 
Holy shit
Im off the drugs in a whip
Yeah she wanna suck me quick
Say i love you to my dick
Uh

Drown myself out bitch
With the pussy 
And the drugs
And the noise
Knock myself out


I been cursed 
With the knowledge 
Of this earth
What do you see
Im the worst
I might self destruct bitch 
Put me in a hearse

Holy shit
Im off the drugs in a whip
Yeah she wanna suck me quick
Say i love you to my dick
Uh

Drown myself out bitch
With the pussy 
And the drugs
And the noise
Knock myself out


I been cursed 
With the knowledge 
Of this earth
What do you see
Im the worst
I might self destruct bitch 
Put me in a hearse


I dont know what i been goin through its always in my head
X4

I dont know what i been goin through its always in my head
Yeah im bleedin fuckin red
Too much in my nose again
Vampire throat bled
Sapphire tears shed
She takin off her clothes
Im waiting to be dead again


I like to fuck these thots alot
But they always fuck me up yuh
I like to fuck these thots alot
Before they fuck me up yuh

I dont wanna ever stop
Heartbroke so i cover it with commas
I cover up the pain a lot
Off the blow, so im cold to the drama


Holy shit
Im off the drugs in a whip
Yeah she wanna suck me quick
Say i love you to my dick
Uh

Drown myself out bitch
With the pussy 
And the drugs
And the noise
Knock myself out


I been cursed 
With the knowledge 
Of this earth
What do you see
Im the worst
I might self destruct bitch 
Put me in a hearse

Holy shit
Im off the drugs in a whip
Yeah she wanna suck me quick
Say i love you to my dick
Uh

Drown myself out bitch
With the pussy 
And the drugs
And the noise
Knock myself out


I been cursed 
With the knowledge 
Of this earth
What do you see
Im the worst
I might self destruct bitch 
Put me in a hearse

On all platforms

IT'S ALWAYS IN MY HEAD (prod. nate2timez)

This is my first song since my cancer diagnosis back in December of last year, my hiatus is OVER.

Producer: HeyLee Manzeron
Mastering: HeyLee Manzeron
Cover Artwork: Annalyceart

Lyrics: 
Well, I think I finally found myself this time
And I don’t know, it’s just a surprise
How I deal with life has changed the way I see the world

‘Cause you don’t see the way I see things
I don’t want you to
I don’t feel like you’re part of my mind
Escaping from my fingertips

Change the way I see the sun
I know it’s good for everyone
Escaping from my patient lips
You’re out of time
And out of sight
And out of mind
The nuisance of identity
Is this the life that’s meant for me?
Will I ever come to accept the way I feel inside?

I think I knew what it was
I didn’t feel it in myself
If I take all my fears,
Put em in a box and on the shelf
I don’t want to be yours
But I don’t want to have no help
I don’t wanna feel alone

‘Cause you don’t see the way I see things
I don’t want you to
I don’t feel like you’re part of my mind
Escaping from my patient lips

Change the way I see the sun
I know it’s good for everyone
Escaping from my patient lips
You’re out of time
And out of sight
And out of mind
The nuisance of identity
Is this the life that’s meant for me?
Will I ever come to accept the way I feel inside?

Binary Place Pt. 2

on all platforms <3
ft. @yblocofficial
prod. @junk_king_mp3

LYRICS!!
Lets get out this crowded room and drive for a mile
Turning 21 still young free n wild
Pack my shit, we're here for awhile now im full of it
Anxiety capsizing, im overboard, aint nothing gon save me
Lets leave this place and speed to safety
But maybe not today
As long as ur in my arms were safe
Even when tears stream down my face
And im crying for ur love dont take it away

Ship to shore, on an open sea
Planks pull apart, like rotten teeth
And i fumble into the dark so awkwardly
throw something overboard n rescue me

ybloc:
you make me feel so nauseous 
throw it all away
i can’t stop overthinking
everything you say
you only get one warning
get up out my face
continue all your whoring
i don’t wanna play
i done with all these games
i done with everything
i drowning in emotion
can someone rescue me

crowded ft. ybloc [prod. junk king]

Mess, but I’m me (by me + ilykira) hope you enjoy!!! X

13. i am a mess, but i’m me (feat. ilykira)

Set in stone w/ SteL! + Siem spark! Lyrics below
Mastered by vails 
Follow stel:
https://on.soundcloud.com/9dUHAvFCYRT32oWh9

(Vails)
It’s so cold in my room
But all the heating is on 
nobody to talk too
Yet I’m scrolling my phone 
24/7 
Liking IG pics
Seeing my friends all high 
Cus they’re in love and it’s
So hard, cus I know I had this once before
The last one, so toxic I don’t want no more

I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

When I meet my untimely end
You’ll see a bunch of fake friends
Post a memory of years ago
Like you weren’t there this time you know

(SteL!)
You know you weren’t there the last time 
You went too far and i crossed the line
Imma go cause it gets so hard to think about

And i know that I can’t get you off my mind
Not the truth when i told you I’m doin fine 
I fold and i switch my composure the moment you notice I’m stuck in my head decomposing

(Vails)
I dont think I got over my first love
Cus nothings met that standard I once loved
Alcohol is really set in stone 
Think my Bloodline and bones made from Smirnoff gold  and I 

(Hook)
I’m so scared in the inside
I got problems with my self and I would never tell a soul about it
Feel afraid just to realise
That in the end there ain’t no body for me when it comes down to it uh
Yes Dying has crossed my mind
In fact I dreamt about suicide last night
Taking snow will ease the pain 
Escape this reality don’t think I can be tamed no

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3. set in stone (feat. SteL!)

COME & GO (prod. OmgDillon)

Production by Drma 

She said I don’t wanna make things worse
But everytime you call back 
I feel like that I’ve lost 
 control my emotions I don’t think I can
When I’m trapped in your eyes
Hairs on body just stand
And I swear the time froze around me 
I can’t hear them talk
Like Which direction are you headed?
Let’s go out for a walk
Let’s be in love like I’ll put in the work?

Every time I see your face, my heart begins to
race
But deep down inside, I know it's just a chase I'm in love with you, but you're out of reach It's like a dream I can't quite breach
I'm in love, but I can't get you You're the one I want, it's true But fate keeps playing this cruel game I'm stuck in love, but you don't feel the same

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5. call me back

Everything I see is different shades of blue 
Don’t know where to go but I won’t follow you 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
I don’t wanna fall from all this miss use 
Maybe if I was sober I’d be over you 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 

Don’t pick me up from my bed 
Don’t take the pills outta my hand 
50 milligrams of Zoloft I need that 
My heart is black and my lungs will match 

I don’t wanna always be depressed bitch but you seem to make it hard to get it pass that 
And I know that our love is past tense 
But it’s so damn hard to be present 

We can’t go back to my shed 
I burnt it down with all my friends 
Why can’t you make me happy

anything,everything  (Prod.Coil)

REIGN prod astro

xdMFParty!xd prod. GOTHA

I used to make music around here
still doing features tho so hit my insta for a feature it's _carnival_duck_

COME & GO (prod. OmgDillon)

lex

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