richie souf

ft: @barrenwaste
prod: @anobodyreally x @cpt_sad

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat

getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont care im just anxious
we got some plans to be famous
i dont know if i can take this
money good, but the paper faceless
im so useless, didnt choose this
feeling clueless, send me cute pics
like you used to
got a new life
that im getting used to
drunk in my room
like im Free Throw
in the back row
with my hopes up
and my head down low
man im stressed out
getting aquainted with all of my thoughts
hoping ill turn out to be who im not
grabbing a knife just to cut out the coms
my heart in the fridge where i ice out my head
my brain is a mess, id be better off dead
cant fight up the courge to end my own life
but find out the futures got reasons to live
i cannot go, but i wanna bail
burried in woes, to sorrow i hail
i drink from the veil just to swallow my tongue
maybe ill join up the 27 club

where the fuck are my friends at?
dont bother hitting me up, im busy anyway
where the fuck is my girl at?
100 miles away exploring every frat
getting dubbed like its payback
for all the fucked up shit
that i cant even admit
i dont know if i can take this
all my life ive been faceless

yeah i did some things
i don’t want to say
same as for you
so it goes both ways
don’t need this high horse 
you rode on in
its been too fucking long
since you sang the same old song
to try to get my sing along
but don’t you ever try again
im sick of all this patience
that I’ve been always fading
and try to get back
but its never helping that
i can’t understand the relations
between you and i
theres nothing left
but there always something else
that I’m wondering 
why do you always come back
to try to get me in
inside my own head
to try to trick myself
to think i love you again
it always works somehow
until i realize 
its nothing that i want now
its nothing that i need
but you always try to 
convince me

Follow me <3

faceless (ft. barren) [prod. ʎpoqou x yesterday]

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//ごめんなさい//

@tothegood

lacuna

follow tothegood

blue (prod. tothegood)

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

[produced by kenny x ninetyseven]

always love studio days with @gyzalofi , go show him love!! i'm hoping to put this on spotify very soon.

spotify

up for days (feat. ninetyseven)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

Written & Performed by: @itsyungvan
Mix: @lilsadeyes
Master: @lilsadeyes
Production: @tothegood
Cover art: @itsyungvan x @lilsadeyes x @guardinmusic

I really hope you all enjoy this song! It means a lot to me personally and i hope you can all connect to it! I love you all deeply thank you <3

Lyrics-

When I first met you I had nothing
You took it all away
I’m left alone with only one thing
These memories of pain
You took control of all my loving
Made me feel ashamed
For ever hoping I had something
I’m screaming out your name
When I first met you I had nothing
You took it all away
I’m left alone with only one thing
These memories of pain
You took control of all my loving
Made me feel ashamed
For ever hoping I had something
I’m screaming out your name

I can’t feel a thing
Till I see you and I’m taken back
Frozen in my shoes
I can’t move laying on my back
What am I to do?
I can’t prove anything to you
Bloody nosed and bruised
I’m hopeless like you

I’m good at hiding what I want
Protecting secrets at a cost
You’ve made me something I am not 
No one can know what I have lost

By myself again
Alone without a friend
By myself again
Alone without a friend

When I first met you I had nothing
You took it all away
I’m left alone with only one thing
These memories of pain
You took control of all my loving
Made me feel ashamed
For ever hoping I had something
I’m screaming out your name

Your name
Your name
I’m screaming out your name
Your name
Your name
Maybe I’m to blame
To blame
To blame
I’m screaming out your name

Screaming Out Your Name (Prod. Tothegood)

i had a lot of fun covering one of my favorite songs by @youngburial , hes crazy talented and a brilliant writer. i hope everyones having a great day, and expect another song this week!!

Tuning: D A D F# A E

fats'e 💙

i'd prefer an unmarked grave (fats'e cover)

my attempt at self-defense

featuring my friend @guccihighwaters

blackheartemoji
an album from @prodbybrody and thebreathingbackwards

blackheartemoji

fucking up (ft. guccihighwaters)

this track is pretty different for me, i hope you guys like it. 💙 

big shoutout to Sunny Hughes for killing the art!! make sure to go show her some love!! 💙
https://www.instagram.com/sunny.hues/?hl=en
https://twitter.com/SunnyHues

lyrics:

I don't wanna let go but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate

on the ways
I can keep myself out of an early Grave
x2

I cannot wait

cause I'm losing my hope
losing control
feel like I'm losing everyone I keep close

I walk down this road but I do it alone
summer or winter I'm still gon feel cold

I know things have changed but I can't let it go 
glad that I'm hopeful, it's great
but the distance it grows

introspection got me mixing messages
like I used to mix the pills with the dro I'm

confusing
elusive
out of my mind half the time

way too lit
not lucid
lost where no one else could find

I been on autopilot
I can't watch my life pass me by

but I don't wanna leave my vices behind
and let go

but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate
on the ways

I can keep myself out of an early Grave
cause as of lately

I been lost in
my mind like a pit
that I can't help but fall in
I

feel way to toxic
I hold it inside
cause it's only my fault
and I 

I feel exhausted
I'm falling apart
while my loved ones are watching
knowing they can't stop it

good intentions are empty
when they're disregarded 

I need to find new ways to cope

past reaping the profits off wounds that I sewed up

cause inside I still feel alone
my heart is a home with the windows and doors shut

and I still feel so much damn love
I know that I don't have to do this on my own
but 

I'm still getting lost in the drugs
lost in the lust

I don't wanna let go but I'm feeling like I have to
hit me on my phone, swear you're always in a bad mood

I just need some space
I just need to concentrate

on the ways
I can keep myself out of an early Grave
x2

I don't wanna let go

[+] i don't want whatever i want.
* prod by @raspobeats *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse: 1]
woah, we was watchin' Coraline,
smoking on some gas that had me borderline,
borderline, dead
i think i feel more alive, when
i'm with you
say that you feelin me too
i got the baddest, the baddest of two
i feel the weight in my chest when you move
baby i'm yours i got nothing to lose, no

[chorus:]
and we goin' fall apart everytime
look up at the stars in the sky
i'm still wishin you were mine, babe
i just wanna get you high, ay

[bridge:]
cigarillo smoke in my whip
i got the baddest lil bitch
she tug my heart strings
but she tug my heart strings

[verse: 2]
baby i can tell you what you want to hear
grabbin' on my pants,
then we outta here, outta here, ay
like god damn, you so fine
make you cum ten times
but then you won't leave my,
place, and thats okay
we just getting high baby
life seem straight
for a couple of kids on the benches
tell me the truth lil girl i feel the tension

[verse: 3]
baby girl i can tell that you had it,
left me here so god damn tragically
i see through your bones and
through your teeth
she think i'm a legend, i'm a G
muh fuckin' see
jay, keep her on leash, ay
but only when we fuckin.

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new music every two weeks

I wouldn’t be here without you all 💙

Screaming Out Your Name (Prod. Tothegood)

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