you took the air out of my lungs
and locked it up as if it were something so forsaken
you took the words out of my mouth
and bent them around until it sounded as if i were in the wrong

but, i drove south for miles
just to see your smile
just to see your life
how it's better now
i drove south for miles
just to let you go
i don't know how i missed being miserable

but, i know
i know you think i did this to myself
but you didn't have to ruin me
for everybody else
i know you think i did this to myself
but you didn't have to ruin me
for everybody else

you took the ground under my feet
and i fell into a hell i never knew lived underneath
you left a dent under my sheets
from the nights we fumbled around forging forgetful memories

would you drive north for miles
just to crack my smile?
just to see my life?
it's not better now
would you drive north for miles
just to let me go?
girl i know you missed
being miserable

but, i know
i know you think i did this to myself
but you didn't have to ruin me
for everybody else
i know you think i did this to myself
but you didn't have to ruin me
for everybody else

you're every thought inside my head
you're every drop i ever bled
you and me were such a mess
but of the highest elegance

Ruin Me

written composed and performed by @itstheblame
featuring @callmekarizma
engineered mixed and mastered by @irvmusic

SO DEAD - EP                  

famous w/ call me karizma

featuring @callmekarizma
remixed by @rekilee

SO DEAD - remixes

famous w/ call me karizma [reki lee 霊気 remix]

and all you left me are these shoes that shouldn't fit anyone...

official video

petrichor (ft. thebreathingbackwards)

henny sux & so do u

bottomless pit - call me karizma

(Into Misery) Verse 1:
i overdosed on your birthday
feelin empty deep inside in nothing but the worst way
you hit me up but i don’t wanna hear what you say
i won’t beg you anymore cuz i know that you won’t stay 

when you left you left me fucked up
i tried to call your phone but you wouldn’t even pick up
i try to sleep but all i see are all the memories of us
and they haunt me, it’s so fucking exhausting

always want what i can never get
i reached out to you for help, you made me wish we never met
and i know your parents hated me
my real personality is something they could never see

now i’m driving down the highway
thinkin bout the times that we had back before you went away 
and i can’t see through the tears filling up my eyes
go on take a look and say farewell cuz this is my goodbye

Chorus: 
don’t call me anymore
you left me broken and nothing more
don’t come back and apologize
cuz now i see through all your lies 

you left my picture in your drawer
could’ve sworn to God i thought that you loved me more
i can’t stand to watch our memories just decay
i meant what i said when i said that i belong in a grave

(WorryWorry) Verse 2:
I find it hard to tell my lungs to keep on breathing 
Just wanna hide away the pain so I can leave it
I smoke all of myself away, hoping for a holiday

Wonder when I will ever get to healing 
I know I’m not good at saying what I’m meaning 
I might just lash out and leave today 
I’m not religious but I’m gonna pray 

I wake up in a cold sweat at night
I need to know if this life is right 

I have nightmares about ceilings 
Falling down on me without a reason 

But I cherish this silver chain 
It keeps me grounded here so I can play the game 

I reach out and leave it here today 
I’m not a preacher but I’m after fame

I Belong In A Grave

I Belong In A Grave feat. WORRYWORRY

chorus:

what went wrong?
i thought we had something special
you said you’d wait
but you just turned your back and let go

wasn’t i worth it?
or wasn’t i anything at all to you?
i know i’m not perfect
but i’d have given anything to be with you

verse 1:

touchdown on the runway
it’s a one way
to my heart
and i won’t let you back out now

wednesday 
i’m at your place
in our own space
put a movie on
because we never talk it out

pre-chorus:

just tell me what you want from me
just tell me how i’m supposed to be
i know this’ll end, i’m gonna end up broken
i didn’t think you’d stay but you know i was hoping

Verse 2:

tell me that you love me
but we know it’s just a joke
and i can feel the pain
in every single word you wrote

a valentine’s day alone in my bedroom
an empty bottle to my side should i text you?

pre-chorus:

just tell me what you want from me
just tell me how i’m supposed to be
i know this’ll end, i’m gonna end up broken
i didn’t think you’d stay but you know i was hoping

Outro:

we said goodbye
but for the last time
you held me close
and said it’s alright

your perfume all on my jacket
love is in my reach but i can’t grasp it

so go ahead and leave me like you should
i’m not worthy of love or anything good
i’m stuck in hell and it’s lonely
i wasn’t enough and i’m sorry

What Went Wrong?

ELECTRO POP PUNK DUO <3
@rhettwellingtonmusic & @mattbooher
itstheblame@gmail.com
AT FAULT - EP (2019)
SO DEAD - EP (2018)

famous w/ call me karizma

the blame.