road trip log 2: going to big mouth's spot for the first time, i love this place

parks dept.

stream

another semesters gone and i hardly
guess i'll sequester what i can't rearrange 
it's been a long damn while since a friend had said my name

sill out the corvette clost diptych erased 
roll out the carpet sit latched in a copper cage
i'm in the parking lot and you're still backstage 

i'll be front and center front and center front and center for you
just cus' they said cus' he said doesn't make it less true 
i'm scared to death i'm scared to death i'm to death i'll kill you just by saying hi (2x)

front and center

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
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guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

Blair achieves the highest highs of peace and euphoria; with the help of a little something.

best friend

exit boy mv: https://youtu.be/kWbiEsghvJY?si=vFAwvfwl3nHF4e64

a strange fixation is manifested into reality

exit boy

basket case

I Don't Even Need

llctheband.com

add. production by gabby start
add. writing by Stevie Bill and Chris Murphy

this is what you wanted
tell all your friends we started
tell all your people that we’re ditching the stop signs, full speed we’re running to the

hills that we die on every
day that they keep forgetting
the kids are on their own they’re killing the pastime, everything could be ending today

you want someone, you love someone, you go and sing
nanananana
we lock down and we fall, the kids are running, screaming
nanananana

you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like
you think you know, you think you know it’s what you sound like

this is what you wanted

because they’re telling us the house is turning green and the kids are getting bluer and all the windows full of talking heads saying that they knew it
when all the boys and girls are stuck trying on each other’s shoes and 
they’re singing

nananananananana

you want someone, you love someone, you go and sing
nanananana
we lock down and we fall, the kids are running, screaming
nanananana

this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted
this is what you wanted

The kids are on their own

ended up with a crush!

cover art from love bullet by inee
song originally by miniature tigers
all instruments performed by me

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Notes:
- Pitched up 50 cents
- Ending replaced with live version, coproduced with @leastfavorite

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-selective-altruism-lyrics
Streaming: https://sparta.ffm.to/wishlane-s-a

Art by myself, LemonKeeper and Nesulosity
https://instagram.com/arcvist
https://instagram.com/nesulosityart

exit boy

To Oscar