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January 2020 🔥

Február | 2020

new beats

The Upload

Cry Baby Castle -Lil Peep and Melanie Martinez

as it were

save me (prod. young kxge)

Løv Li - Sorry is about a loved one who passed away.

Lyrics:
I say nothing at all
Non of my fears
Nothing comes near

You say nothing at all
Gone with the tide
To the other side

I hope and I hope and I hope that you found it all
But I know and I know and I know that I can't go on

So I will die for you
So I will die with you

(...)

Teardrops on the floor
Bottles of wine
Left from before

Say something I'm begging you
I can't go on without your love

I hope and I hope and I hope that you found it all
But I know and I know and I know that I can't go on

So I will die for you
So I will die with you

(...)

Sorry
mama I'm sorry
I'm sorry mama I'm sorry

Sorry

Løv Li - Sorry

heal

20/20

@brakence @50landing
_

i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely
than be by myself
dont wanna go home
or put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help
from anyone else

and ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad
trust me im working on it

i thought i'd die young
likes didnt do shit
i know well being well known's useless
ill go to hell too eager to care
im on a screen island where no one stares

i wanna find whats inside me
feel every fiber
done sucking up cause
im no longer a liar
dont know how to be myself sometimes
but whenever i need your help
i always tell you now

i know now
it was all costumes, funny dances
to play my mind
now i need to believe it
and i wont hold onto something familiar
we were kept back from the people we really were
its a start
i just hope i agknowledge the gifts from the past
when we run out of time

i just wanna be known well
not well known
id rather be lonely than be alone
id rather sleep in a hotel
than sleep in my home
but ive been pulling my weight in my thoughts
no matter where i go

ive been feeling so low
help me back into character, i was
"reckless kid born and raise in america"
now im a lost cause and truth be told
i lie too much, my bad

i got a star studded cast of friends
that never answer the phone
no matter when i call
gotta stop trying so hard to try so hard
otherwise ill have nobody at all

im still learning to be direct
cause for years ive been a mess
in '18 i changed address
not the right one but the best
cause my parents are my success
i still need to earn their respect

im just tryna figure it out

theres probably a lot
that i should've done differently
and i, oh i went to hear it out
but i was never listening
i knew that it's not alright
just trying to find the light
summon another spark
or maybe its gone and died
i try to stay out of sight
i gotta leave by the night
i cant seem to clear my mind

but i know now, that it was all
a bad dream, crash scene playing in my mind
and i shouldn't believe it, so i
cant hold onto something familiar
when ive lost sight of the people we really were at the start
and ive started to see it. cause

i dont wanna be well known
i dont wanna be well known

i dont wanna be well known
just wanna be known well
id rather be lonely than be by myself
dont wanna go home or
put my pride on the shelf
cause i dont need help from anyone else
_

thank you to will and graham for the bgv in the second chorus
thank you to the boys, and bekah, and my parents for knowing me well

well known (w brakence & 50landing)

ofiicial video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGoQWW44frA&t=0s

prod/mix - fats'e

first single from my second album  (TBA)

lyrics:
in the pocket
of yesterdays pants in the closet
there's a note that you left me
and i think i forgot to read it
but i'll read it

no, i wont let this go
no, i wont let this go
and i'll never let this go

now i'm back on my bullshit
no more sentimental things
i have to make noise
i have to make noise
i don't know why
my ears ring every night
while i'm trying to sleep
it's very worrisome




everything by @youngburial

won't let this go

Thanks for all your support in 2019, we goin dummies in 2020 ;)

Lyrics:
Shig:
Baby just come kiss me thru the phone
Playing final fantasy alone
Lately Ive been feeling like a ghost
Lavender town shit
Feelin so haunted
Alone in this silence
You're the only one who can solve this

And when ur right beside me ur the reason that my heart beats
And every time u leave the room I can feel my heart bleed
Woah, you know, just come home

Yeah, and lately I've been feeling like a ghost
You're the one who knows me the most
You're eyes have been driven me mad
Yeah you know were chasin bags
Yeah you got me in trance
when u dance, when u dance like that

And ill pray for a sunrise, cause im not doing alright, tonight

Josh:
Like a ghost, like a ghost
???
On the phone, on the phone
Feel like Souja boy u won't leave me alone

Don't expect to get a call because u fucked up
Im with paper plates u know we doin donuts
Been a long coming but u know I finally blowed up
Yeah they wanted pictures every time I fucking show up

Dancing in the moonlight
We got jza on the beat so its a hit like, damn
Why'd u have to leave like that?
Damn, Why'd u have to hurt me mad

ghost w/joshuasageart (p. YungJZAisDead)

Lyrics:
how many times can i write songs bout stayin up all night
cuz im workin on my shit im stayin on my grind
got some og you dont know me now im feelin fine
got me spinnin while im spillin all thats in my mind

avoided post-traumatic therapy, they know they aint a friend of me
they saw me like a loony so they put me on the centerpiece 
said "why you wanna hurt yourself", they put me back up on the shelf
said "youll be fine just get some help", i asked but then got no one else

down these pills then we'll call it done, got nuff meds in the pickup truck
been prescribed but it hurts inside cuz the pills too big and im out of luck
so instead ill stay inside my room, and ill stay silent like i always do
so dont bring it up cuz ill just push through and i wont reply when you ask whats new

fake a smile isolate on a good day
wont go out do not care what your friends say
now they walkin on eggshells its too late, cuz the damage done they tryna make up for the naysay
said you couldnt do it, but you out here finna prove it
you survived and thats a clue-in that you got something to do here

manic (prod Mage)

PCP (Prod. by HORSE HEAD)

6 in the morning

"𝕗𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟 𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕜𝕚𝕤𝕤"

baby I know that you're  perfect; you're worth it
I put my faith into you and find purpose
all of the oceans and all of the valleys; I'll cross them to see you, you make me so happy
yeah I need you so badly
I fell in love with a badie
jump in my arms when I see you. I look In my rear view each time I do walk away
like I see you everyday. But I cannot take a break
I cannot get enough baby i'm geeking just hope that you listen to this
every second spent with you is like bliss
clover iris feeling lucky for this
falling for you even more every kiss
how the fuck am I supposed to resist that

long brown hair, them golden streaks
I think all week about you shriek
lips I touch to get a rush I see that blush right on you're cheek
i've fallen again but I know I will not get up depend.
baby my love for you is so immense
this is all perfect please don't bring an end

I know that, you're all I need, you're the whole snack
look right beneath find a person. So beautiful know for certain
baby you're all that I want, I knew that right from the start when
baby I gave you my heart, and it felt like the same person
cuddle and smoke in your room, loving you that ain't no burden
when i'm without you, my tomb. missing you that is for certain

Clover

Clover [prod. Clint]

written composed and performed by @itstheblame
featuring @realheartrob
mixed and mastered by @thisismaw

walk away w/ heartrob

holy lonely (prod. fable)

Follow @rxseboy @powfu cause they're both insanely talented.

prod. by Thomas Reid

Lyrics:
Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Rxseboy:
I was out here for a minute on my lonely.
You were doing drugs in your room feeling broken.
Told me, you were having trouble staying focused.
Got with the wrong crowd, thought you could open up.

Backfired, you were eighteen.
Every memory turning into a daydream.
Zoning out.
What’s that about? you won’t tell me.
Lied to my face when you said you were healthy.

I never said ‘leave.’
I begged you to stay.
Every other day said you wanna go away.
Putting food on your plate.
Then it switched to a platter.
You looked in my eyes said it didn’t even matter.

Used to stay home, watch a movie on the couch.
Now you all alone wit a pill in your mouth.
Take a sip of the alc’ while you thinking of me.
Envisioning every single thing that we never could be.

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Hoping you stay
Holding you
Holding you
Tighter
Are you okay?

Rxseboy:
Stressed out, blaming everyone around you.
In the same boat, but I wouldn’t call it powfu.
Everyday, wanna make up, dunno how to.
Said you stopped drinking again, girl I’m proud too.

Get too high, I could bring you down.
On a trip, hit you back when I’m back in town.
We got two different lives.
two different vibes.
Doing drugs, I don’t, that’s two different highs.

Promised me I could hold you.
Look at your scars, think I’m here with the old you.
We were so young, living lavish with no rules.
Now I’m doing work while you still getting home schooled.

Disappointed in us and I can’t lie.
Disagreed when you said that we can’t try.
Know you said I’m a fool, girl am I?
Don’t forget that I’m here on standby.

Powfu:
Yeah, I’m on standby
If you wanna talk you can pass by
Used to visit me at work all the damn time
When you leaving me “on seen” I’m a sad guy

Quit this shit I’ll hate myself if I lose you
Pass the torch before the flames consume you
Tryna figure out a way, running out of options
(I’m trying to help you!)
Just stop this please
Before it’s too late
You don’t think I’m serious I’ll tat it on my face
You don’t need drugs, be addicted to my love
Your friends never cared but I’m here to keep in touch

My parents still together and they met in the 70’s
Me don’t gotta split be the couple of century
Yuh feels like a movie but I’m still in love
When we offset
I’ve been thinking of you more even though we talk less

Sink in the sand
Always turn away when I offer you my hand
I see that you’re hurting
Don’t deserve it
Sitting in the dark, open up your curtains

I don’t wanna see you die
I don’t wanna be that guy that sits on the side
One step at a time
We’ll take you one step at a time

Thomas Reid:
You already know my words
Before I speak
You already know my heart
feels so weak without you

Are You Okay?

Spotify

Thomas Reid & Rxseboy - Are You Okay? (feat. Powfu)

New single from forthcoming 2nd album 'C()D3X' - out March 20.

Pre-order album now from thekitestringtangle.com

C()D3X

NORTH

mixed and mastering : @arxanick
prod ocean

i remember time when you hold me tight
picking up the phone but you never called me
don't know what to say why you really hate me
why everybody hate me in my hometown

yeah i cry most night and i hate myself
no one really cares about me
you hurt me then i said sorry
then you go and left me all alone

yeah it hurts sometimes when someone left you alone
and i can't trust you i swear i've been a fool
see the sky raindrops fallings down 
saved you from the rain then you left me alone

tell me why im waiting for someone 
who doesnt give a fuck about me think that im a mess
maybe i should cry for help 
or maybe i should really kill myself 

i remember time when you hold me tight
picking up the phone but you never call me
don't know what to say why you really hate me
why everybody hate me in my hometown

yeah i cry most night and i hate myself
no one really cares about me
you hurt me then i said sorry
then you go and left me all alone

tears fallings
don't say you need me when you're left
tears fallings
don't say you need me when you're left me alone

and now im looking at my phone yeah should i text you
and i helped when you need me then you let me down
learn to be alone 'cause everybody fake
i wish i could pretend that i didn't care

and now im looking at my phone yeah should i text you
and i helped when you need me then you let me down
learn to be alone 'cause everybody fake
i wish i could pretend that i didn't care

i don't want you (prod.ocean)

Stream here:
https://proximity.ffm.to/cityoflight

Connect with CVBE:
https://soundcloud.com/cvbeofficial/
https://www.facebook.com/OfficialCVBE/

City of Light

CVBE - City Of Light

Lyrics

So cold, no soul, oh baby
I don't really do this but I miss you on the daily
We not even close but fuck I'm trying so don't break me
I don't even know why I'm upset, I know you're fading

Just like everyone else
Fuck my heart, don't like what I felt
I know you need space but I do too
So how could I help?
Maybe I'm not a person you need
Maybe I'm just here cause I can, don't you agree?

Baby prove me wrong, baby prove me right now
Please don't me wrong, I might really flip out
Vent over a song, no one hears me out
Been alive too long, I might take me out

Ashamed of the shit that I feel
So if I really talk to you know that it's real
Cause I don't really like to fuck with people
They just fuckin' evil, had enough of people but I'm still

Tryna connect with a person that don't leave me stressed
Someone that doesn't leave me like the rest
I don't think this for the best but I'm lonely
You want me to stay? Well then fuck it, I guess

So cold, no soul, oh baby
I don't really do this but I miss you on the daily
We not even close but fuck I'm trying so don't break me
I don't even know why I'm upset, I know you're fading

spotify.

fuck it, i guess. | Produced by capsctrl

produced/written/performed by changing cleo

and i don't wanna complicate
i've been waiting far too long
imma sneak out my back door
just in time for the rising sun
do you deal with pain just like i do?
i walk around this place looking for old clues
my minds racing face down in your old pool
hold my breath hate myself but that's old news

so where do i go and what do i do with you?
i'm hating this place thinking its time to move
you're always tryna break the rules
i bit off more than i could chew

do you know just how it feels?
when you're falling down the hills 
you can tell it's not for certain
i'm telling you you're perfect
and i know that you were broken
when you held both arms wide open
how can you be so damn caring? 
i swear that you're a blessing
ohhh oh

so where do i go and what do i do with you?
i'm hating this place thinking its time to move
you're always tryna break the rules
i bit off more than i could chew

(i bit off bit off oooo)

listen on spotify! <3

Chew

This song goes out to all of the people I was once close with, I still love you.

Lyrics:
Please believe me
this ain’t easy
And im sorry
For the worry
But I’ve been
in such a hurry
I’ve got something left to prove
Tell my mother
And my father
that their son’s
Another martyr
Rolling stone
A fire starter
Who’s got everything to lose

Can I find the time to make this right
Can I find the time to let you know
All these different people on my mind
I wanna hold you close I can’t let go
I need to find the time to make this right
I should’ve found the time to let you know
All these different people on my mind
I wanna hold you close I can’t let go
(Harmony 4 bars)

I never wanted it end like that
But it ended like that
And I can’t help but recall
Precious moments of joy filled past
Didn’t know I had it all
Til it was gone
Now I’m sitting in a dim lit room
With my mind on you
Thinking where did I wrong
Message to the people I once knew
This an I love you
So I hope you find this song

Please believe me
this ain’t easy
And im sorry
For the worry
But I’ve been
in such a hurry
I’ve got something left to prove
Tell my mother
And my father
that their son’s
Another martyr
Rolling stone
A fire starter
Who’s got everything to lose

Can I find the time to make this right 
Can I find the time to let you know
All these different people on my mind
I wanna hold you close I can't let go
I need to find the time to make this right
I should’ve found the time to let you know
All these different people on my mind
I wanna hold you close I can’t let go
(Harmony 4 bars)

Message in a Bottle (Prod. by Notorious AZN)

coproduced by @50Landing and @bwre

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

think I’m dreaming
this isn’t real
cos you leave in a month
and i’m fiending for something to feel

when you hold me
know you know me down to my core
this is the calm before the storm
you diverted attention/the tension away when i mentioned that someone else gon need you more

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

and i fell apart in that bed
what we built isn’t me
won’t put it back together again
i can’t take back what i said
i just opened those messages i left on read

cos i took you rosier
i thought we could cope
we got out on the ocean i fell out my boat
and you calmed me back down and you
gave me some hope
but i tossed it away for a seratone

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

no commitments

i’m going to hell you’re going to heaven
it doesn’t negate our holy connection
and next time i fly too close to the sun I’m not gonna run this shit was for fun

I left home now i’m fucked up
realized how much i loved you
whole goddamn life been a suckup
now I’m just tryna get my luck up
all the pain went when you kissed me
we were ten toes up now i’m six feet down
moved on you don’t need me now
now i gotta figure me out
i gotta figure me out

bitch i’m up next
fuckboy ain’t a threat
put a price on my head
won’t sell my soul for a check
that’s on god that’s on sound
you won’t ever see me round
i’ll be cooking up some shit that’s gonna get me out this town

rosier

[demxntia]
girl your love take me higher
got me burning up; you the wood to my fire
fit the match
of all the things i desire
uh from your hair down to your attire
round two when i'm tired run it back like
girl you know i make u sing like a choir
i know you shy you don't gotta keep quiet
you know i love it can't deny it
layin next to you in the night baby so serene
when you're next to me
feelin so carefree
and what's in between
so serene
when you're next to me
feelin so carefree
and what's in between
won't you stay here
a little bit longer
with me tonight?
won't you stay up
a little bit longer
with me tonight

[dion dugas]

baby what you doing
moving?
talk a lot of shit what you proving
you’ve been looking out of town
got to choose then lose him what you want to say
let me get a second i’m texting I’m on the way
a quarter past five with 9 lives to pay
i should of took a flight to relight a way
seen you on a night to relive our days
maybe i’ve been thinking out a loud
wondering if i would of gone, yeah
would i be the one that was alone, lonuh
instead of you, i feel like i was wrong
broken, sulking, hoping sounds of your voice
in the dark kept me open
don’t say if you really do mind
i find that we always decline
one day we should really rewind
cause lately i feel crazy
without you

[demxntia + dion dugas]

won't you stay here
a little bit longer
with me tonight?
won't you stay up
a little bit longer
with me tonight

SPOTIFY

serene//rewind [feat. dion dugas]

ELECTRO POP PUNK DUO <3
@rhettwellingtonmusic & @mattbooher
itstheblame@gmail.com
AT FAULT - EP (2019)
SO DEAD - EP (2018)

walk away w/ heartrob

the blame.