this song will forever slap and b in my heart <3

why at this part is so relatable 😭😭

this is one of my favourite song 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

celebrate with the lost ones each and every day it don't gotta hurt

kaiyko

A sad song about a sad girl. Prod by  https://soundcloud.com/orionnotitle
:::ＬＹＲＩＣＳ:::
She's sinking down the oceans, she's choking on emotions...
She feels herself sinking, getting deeper, shes holding onto her breath,
just falling to her own death, she feels herself sinking,getting deeper deeper. 
She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

She's used to livin like this, livin in an endless abyss,
Take a pill just to make herself better, stuck under the waves
she's the girl that no one will miss.
Cut the air and let it go, gotta breathe underwater and take it slow
Say goodbye to your friends they never cared about you so...
CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.
Take me underwater with you, I swear that all your dreams will come true
I'll take you to the shore again, even when I think 
that the ocean is your only friend....

CHORUS: Don't feel bad, the girl who lives underwater
She don't got a problem, she goes with the flow and she knows
that she just gotta let this go...
Through every wave, after wave she just keeps going on
Through every tear, every tear she just keeps growing up
Barely breathing but, shes got a smile on her face and she knows
that when she leaves, she won't ever leave a trace.




https://kaiyko.bandcamp.com/album/reminiscing-girl-ep

TheGirlWhoLivesUnderwater [Prod.Orion]

ft. https://soundcloud.com/kaiyko prod https://soundcloud.com/kryptik_official

It's Cold Out, So Baby Take My Coat ft. Kaiyko (prod. Kryptik)

BURNT DIARY (FEAT. LIL PEEP & KAIYKO) [PROD. OMENXIII]

it still hurts, forgetting you

featuring my friend @ihateshinigami

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

lyrics: https://genius.com/thebreathingbackwards-too-long-lyrics

blackheartemoji

spotify

too long (ft. shinigami)

⚰️

Spotify • https://open.spotify.com/track/1gKuDaXI4tMM0ARlCR1y7y?si=G8govNrsRyydmOulr2gL1A

Apple • https://music.apple.com/us/album/shallow-grave-feat-rinnegone-guccihighwaters/1439826577?i=1439826667

Shallow Grave (Feat. Rinnegone & guccihighwaters) [Prod. 4evr]

w/ @kaiyko
download album-- https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/we-disappear
_______________________________________________
(tidecruz)
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last
i'm running out of time
so leave me with my thoughts
not because i asked
cause it's really what you want
it feels so cold
watch you fade away
its like this everyday
all my feelings are the same
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last
everything's alright (4x)

it feels so cold
watch you fade away
its like this everyday
all my feelings are the same
when im with you i am lost
without you i am dead
i just want these feelings out my fucking head
so leave with my thoughts
leave cause you want
not because i asked cause it's really what you want
so leave with my thoughts
leave cause you want
not because i asked cause it's really what you want

i just need to be alone
i just to stay at home
i cannot pick up the phone
i just need to live alone
i just need to die alone
i just need to cry alone
everythings alright when im alone

everythings alright (4x both)

(kaiyko)
i try to keep my cool when i am with you, leaving scars all on ur heart
is the last thing i wanna do,
you can pull the tigger if you need that
should've thought about it twice before saying you have my back
and now im taking the fall like nothing else mattered before and oh
I loved it before when I could walk out the door without all this weight on my chest
its getting so heavy, do you know what you mean to me?
You're putting it all on me, oh wont you see?
And i know its not right when i say things r fine, yea look me in the eyes
can you tell that i lie? I know its not right when i waste all this time
But I know the fault is only mine..

(tidecruz)
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last
i'm running out of time
so leave me with my thoughts
not because i asked
cause it's really what you want
it feels so cold
watch you fade away
its like this everyday
all my feelings are the same
when the sky snows ash
tell me will it last
when we try and try again
but it never seems to last

(kaiyko)
And i know its not right when i say things r fine, yea look me in the eyes
can you tell that i lie? I know its not right when i waste all this time
But I know the fault is only mine..

ashes (feat. kaiyko)

listen on Spotify

ashes w/ kaiyko

taking naps i cant even afford

with some beautiful guitar work by my friend @the-gnarly-neighbors

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AmBDiyk9YO8
lyrics: https://genius.com/Thebreathingbackwards-morning-light-w-the-gnarly-neighbors-lyrics

morning light (w/ the gnarly neighbors)

Produced by https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
mixed/mastered by https://soundcloud.com/demxntia
Lyrics:
I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

I'm standing on my own but is it ok if I hold my chances?
Tell me what's temporary and what stays permanent.
Temporary, permanent we keep on shifting surfaces
So who you tryna fool right now?
If you're not stayin' just leave right now
Can't feel you now, Losing my grip now I'm fading out
Couldn't hear my voice even if I shout
Tell me what's next for us baby
You hear it in my voice, Can you erase me?

I feel washed up again on the shore...
Said I wouldn't stray closer to the water
But you keep pushin' me further in
Baby I've never really felt this sure
But it feels I'll wait for you forever
If I hold on it'll hurt even more

Baby I've been overthinking
See the blood from the thorns on the roses
If I tried could I let you go now
But the memory of you stays permanent...

What Stays Permanent (prod. killedmyself)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7Ak_JNOWA
hosted by sad chill </3

@prodreaper

i cant feel a fucking thing
keep my eyes up to the rain
death is callin out my name
it's not too late to call again
the sky starts fallin on my face
but i'll always pull up to the same old place
marijuana rolled up, hit a gram to the face
said it's never been so good to fucking feel so dead

it could never be the same
put the double barreled to my brain
next to my 40 oz and pack of cigs
i'll paint a picture with the parts that remain

what would you do
if we could go back and maybe change some things?
if only you knew
that i'd do it all again just to get to where i'm at
sometimes ur eyes turn blue
and sunshines look fine without
or anybody that i knew
yeah, weeks go by where i don't think about you

Follow me <3

sometimes ur eyes turn blue (prod. reaper) </3 music video in description </3

Written & Performed by: @itsyungvan x @kaiyko
Mix & Master: @QAWIKAMRI
Production: @Xtravulous
Cover art: @itsyungvan x @GQHargis

Lyrics-

(Intro)

Yung van-

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

Kaiyko-

It's so hard to imagine it
both of us hand in hand hanging by a thread
And I dont wanna go home 
cuz im scared of the thoughts that come crawling when im all alone 
but everything leads back to you 
Why can't I unravel the truth? 
Can we just go back to the beginning 
Give me a reason why I can't leave things off like this 

I'm sorry I just seem to over complicate things
No I don't wanna let it die like this
Something beautiful is fading into the mist x2

Yung van x Kaiyko-

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

I’d sell my soul for you to be here
Hang me down like chandeliers
cut your name, till you appear
Ones we love don’t disappear
Watch me burn and turn to ashes
Let my name become a past tense
sell my soul so you can hear it
Ones we love don’t disappear

(outro)

Ashes and Chandeliers

OUT ON SPOTIFY NOW!!!!

ashes and chandeliers w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Xtravulous)

<3
I heard the words that you said 
They try to play with my head 
Roses all over your bed 
I know I wasn't the best 
I heard the words that you said 
They try to play with my head
Youll wish that I wasn't dead 


cant sleep with the lights off 
cant sleep with the lights off anymore 

Prod - Brady Amour 
Art -Brady Amour




hit up @scottysplash for mixing

I cant sleep with the lights off anymore

produced by loopy

can we start over? [prod. loopy]

give it up (feat. yesterday) [prod. brody]

soundcloud.com/prodreaper


another night i would've wished that you were here 
i'm kinda high but still it never really stick
yeah i used to sit around just reminiscing
but now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference

turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
but i can't look cause everything around me so bright
sometimes 
i just wish i wouldn't be up all night 
and i don't ever really like it going outside

and if you love me why you treat me like you do
you always left me out the loop
and i got nothing left to lose

i ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
with every heart that you collect 
you never really had me fooled
(i kinda knew)

i gotta pack up all my shit 
i'm on the move
i think i need another hit
don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
i got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon

know you wouldn't answer 
if i ever tried to call
blow me off again
i know i'm not the one you want at all

you got me all tied down
now i'm strung up
i always felt that i was up against a lost love
i never said i wouldn't quit you should've saw
i wouldn't put up with your shit
don't you pretend you didn't know

i guess i'm not that right for you
i didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
and i don't ever wanna lie to you
i think i left it where i should've least i tried to
(tried for you)

bury me with several little roses by the words
and write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
i'll have dependency
addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
no i don't think i'll ever end it
got me caught up in a curse

If You Love Me (prod. reaper)

ill be fine (prod. irby)

i'm getting so cold
i think i'm turning blue

ashes and chandeliers w/ Kaiyko (Prod. Xtravulous)

yung van

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