9tails - any better  (slowed + reverb) (without feature + extended)

Longing so intensely for you; every moment apart stretches painfully, and all I want is to feel your presence close again.


Hours Feel Like Days

I don't need no flashy chains these are all i need. 

Unbroken Links

@deadtreesnolongerbreathe
@yungcold
@mayalanet

FOLLOW MAYA

i left you in the dark, i'm sorry w/ Maya Lanet (Prod. DeadForest & YungCold)

Saucer Full of Secrets (INTRO) (prod. still)

Mix & Master: @itsyungvan
Production: @harvest
Lyrics are down below

I just want to say thank you all for helping me through 2017, it was a very tough year for me and i finally feel strong on my own, and it is all because of you all, listening to my feelings and thoughts! This song is about suicide and it's impact on the people who loved, i didn't want to release this song because i don't know how people will respond but it's a new year and i wanted to let you all here it! i love you all so much, thank you for everything <3

here is the national suicide prevention hotline 1-800-273-8255

Lyrics-

"i don't know what to say,
Life's not the same since you're gone,
i miss you so much,
i don't think i can live without you"

"I never made it in time"
Left you alone at the end of it all
You didn't commit any crimes
But you held the guilt until you let it fall
Deep in the back of your mind
You felt in itch but you pushed it away
Never felt like you belong
I wish you'd told me how you felt that day
you took your life, in your hands
You'd thought the world would rather have you dead
But I lost one of my friends 
I wasn't there for you in the end

i never made it in  time
crashing and falling with you at the end
i never made it in time
i can't believe that i lost you my friend
i never made it in time
crashing and falling until the end
i never made it in time
i can't believe that i lost you my friend

Spotify <3

i never made it in time (Prod. Harvest)

where i'm headed

is this the best of me?

prod. @m-i-s-e-r-y
written by @lightninglogan
@madebythemonster

samples from The Haunting of Hill House

the rest is confetti

Kid Cudi But Its HKFiftyOne

@sinxi
I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low

You say you did this by yourself, oh no you didn’t
I got more problems in my head I will admit it
Everyone says that they loved me, no they didn’t
Back when I was nobody they didn’t want my digits
Oh no you didn't
Oh no you didn't 
Oh no you didn't 
Oh no you didn't 
You've been working hard
I've been working on my scars

I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low

You bring me too much pain
I don't even wanna see your face
Every time I'm in a different place
I'm afraid of everything you say
No way, I've been feeling great
You've got me in my mind but I'll push away pain
Hey, you've been out my way
You pop up in my mind so we fall back into place
When we fall back into place you let me down
I never wanna see your face around
That’s why you never see me out my house
You’re the reason that I’m trapped I can’t get out
You've been working hard
I've been working on my scars

I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low
I wish I never fucking met you
I wish I never fucking called you
I wish I never said hello
Cause know I'm feeling fucking low

Past the Stars

Oh No You Didn't (Prod. Sinxi)

OTHER PLATFORMS

new music every two weeks

I wouldn’t be here without you all 💙

i left you in the dark, i'm sorry w/ Maya Lanet (Prod. DeadForest & YungCold)

yung van