notthesame.m4a

just a day

i really dont have the time

produced by @killedmyself

and i guess thats alright

track 1: lay low ft yung sherff (prod.domyno)
Track 2: till im old (prod.killedmyself)
Track 3: stuck in a hole in the cracks (prod.killedmyself
Track 4: Pick me up (prod.killedmyself)
Track 5: SLEEPTILLDEATH & SHINXBI- FIGURE IT OUT
Track 6 : tempts- against the wind (prod.killedmyself)
Track 7 : dissapear (prod.killedmyself)
Track 8: fireflies COVER (fwm) Prod.hitmasters
Track 9: MY LAST BREATH (prod.killedmyself)

WHERE DO I GO NEXT  (FULL ALBUM)

Lyrics.

[gothurted]
I shouldn't trust you
I wish I could be dead
You made me feel so bad
again x6

I gave you my world
you gave me your fake words
I tried to make you smile 
You gave me a thousand cries
And now I'm done x3 
'Cause

I shouldn't trust you
I wish I could be dead
You made me feel so bad
again x6

[YVNG AX$TN]
You never let me know when you’re feeling down
Swear I’ll never know cause you’re not around
You left me in the background lately
Don’t act like it's your fault cause I’m the one that’s crazy
Let me know how you’re feeling
I’ve been talking too much
My mind’s been going
Lungs fucked up from the drugs I'm taking
The last time we talked was the first time you met me
And I know what you’re thinking
Same shit every fuckin weekend
You got my name on your wrist thinking that I'd never fuckin know
Know that you don’t wanna be here but I don't fuckin care
Swear if you wanna spend some time with me 
be right here cause I gotta go soon

[gothurted & YVNG AX$TN]
I shouldn't trust you
I wish I could be dead
You made me feel so bad
again x6

again ft. YVNG AX$TN [prod. Born Hero]

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & @demxntia
Instrumental: @trechorboy
Mix&Master: @trechorboy

Lyrics-

Intro- 
"That's a famous jungle demon, that tears living animals to shreds, and then feeds upon them. 
yung van-

No, you can't leave me again
Can you feel my suffering?
Screaming names into the wind
holding onto what has been

Done, alone in a dark room
alone and without you
I've broken my innocence
with no one to turn to
I thought I could trust you
I thought I could
but where are you going?

No, you can't leave me again
Can you feel my suffering?
Screaming names into the wind
holding onto what has been

Demxntia-

I got my head on my desk I'm a mess again
no matter how much I regret it's pointless in the end
I don't think that I could ever fully make amends
for everything I ever done in the time we spent
now every song I hear's all in minor
but nothing will be the same
and the longer that I'm alive
the more I'll drive myself insane

no you can't leave me again

Blackwater

What Has Been

What Has Been ft. Demxntia (Prod. Trechor Boy)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan
Instrumental: @hkfiftyone2
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody & @itshuskai

Lyrics-
Chorus -

I don’t wanna know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close
I know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close

Verse -

I really should have known, I was all alone
I can’t trust a soul, even way back home 
Everybody talks, but they don’t listen
Maybe they will hear when the blood on your arm is glistening
Open me up and dissect me
Don’t just use me to have sex pls
I’m not a project, don’t help me 
The therapy sessions aren’t helping 
You told me that you need me, oh no you don’t
When you're talking to me, please get off your phone
Now you know what’s in my head, you think I need help 
You’re gonna leave me like everyone else

Chorus -

I don’t wanna know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close
I know what you’ve been through
I don’t wanna go there
I don’t wanna get too close
Now you gon’ become a ghost
You’ve gone invisible
I guess that we got too close

outro-

I don’t wanna get out of bed
You haven’t replied since I said
“I think I really care about you”
I’m just hoping you’re not dead x3

Too Close

Too Close (Prod. HKFiftyOne)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & cloudhighcomeup
Instrumental: @cloudhighcomeup
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody & @cloudhighcomeup

Lyrics
yung van-
(Verse)

Waking up at dawn
Just to say goodnight 
To my closest friends
That I hold dear and tight
They sleep on my bed
Remember what they said 
Once you’re out on your own
You’re gonna wish for death

(Pre chorus)

You try to wash away
Everything they say
You said you’d let them in
But then you closed again 
I know just how you feel
Cause I’ve felt it before
You opened up one door
Then had to close four more

(Chorus)

You won’t let em in
You won’t let em in 
You tried your best again
but you won’t let em in 
You won’t let em In
You won’t let em in 
They want to be your friend
But you won’t let em in

cloudhighcomeup-
(Verse)

You won't let em in, let's see what's on your mind
Like am I worth it, am I good enough
I ask it all the time
you just wanna be a friend, well I shouldn't be so blind
I can't see inside your head, but I know you can see in mine

yung van- 
(Pre chorus)

You try to wash away
Everything they say
You said you’d let them in
But then you closed again 
I know just how you feel
Cause I’ve felt it before
You opened up one door
Then had to close four more

yung van x cloudhighcomeup- 
(Chorus)

You won’t let em in
You won’t let em in 
You tried your best again
but you won’t let em in 
You won’t let em In
You won’t let em in 
They want to be your friend
But you won’t let em in
You won’t let em in
You won’t let em in 
You tried your best again
but you won’t let em in 
You won’t let em In
You won’t let em in 
They want to be your friend
But you won’t let em in

Barricade of the Heart

Barricade of the Heart Ft. cloudhighcomeup (Prod. cloudhighcomeup)

Vocals and lyrics: @itsyungvan & AUD
Instrumental: @colcaine
Mix&Master:  @prodbybrody

Lyrics- 
yung van-

(Chorus) 
I know you and I know that's a ghost
whenever I'm with you I don't feel like you're close
I can't feel a thing and I know you can't too
The only difference is, I know that I love you

yung van & AUD -
I'll be coming back
Just don't go telling dad

yung van-
It's 3 a.m.
wondering where you've gone again
you're calling in
letting me know you're with your friends

(Chorus) 
I know you and I know that's a ghost
whenever I'm with you I don't feel like you're close
I can't feel a thing and I know you can't too
The only difference is, I know that I love you

AUD-
I love you please trust me that's a face
but all this hurt and pain I want to blame on dad
I called you drunk last night, I know I sounded sad
but in real emotions, I can't grasp

yung van & AUD -
I'll be coming back
Just don't go telling dad

yung van-
It's 3 a.m.
wondering where you've gone again
you're calling in
letting me know you're with your friends

(Chorus) 
I know you and I know that's a ghost
whenever I'm with you I don't feel like you're close
I can't feel a thing and I know you can't too
The only difference is, I know that I love you

Ghost of You

Ghost of You Ft. AUD (Prod. Colcaine)

https://soundcloud.com/sleepdeprivedgang
https://soundcloud.com/bluexeyesxofficial

https://www.facebook.com/Sleep-Deprived-101051284813487/

Too Close (Prod. HKFiftyOne)

yung van

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