this song will forever slap and b in my heart <3

why at this part is so relatable 😭😭

this is one of my favourite song 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

celebrate with the lost ones each and every day it don't gotta hurt

SadVibes ◊

as long as you dream, ill dream too w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE

Stripped away

♥www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cp-Iett7q_M ♥
prod/mix/mastered: @twdutchman
bandcamp download - https://velvetqueen.bandcamp.com/track/will-i-ever-care

[lyrics]
i think my feelings are gone forever
i don't think i’ll ever get it together
i don’t even miss you anymore
i can’t find anything worth living for
i can’t remember if i ever cared
i can’t remember will i ever care
will i ever care
can i even care 
break me, break me outta here
take away all of my fears
show me, make it fuckin clear
tell me, tell me why I’m here
will i ever even care 
can i ever even care
will i ever even care
take away my fears

Will I Ever Care (prod. The Wild Dutchman)

@lilhappylilsad @teenpregnancy

lil happy lil sad:

imma break down soon
in the same old room
that i always do
i feel so alone 

make some beats and smoke
pray i make it soon
pray they buy my shit
cause im so damn broke

girl im so damn cold
i might freeze to death
rollin up some dope
smoking trees for stress

fuck the life i had
i dont want it back
fuck the friends i had
they just made me sad

now its me and her
bout to fuck the world
we dont need no help
we came up from dirt

i still hate myself
thats a side of me
wanna kill myself
and ive tried im weak

mom would drive me in
everytime i did
i would ask to leave
and theyd give me pills

that shit on repeat
every other week
they would numb me down
till i couldnt speak

teen pregnancy:

lay me down
i dont wanna die
i cant sleep alone
need u here tonight

you were everything
you were my god damn life
now its all fucked up
and i wont sleep tonight

i was snorting pills
you were up all night
i swear i couldnt feel
i was so damn high

liquor in my blood
you were all i want
i gave you everything
i feel so unloved

you finally got exactly what you want
you were off getting fucked and i was so fucked up
fuck the wedding ring fuck this life i lead
got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

i dont wanna live
tried to kill myself
girl ill numb you too
take your life as well

i wanna watch you bleed
she gets numb for me
lets kill ourselves
so i can sleep

lil numb w/ Teen Pregnancy (prod. lilhappylilsad)

Artwork: Doug Keating
Ft/Prod/Mix/Master: @deviantraps
Ambient sample: Shtev
_____________________________
LYRICS

[HOOK]x2
Tonight
We're in the lost and found
We're sinking til we drown
And no one knows what you're about
Now was it really worth it?

[DEVIANT]
I'm just tryna hide out
Don't wanna be seen
I'm just tryna fly south
Spread these aching wings
Fuck it Ima slide out
Kick it with my brothers at the hideout
Fuck the in between
We all know it's ride or die now

Poison in my veins
I'll beat it hands down
Spit it in your face
Don't need a fuckin handout
Tryna pave the way
Yeah that's the plan now
Fuckin with the dream then its man down, man down

I don't need your help
I'm doing just fine
Snakes in the grass
Tryna take what's mine
Baku in the mist
Devouring my dreams
Fuck you and your clique, bitch
it's Lucid what I bleed

I don't need your help
I'm doing just fine
Snakes in the grass
Tryna take what's mine
Baku in the mist
Devouring my dreams
Fuck you and your clique, bitch
it's Lucid what I bleed

[HOOK]x2
Tonight
We're in the lost and found
We're sinking til we drown
And no one knows what you're about
Now was it really worth it?

[SLEEPYBOY HOMELESS]
I don't want a pass 
I don't need your fucking blessing
Keep it to yourself bitch
Ima keep em guessing 
Ima take a shot even if it fucking kills me 
Never been a cool kid never fucking will be 

Go ahead and judge me 
See how far it gets you 
I know you're a lame, I ain't even fucking met you
I know you're in pain, see us shining and it scares you 
Do it for the thrill, say you wanna, bitch I dare you 

Ima go insane from the shit I have to go through 
Poison in my brain, let me show you what this blow do 
You can keep the fame, I be smoking on that produce
Life's a fucking game, bitch I thought I fucking told you. 

Soon they're gunna wish that they didn't second guess me 
Ima blow a kiss to the ones who used to press me 
Sleepyboy and Devi gunna show em who the best be
That's the LUCID clique they'll be fucking with us heavy

[HOOK]x2
Tonight
We're in the lost and found
We're sinking til we drown
And no one knows what you're about
Now was it really worth it?

baku in the mist ft. DEVIANT (Prod. DEVIANT)

Artwork: Doug Keating
Ft: @slen_lb
Mix/Master: @deviantraps
Prod: @krowex
_____________________________
LYRICS
[HOOK][SLEEPYBOY HOMELESS]
My life styles been getting the best of me 
But I just can't leave it alone 
I tried but now it's getting the rest of me 
Another night 
Maybe another life 
I'll come back home

[SLEN]
Take back every word you said to me
Can't sleep, can't eat, can't even breathe
Remembering how it all fell apart
Another chance, let's go back to the start
It's too late, can't wait, we were meant to be
You made a promise that you'd never leave
Leave me here to drown in my blood
Sippin on this liquor with a blunt on my tongue

Will you bleed for me?
I bled for you
You never bled for me
I still bleed for you

[HOOK][SLEEPYBOY HOMELESS]
My life styles been getting the best of me 
But I just can't leave it alone 
I tried but now it's getting the rest of me 
Another night 
Maybe another life 
I'll come back home

[SLEN]
Bleed(x4)

bleed 4 u ft. sℒen (Prod. mlody yerba)

produced by @produnown
mixed by @iofmusic

[lyrics]

i don’t mind that you,
won’t get out of bed,
please don’t cry,
when i die, when I’m dead,
and i still try ,
erasing thoughts in my head,
but all i find is,
that I’m so fucking useless,
cigarette ash falls to the carpet,
blood stains in the sink of your apartment,
yeah you stole my heart,
and you swallowed it whole,
i guess ill love you while I’m young ,
because i won’t grow old,
i want to see your face as i fall asleep,
place your hand upon my chest while laying next to me,
I’m gonna break your heart but you knew this,
and i can’t do shit because I’m useless,
i see it when i look in your eyes,
I’m just gonna waste your time,
i see it when i look in your eyes,
I’m just gonna waste your time,

FREE DOWNLOAD

Useless - (prod. unown)

thanks so much to everyone for the love and support through making this. more coming soon. shout out to Brody for the beats, Andy for the heat, and Arlaina for the cover art.

180 degrees (prod. brody)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

Written & Performed by: @itsyungvan x @kaiyko
Mix & Master: @QAWIKAMRI
Production: @Xtravulous
Cover art: @itsyungvan x @GQHargis

Lyrics-

(Intro)

Yung van-

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

Kaiyko-

It's so hard to imagine it
both of us hand in hand hanging by a thread
And I dont wanna go home 
cuz im scared of the thoughts that come crawling when im all alone 
but everything leads back to you 
Why can't I unravel the truth? 
Can we just go back to the beginning 
Give me a reason why I can't leave things off like this 

I'm sorry I just seem to over complicate things
No I don't wanna let it die like this
Something beautiful is fading into the mist x2

Yung van x Kaiyko-

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

(outro)

Ashes and Chandeliers

OUT ON SPOTIFY NOW!!!!

ashes and chandeliers w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Xtravulous)

IDontWannaWakeUp

i'll be ok this time

yeah, our loves lost, but surely I can find it

BITCH I FEEL LIKE EMO SHAGGY (prod.CapsCtrl)

Imma go and leave the house again i got my backbone
Watch the ground shatter glass when i walk up on
People only call me when there something always wrong
I see distant memories creepin when i pass by
Hope its the last time
Stay connected like its land line
Watch my footing cause im surrounded by land mines
Never gonna trip cause im allways on stand by
I got ice up on my wrist you know this shit took time

Pills in my system only reason I would fall
Error in my coding so i always reinstall
They always try to stop me but im breaking threw these walls
Still hopin for that call

every night
baby i used to see u bout like every night
now im like
are we alright
damn
i just hold my head and dig my feet into the sand
man i miss my home land
u look like an angel in this candle light ya
the news had said that storm out west been heading over here
we sit in front this fire waiting for it to appear
while my eyes roll back into me as shes thumbing thru my hair
exhausting all my energy into the summer air
i swear i had this in me way before i was aware
sheath this field when im in public cause i hate when people stare
this aura seeping out of me whenever im feeling scared
black clovers
covering my books
im tainted
i levelled before i was ready now its rage i shoulda waited
rippin thru my mind i separate from what i hated
i live in constant fear of my projection in my basement

Everyday thinkful to god that i made it 22 
I be mixin all my pills and with my liquor to
She be fuckin good im keepin all the answers inside the coop
She tell me that’s she wasted i tell her im am to
Markings on her body 
She levitate the room
In my mind i tell her that ill see her soon
I be writing scriptures in these pages
Witth you know i keep it weighted 
Hated
Only show me love when your jaded
New beginnings but im feeling outdated 
Comin home to see nobody waited
Oblivious is stated

Standby ft sewerperson (Prod. APT.102)

Im Bad For You

imbadforyou

[+] used to hold your hand while you're coming down..
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @l1lbiscuit *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVr0Jf26AFk

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
Baby I could hate you,
But I think I could love you just the same
Holdup, wait a minute, lemme switch my lane
I just gotta get me a Range
I just need some bands in the back of the safe
I got nothing else to say
They was sleeping on me
Now I feel like they awake
Shawty got a lil taste
Now she think she love me, I can see it in her face
Baby I'ma get them bands and I'll spend on you
That's just what I do, I don't know if I'ma lose
I just gotta tell you when I'm thinking of you...
Cuz I'm thinking of your heart beating on mine
I don't even know if this feels right
I just gotta know where it leads right, where it leads right?

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now
So what do you want from me?
I could sit here all day you won't talk to me
Even if I was dying, you wouldn't stop for me
I've been making racks, its not enough for you
You keep wanting more even when all my bands are blue
Caution, stop with all that fuck shit
Cameras flashing the lights off when I walk into the function
Razor round my necklace I'm bound to get reckless
Seejay in the back while I scratch off my checklist
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now

Coming Down

+ stream on SPOTIFY

coming down (feat. skele) *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

new music every two weeks

I wouldn’t be here without you all 💙

ashes and chandeliers w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Xtravulous)

yung van

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