prod. neverfall

lost my mind, i cant seem to find it
lost some time, no i cant rewind it
everybody always telling me
that i should count my blessings

everything is just a memory 
long as i can remember always been the black sheep...
anti-social, might go postal
am i insane? guess its anecdotal...

im sorry if this comes off boastful
or if im unusually vocal
but im hella proud of 
what ive done...
never had any help form anyone...

never had any help...

dadada da da da x5

lost my mind, i cant seem to find it
lost some time, no i cant rewind it
everybody always telling me
that i should count my blessings

everything is just a memory 
long as i can remember always been the black sheep...
anti-social, might go postal
am i insane? guess its anecdotal...

anecdotal [+nevrfall]

i might change things up last minute before i distribute to other platforms so uhhh sorry if you get attuned to how it is rn

Lyrics:

and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 

i tend to make things worse
i liked the way things were
to this day 
i still think 
we could have talked things out
i feel my voice get hoarse
thinking of all the sorts
of the words 
i could use 
to turn the battleground

i been poppin lots of pills since 1880
i'll take you to the ball and formal dance you right my lady
i wish you saw me different
and that still goes for the last four
now i'm stuck here undercover with a vest robe and a lasso

and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 
and i can't see up this horizon
and she wants to cut our ties and
i'm just wishing i could go right back to the way things were 

and i think i think too much
and even though it's getting tough
to sort my thoughts on this horizon
i think i want someone else now
i need the truth now
more than ever  
i need a new found love
and i think i think too much
and even though it's getting tough
to sort my thoughts on this horizon
i think i want someone else now
i need the truth now
more than ever  
i need a new found love

8 months can be forgotten in 8 minutes (canyouseetheghost)

shout out to Carter Metro for the beat,  Julia Alexa for the beat vocals

Lyrics

ponder on my pains and which to consider worse
the pain you gave to me or the pain i inflicted first
feelings like a burden to those that i love the most
these demons got an airtight grip round my throat

i cant seem to ease my pain
every fucking day plays out the exact same 
i wake up, breathe air and leave my place
i get home, i starve myself and i fade away

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

I think im outta luck, when it comes to life
i make the same mistakes almost every night
i dont wanna fight this feeling no more
suicidal tendancies knock at my door
and i swear im this close, to just letting them in
i find solace in death, its so calm in the end
finally find some peace from within
some peace from within

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and

i dont care if
you break my heart
cause ive been hurting from the start
x2

im so alone but
you make me feel
all the things i want
and im so broken
but you make me feel
moments that give me hope and...

burden (cxrter)

Walk Away with the Rain is a soulful and cinematic journey through love, loss, and renewal.
Blending Soul, Blues, and Ambient Trip-Hop, the album feels like standing beneath a storm — letting the rain wash away pain, guilt, and memories once too heavy to carry.

Each song unfolds like a confession whispered in the dark:
💔 “Walk Away with the Rain” — A cathartic goodbye; love turned to quiet release beneath the sound of falling rain.
⏳ “The Turning Clock” — A meditation on time, aging, and the quiet acceptance of change.
🌊 “Eternal Current” — A dreamlike love song about devotion that flows endlessly like the sea.
✨ “Don’t Forget” — A promise between souls beneath the northern lights — where love and memory never fade.
🌌 “Cosmic Promise” — A haunting reflection on parental love, control, and learning to let go.

With lush organs, cinematic guitars, and deep emotional storytelling, Walk Away with the Rain is both intimate and universal — an elegy for the past and a hymn for healing.

🎧 For those who love atmospheric blues, trip-hop soul, and the poetry of letting go.

✨ Genres: Soul, Blues, Trip-Hop, Cinematic Ambient
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Recluse

guitar beautifully done by Cam Quinn
@cam-quinn98
check out the original song i sampled, he's a great artist
https://soundcloud.com/cam-quinn98/writing?in=cam-quinn98/sets/recordings

Glover

@deadtreesnolongerbreathe
@yungcold
@mayalanet

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i left you in the dark, i'm sorry w/ Maya Lanet (Prod. DeadForest & YungCold)

https://open.spotify.com/album/6yfZtqAhPHfp0GhCiaCs0N?si=JXYVOk50Q9OlaBk0h1OKpw

ups to @user-385932876 for participating in the creation of the beat
LYRICS:
(intro)
HOOK

We could lie here til the sunrise
Forget my fears for one night
cuz now i'm alright
now i'm alright

I can see the doubt in your eyes
But seein you smile in the moonlight
and you don't know why
cuz i ain't your type


VERSE


(i dont need you to crush on me
i want the love you got from me)


you keep sayin you're over it
but do you need my company
ill let go, just ask for it
but i wont leave before you admit

you lift me up before i fall
easily stuck within these walls
I cant really tell you if im good enough
but baby grab my hand and we could try our luck

HOOK

We could lie here til the sunrise
Forget my fears for one night
cuz now i'm alright
now i'm alright

I can see the doubt in your eyes
But seein you smile in the moonlight
and you don't know why
cuz i ain't your type

BRIDGE

Sometimes my mind's not right
my thoughts they are going wild

I isolate myself from you
but i want you to know, thats whyyyy


HOOK

We could lie here til the sunrise
Forget my fears for one night
cuz now i'm alright
now i'm alright

I can see the doubt in your eyes
But seein you smile in the moonlight
and you don't know why
cuz i ain't your type

(outro)

ups to @user-385932876 for participating in the creation of the beat. <3

i'm alright (SPOTIFY IN DESC)

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lucid dreaming

guccihighwaters - lucid dreaming

reupload lol

@scottysplash

you dont wanna change
baby neither do i
said its water down the drain
thas a god damn lie!
yeah we're one in the same
bby let me die
when the love turns to pain
bby let it die

aint a thing changed
bitch im still some str8 trash but
pockets gettin fat
while these hoes gettin badder B)
like how im eatin cake
but my dick the main platter??????
wrap her legs around my waste
yeah she love my blood splatter
all u do is talk
but i aint about the chatter
all my ex's lame
i been out here gettin radder B)
nah we aint the same
you can tell i do it better
cuttin up my veins 
bleedin thru my gucci sweater

Follow me <3

gucci sweater (prod. scotty splash)

Prod: https://soundcloud.com/metlast
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Sublime (feat. Ekeon)

new music every two weeks

I wouldn’t be here without you all 💙

i left you in the dark, i'm sorry w/ Maya Lanet (Prod. DeadForest & YungCold)

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