mine

My weird sad playlist

Soundcloud songs

The Upload

u know a lot of girls be thinking my songs are about them,
 this is not to get confused. 
this ones for u ;)

huge thank u to lil spirit for making this with us 

lyrics :
[savage gasp] -

why u always 
Call me when u 
Drunk drunk drunk drunk 
All my friends are 
lookin at me like 
Like boy don’t pick it up up up up 
Cause like a kiss from above 
Ur a star 
I know u told me that u hate Me 
but like where is my replacement
 u could fall thru my arms 
I just hit you on ur phone 
What’s that song we used to love ?
It go like 
la da da
Da da da 
Got me dancing all alone in my room 
im singing 
La da da da da da 
i swear it sounded better with you 

[Verse: MC Prophet]
No love, no hug, you basic
Take drugs you been testin my patience
Last night you was feelin amazin
But all my thoughts like “why ya’ll wasted?”
Maybe I’m not ready for none 
Like, maybe I’m a lil pussy beggin too much
Got me questionin’ my feelings feelin heavy for what?
Things faded I remember I was tryna get cuffed this not love

[Verse: MC God]
She want dick don’t want love
Every night that bitch at the club
Textin’ drunk you hittin me up
Every second fillin yo cup
But fuck it we ball
I’m gettin bored so fuck it we call

[savage gasp]-

I just hit you on ur phone 
What’s that song we used to love ?
It go like 
la da da
Da da da 
Got me dancing all alone in my room 
im singing 
La da da da da da 
i swear it sounded better with you 

i just popped on ur feed 
Hello what’s up 
Did u miss me 
I enjoy when I live rent free 
all im gonna say Is 
damn. couldn’t be me 
Cause i seen ur little Beach vacation 
captioned the pic 
“y’all I’m white girl wasted “
I just gotta say it girl u still look amazing 
I be in the comments like why y’all hatin 


[Verse: MC Kudge]
Up all night waiting for your text 
I hit you back guess it never sent
You're my type 
And I know my minds right
Said you're mine, but your mind said "fine" after five of them fine wines
It's my bad
'Cause you would never do it another way
Hit me up with "you up? what you doin" the other day
"chillin"
But you already knew that
I hate it when you do that
I'm trying not to fall into your new trap

[Savage gasp ]- 

i could sky dive in ur eyes 
the blue like the dew on pool in the night 
honestly im cool it’s a vibe, im a little tf up blacked out but we’ll survive 
Im doin better since left 
Feel like band god chxpo 
God damn god blessed me 
getting money like I supposed to do 
I guess I’m drunk and I’m over you 
Like uh what the fuck 
I’m so drunk 


[Verse: MC Wasian]
In my likes you’re my favorite post
Too many cars no room at home 
Take you to the concert link up at the show 
I just wanna know your lil secrets whoa 
We can look up at the stars 
Take you on a trip, yeah I’ll take you right to Mars 
Baby I can’t even lie it’s bizarre 
Rolling down the street Hollywood Boulevard

drunk texting my ex(ノ・ω・)ノw/ MC virgins (prod. caveman)

3AM - TOO MUCH (Prod.by Nate Beatz)

Beat & Vocals By ℒund.

Wow guys 30 fucking thousand people... each time i grow more and more speechless. you are all my everything. i love you guys. sorry its been so long since I've posted. I've honestly been going through a lot of personal shit with my anxiety and depression and this fucking hamster wheel of bullshit life has thrown at me lately. anyways what I'm trying to say is that you guys are my light in the dark ass world we live in. all corny-ness aside. i don't know where i would be without you guys. I quit my job that was holding me back from music so now this is all i have to support myself. the real hustle starts here but i think i can do it. shout out again to everyone who has took me this far. lets keep this snowball rolling. 

Lyrics..

(Rx Luv)

lately i been harboring 
my feelings trying hide
drown myself in alcohol
to kill the things inside
maybe i should deal with all this pain
easier to take a fuckin bullet to my brain
thc and ethanol are running thru my veins
talking to myself ask myself if I’m insane
why can’t i let it go I’m addicted to the pain
nothing but a low life i can never change

so baby girl just listen up
i think I’ve have enough 
of prescription love
think its time to let you go
maybe I’m just broken down
i can’t take no more

girl i told u to leave me alone
its a warning
only gonna hurt you 
know i got them cold bones
you don’t want to know 
what i know
that your leaving 
cause then if you did 
you would leave love alone

takin all these drugs to numb my pain
since I lost your love I aint never been the same
endorphins are rushing thru my brain
if only for a second still i know i feel it change
its easy nowadays to be ashamed
but i wouldn’t be the man i am if i don’t take the blame  
see i gave up my selfishness & pride
i gave up my everything 
when u walked out my life

my sanity been slipping
i been loosing time
got a make a million 
before i loose my fucking mind
should i keep her around or should i let her go
does it even make a fuckin difference anymore?

14 when i cried 
16 when i lost my sight
18 when i lost my brain
19 im in love with pain   
20 and i’m still the same

Rx Luv

@deadbeatteen
@hatedyl
(ft. deadbeatteen)[prod. DYL]

you're cute but i'm dead

Mixed/Mastered by The Jokerr. Artwork by Danny Void.

We Used To (Prod. Blackbear)

Mixed/Mastered by The Jokerr. Artwork by Danny Void. Produced by Jurd Beats.

All I'll Ever Know

Download Now!

https://empire.lnk.to/PoppedAPerc

Download Now!

Popped  A  Perc (Prod. By Baeza)

https://soundcloud.com/ihearangelscry
https://soundcloud.com/hatefulbeats

lyrics:

I saw you standing alone
long blonde hair time froze 
I was looking out a window
take five know Im gonna feel those

bought my bby a pair of pink vans
got pink switchblade in my hand
ion wana switch lane god damn 
leave me to it i'll be fine where I am 

sitting all alone thinking about your cheekbones
ion wana let you down when Im real low
Im still here I just see it all real slow
heard it here I'll be playing for her ringtone

I saw you standing alone
with that long blonde hair swear it got time froze 
I was looking out a window
take five know Im gonna feel those

bought my bby a pair of pink vans
got pink switchblade in my hand
ion wana switch lane god damn 
leave me to it i'll be fine where I am

poppy tears x angel tears - pink vans (prod. hateful)

I want to take a minute and tell you all how much all of you mean to me. It really is difficult to put into words the amount of gratitude I have for the continuous support you have all given me. being able to share and relate with you truly saves my life everyday. I love all of you with all that I am. - Lund 

p.s. - new music when this reaches 100k streams.

Song Title - Low
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics


Low now
Feeling low now
This divide inside my mind 
I might lose control now
Demons feeding on my soul
Im a fucking ghost now
And theres nothing in my chest
But a fucking hole now

Woah now 
Blood it flow out
Theres a war inside my mind 
Drugs could dull it all down
Broken hearts and wasted time
Trying work it all out
Take a look inside my eyes
Got a heart of stone now

Know my head is spun
With thoughts you I'm over whelmed 
All this pain I hold
I wish I could heal myself
See inside my core 
Know you were my everything 
Without you have nothing left 
So ima let this pistol sing

Blood run cold like overdose 
Going toe to toe with death
Smokin till im comatose
Till there just aint nothing left
Whiskey with the cyanide 
Empty bottle by my bed  
Depression got no antidote
So fill my fucking brain with lead

YouTube:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_jmLeRfAVchk-17h4qS3Gw

Vibe Highter

Act Like You Know (Feat. Sow tha product, Castro Escobar)

Song Title - Fiction
Production & Vocals By Lund.

Lyrics: 

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

With you
It ain’t right 
To many missed calls 
And long nights 
I heard your voicemail 
to many times
And I aint wasting no more love on you
X2

Open up my chest
Deep into my heart
Do you see it
A shard of glass 
I can feel it slice  
as I’m breathing 
it cut my strings 
Now my fucking 
heart isn’t beating 
And from my brain 
is where I’m bleeding 

Deep inside my mind
Scared of what I’ll find
Our memories linger
hurt confined 
Love the way you’d lie
With a smile
I’m saving me
There’s no wrong or right
This is survival
Put me down
You'd put me 
in the ground
No revival

No revival 
No survival
Im 51:50
Suicidal
there’s no way out 
As far as I see   
I’m going through hell
Can you find me

Boy you left me down
Broken on the ground
Im so sad 
cause your always gone
Out there on the road 
I’m not mad 
I just wish that you would
Call me sometime
I just wish that
We could fucking rewind

But 

Girl you let me down
You been running round 
Im not dumb
Got me staring down 
The barrel of a loaded gun
You burned our bridge
And we can’t turn back time
I got to go 
Before I lose my mind

Feelings come and go
Time to hit the road 
Can’t afford
To watch this 
time move past
Im never going back 
Moving forward 

Lying to yourself 
You don’t really need me 
Fiction in your head
That you keep on believing

People come and go
Everybody knows
Love is potent
Let you go
Had to let you go
Now I’m hoping 
You get closure
Cause I’m feeling 
so much better 
now were over

Going going’ gone
I think my soul is moving on
Hate me while I’m here
Then love while I’m lost
Do we fight to feel the pain
Or Do we bleed to feel the same
Why’s the world so fucking cold 
Why do I often feel alone

Fiction

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Mix/Master by Rozei

Lyrics:

Stargazing
Hop inside the spaceship
Shorty hit me back, got me feeling like I made it 
Oh you fake bitch, only wanna fuck because I'm famous
I've been out my mind, I'm too wasted

Stargazing
Hop inside the spaceship
Shorty hit me back, got me feeling like I made it (yeah)
Oh you fake bitch, only wanna fuck because I'm famous
I've been out my mind, I'm too wasted

I don't have the time for you
I lied, said I wanted you
I think I'm gonna leave you scarred
Tear you apart
She see the moon and the stars uh (yeah)
But baby that's the roof of the car
I might drop the roof go to mars
I might come back begging for more
But I won't
Every time you call send that shit to dial tone (yeah, yeah)
I'm steady popping bottles in the back seat of the ghost
I've been counting billies, that's the only shit I know
Don't call me on the phone bitch, I'm never coming home

I'm never coming home
(Baby that's the roof of the car)
Don't give me your heart, baby
(Might drop the roof go to mars)
Just leave me alone
(Might come back begging for more)
I'm gazing at the stars

Stargazing
Hop inside the spaceship
Shorty hit me back, got me feeling like I made it (yeah)
(made it)
Oh you fake bitch, only wanna fuck because I'm famous
I've been out my mind, I'm too wasted

I gave her my heart to break it
There's no way to save it
I think I'm gonna leave you scarred
Tear you apart

(Ooou)
(I will leave you scarred)
(Tear you apart)

@RozeiMusic - Stargazing (Prod. @Banrisk)

Song title - Reflection
Production & Vocals by Lund.

Lyrics: 
I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

(X2)

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

I couldn't help myself 
you smiled and I was lost
in a lovesick world endorphins 
they can be toxic 
you played me for a fool
cause love was never an option

I want to wake up 
and feel like 
this life is a blessing 
instead I'm drinking whiskey 
loading bullets in my F-N
leave everything I own
to my family and best friends
and I know it aint your fault
I just can't keep on pretending 
that I love my life and 
everything is fine around me 
while I feel like I'm drowning 
demons they surround me 
talking very loudly
all inside my head
I know its all inside my head
cause

I look in the mirror
and I hate my reflection
watch hands move on the clock
till my head spin
now all I can do is 
pick apart my imperfections 
don't give me fate love
just give me fake love

shouldn't put me down 
your words can be ever painful
say you hold me down
but attack from every angle
I always hold u down 
but you never come around

Reflection

youtube: https://youtu.be/i0Y_JmNjTNE

luv u @gothurted

[lyrics]
me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think that i’m going crazy
and no one can save me
so i will not tell u how i feel
told my mom i’m not lazy
these thoughts they just take me
and she still gon tell me it’s not real 

2 pills, black and white
i just want to sleep tonight
if these thoughts invade my mind
the light inside mes gonna die
just another lonely night
in the recluse haunted site
i’m so nervous, this ain’t worth it
tears all on my shirt have dried

no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

gothurted:
Fucking up, smoke a blunt
I think I'm going insane
Same shit, same day
Waiting for life to change
People say that I'm crazy
But its just the way I am
I promise you will be amazed
Give me some time to reach the top and
Come to you, problems away

me:
no shame, i lay
all my problems away
chose me for the test put it in my dismay
can’t breath think they’re watching just to see what i say
so i say nun, wait till the days done
when the light runs out all u have is dark
and this hole in my heart, feel i’m drifting apart
from my friends and dreams that i had in the start 
man i don’t wanna stay, think i’m going insane

i think i'm going insane ft. gothurted (prod. fantom)

Written & Recorded by @alainite
Produced by @paulfix
Mixed by @hellosloani
Mastered by Rogan Kelsey
Artwork by @ScottySplash

Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes

Maybe something with a little definition
Gets out of focus when your heart is on a mission
And maybe yeah I'll still be the only one around
Gets hard to manage when you're caught up in the middle
Try not to panic if you give it just a little time
You've got to want it like nobody else before

And I ask myself what is it that I'm wanting
Yeah I ask myself what is it that I'm needing

Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes
Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes

Maybe something with a little repetition
Maybe something make you feel a little different
And I bet that I'll still beat the body to the floor
Nothing wrong with a little healthy competition
Help you think about the things that you could be missing out on
And I'll still beat the body to the floor

And I ask myself what is it that I'm wanting
Yeah I ask myself what is it that I'm needing

Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes
Cos I don't wanna get distracted not this time
Just give me what I need a chilled beat and good vibes

Distracted (Prod. Paul Fix)

lyrics:
i just got my mind back n i aint tryna do u wrong lil baby
i just got my shine back n i feel the world is mine lil baby
when im dead n gone i pray to god that they remember me
when im dead n gone i pray to god that u remember me
walking out the club im doing these drugs these people handing me
i remember walking out of my house with stains outside my jeans and
i cannot forget when i lost hope u still been there for me
even if we separated now i hold you so close to me

i remember way back when
i aint like to say i need help back then
u had looked deep in my soul back then
honestly the love still there in the end
ya i see the instagram with all your friends
shit i thought id always be urs in the end
buying u some christian dior in the end
bet they still think that we together in the ends
and this is just a love song baby
maybe u should call me sometime soon
shit i know i check those daily 
inside and my skin feel scaly
i wouldnt be fit for the grind if it wasnt for u
lop side on my face and my brain go zoom
i been mixing up drugs on the daily
cant text cause my hands all shaky

i just got my mind back n i aint tryna do u wrong lil baby
i just got my shine back n i feel the world is mine lil baby
when im dead n gone i pray to god that they remember me
when im dead n gone i pray to god that u remember me
walking out the club im doing these drugs these people handing me
i remember walking out of my house with stains outside my jeans and
i cannot forget when i lost hope u still been there for me
even if we separated now i hold you so close to me

remember me (jabarionthebeat)

ly guys

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/prodspyder

lyrics:
noone can break me down
I put myself in the ground
no way ur gettin me out
of my head, in my bed
I sleep through all the dread
in my heart, turned to stone
run away from my home

oh
you wanted someone to know
I wasnt there and I hope
you find someone that the needs you the most
don’t
go on an keep callin my phone
I like when im all alone
in the sheets I turn into a ghost

say goodbye I might fall tonight
cyanide in my colon, I
hope that u get the message
cuz im to scared jus to text i

oh
i wasnt there for u why would call
girl don’t
tell me you love i dont care at all

breakdown

spotify

breakdown (prod.spyder)

prod by aaron z & jussi

pic by @forgetbrennan

never knew w/ goody grace

prod. xenshel

lyrics:
everybody tryin hard to keep their distance
i think im addicted to burnin bridges
everyday i wake up, i ask, would i miss this
i know i aint gonna make it, im ok with it

imma keep on pourin till my liver overflows
keep swimmin for answers my mind only knows
honestly im scared as shit to die on my own
i just hope its with a bitch i can call my home

i wanna take one more shot at life, its the last one
pour me one more shot tonight, before i pass on
i wanna hear goodnight, but dont have anyone
i just cant see the light, i wanna be the sun
(X2)

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would i miss this (prod. xenshel)

Jake Hill - All Along

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LYRICS:
Fuck it, I'm alone again
I never seem to realize
I'll always be the boy that flies away
Wasting on my own again
I never seem to understand
That I'm the only one that's in my way
The boy that flies
The boy that flies way
The boy that flies
The boy that flies away

It must not been too hard to live
Without having demons for enemies
Bullets in your heart everytime you breathe
Glasses on your face but you never see
Friends and family calling you
You won't pick it up cause you've fallen trough
And this life you live is so far from true
Cause the thoughts in the night cut your brain in two
All the roads pointing to the end
cause broken pieces are hard to mend
And all your life you've been holding in
All the anger caused by this scary dream
Grab my hand cause now I'm on the outside looking in

Fuck it, I'm alone again
I never seem to realize
I'll always be the boy that flies away
Wasting on my own again
I never seem to understand
That I'm the only one that's in my way
The boy that flies
The boy that flies way
The boy that flies
The boy that flies away

im in my way
cause i cant find the worth, that i been missing
im in my way
and i wont move cause im not fucking listening
yeah i been in my way, im the usual suspect,
surprise
on the regular im rowing through the rapids in
my eyes
and i can bitch about like i do, blame it on
society
but i know i aint helping, when i always fucking
lie to me
you tell me that im better than i am i fucking
might be
i just never take the time to open up and
maybe like me
so let me carry onf dont even worry bout my pain
i can hide it all inside a lying bastard of a brain

Fuck it, I'm alone again
I never seem to realize
I'll always be the boy that flies away
Wasting on my own again
I never seem to understand
That I'm the only one that's in my way

Fuck it, I'm alone again
I never seem to realize
I'll always be the boy that flies away
Away
Away
Away

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the boy that flies away w/ thebreathingbackwards (prod. cxld blxxd)

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- https://soundcloud.com/kaiyko
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- https://twitter.com/kaiyko
- https://www.instagram.com/kaiyko_

lyrics -

i can't get much further you lied
stranded through the night
nothing on my mind
yeah
we can take it slow if you want
we don't have to rush
but you love to lust, you fucking won

just tell me what you want 
set fire and run

falling on my knees i've gotta get away
from all this heavy talk
it hurts me every time you go and say
baby i've felt this all before it's nothing new to me
but you go and change your mind 
so we go back in circles once again

so tell me is that the way you want it to be?
so you go and change your mind 
and we go back in circles once again

~ fire (feat. kaiyko)

If I died you wouldn't know
always see me smiling so
I don't blame you, it's my fault
my life is moving so slow

message me and I'll pretend that I am out of range
call me on my phone yea, nothing's gonna change
laying on my own is something I am getting used to
I would love to talk about it but don't want to bother you

On the inside I am falling apart
Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart
I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies
Imma take em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm
x2

I am not okay, I am not okay
yea
And I hate the way, I just hate the way
I am
I can't get it out, I can't get it out
of me
Imma hide my face, hide away the pain
til the end of me

my heart has stopped beating
because of the coldness
that I spread around me
and I haven't died yet

but my feelings did
time is frozen in place
everyday is the same
nothing has changed

and even tho i'm not okay
still you don't hear me cry every other day
maybe someday I'll open up
so at the moment i'm not givin up

On the inside I am falling apart
Ain't feeling no more, you can take away my heart
I am over the pain, I am fed up with lies
Imma take em again, maybe 3rd time's a charm
x2

I am not okay, I am not okay
yea
And I hate the way, I just hate the way
I am
I can't get it out, I can't get it out
of me
Imma hide my face, hide away the pain
til the end of me
x2

spotify/itunes

i'm not okay pt. 2

cut myself with thorns, for you to throw away the roses

prod. @stillvanishing
ft. @lilxtraatl

s/o @prodbybrody
& @the-gnarly-neighbors

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hurt (ft. lil xtra) [p. eadith]

637godwin - Let It Go

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