Diary + Pluggnb Vol.5

My favorite Diary-esque music. Some of this ain’t dairy but it fits the vibe so idc.

Storybook

💗 im meeting my girlfriend, this song goes to her. i love you so much, my anna <3 this is for you 💗

(i've been absent a while, hoping to get back into making songs. thank you for the patience) 

got a million different words
i always wanna be your girl
always us against the world
say you're mine!
i never wanna grow apart
i always wanted you from the start

dreaming of you every night
promise that we'll be alright
stay with me a little more
yeah you're the one im looking for
im here girl
promise this is not a dream
come closer
know our love ain't make believe

miss you when you're far away
i want our love to stay this way 
everlasting feelings
they bloom inside my heart
love that we've got this far
holding you in my arms
stay this way forever
just you and i

got a million different words
i always wanna be your girl
always us against the world
say you're mine!
i never wanna grow apart
i always wanted you from the start

dreaming of you every night
promise that we'll be alright
stay with me a little more
yeah you're the one im looking for
im right here girl
i promise you its not a dream
so, baby stay with me 

x2
dreaming of you every night
promise that we'll be alright
stay with me a little more
yeah you're the one im looking for
im here girl
promise this is not a dream
come closer
know our love ain't make believe 💗

promise (atomiclvl + warheart)

coughing blood prod khxali & luvpurp

Produced by: https://soundcloud.com/dimpleb
Mixed by: han2k15, https://soundcloud.com/6web https://soundcloud.com/1altr
Written by: han2k15, https://soundcloud.com/6web https://soundcloud.com/1altr
Mastered by: N/A
Vocals: han2k15, https://soundcloud.com/6web https://soundcloud.com/1altr
Released: N/A

gone4good ft web, altr

gone4good @6web @1altr @dimpleb

Choir Angels w Frendi (Meta)

you took my heart then you go soft 
girl i’m just trying find a way to you 
i’ll get back all the way you 
and i love the things you do
pls never go
cause i be steady missing you 
please never fold 
because i just wanna love you (youuuuu go!)
cause i just wanna love you 
pls never go
cause i be steady missing you 
please never fold 
cause i just wanna love you 
don’t ever 
blood weather 
die together 
we’re forever 
i want you to know 
that you can always lean on me

lean on me (violet)

viyah - bug me (symelz&jkjmetasco)

Stanya9 (kojo Jalen Symelz)

Starlights, Startlgihts
late nights
car rides
i feel like all we do is fight
tell me what youre going through 
i know that i understand you
all we do is throw fits
girl tell me that youre worth it...

doin waht got nun to say
i got nun to say
when you tell me yea leave ts it made me insane
i dont wanna stop everyone tell me to stop
contemplating with a glock
get my robe on and my scythe too
youre times up i just gotta slice you
red eyes..
i just got my sharigan
sorry .... I know that it hurts..
fuck this music shit i swear its a curse
hit me where it hurts
i said fuck my dad too..

sorry babyyea im northside..
i just wanna die im sorry the cocaine i cant feel my eyes..
just give me a  drink i dont need no ice.
tell me this shit striahgt ion need the lies
ion need the lies..
ion got the time
i tell you its alright
everything is not alright.. </3





thelosinghope (marilynworse)

I'm in the ring I gotta win, because I struggle hard when I look in the mirror. I can't stand my reflection, I punched a wall and I saw blood I'm needing help bruh. I cut myself I cut so hard I'm needing help bruh. I’m stitched together, with sorrow and with shame. Each scar a story, each cut links to a name. Since I was 12 shit hasn't been the same, she’s calling me, she called me by my name.

You're being passive aggressive to me, like while u don't even fucking know me. You always try to be bitch and offend me, like how tf would you do that to me. You can't be surprised when I take a distance, when I was like 12 I'd take blades from the kitchen. And then I ended up w wrong friends, ended up w wrong drugs. Bro I was like 17 when someone called my phone up, she was on the train tracks crying. Everyday I think bout giving up and dying, used to get bullied I was scared to go to school: you're tryna baby me yea u look like a fool.

I know we bleed the same blood but that don't me that we're close , I've seen way too fucking much I'm traumatized yea we know. I almost lost my life last year I wanted to go, popped too many pills last year I had to stop that. I was on like 5 drugs bitch I almost died there, will I ever get love? Bro I'm so damaged. Yea these bitches wanna talk bro for my body, but who is gon be here for me when I need somebody? I just want someone to hug me. I just want someone to hold me, I just want someone to tell me I'll be okay.

I know you see me smile too fucking much but I've never been okay... I can't believe I've been betrayed, nothings ever been the same. Yea these friends they come and go, all my friends have gone away. I think I'll stay in my bedroom, and make my music today. Yea my body's full of cuts: I think that I'm out of luck, I think that I'm out of luck, I think that I'm out of luck. 

I don't know who to trust, I'm too paranoid. I don't know who to trust I'm too paranoid. 

I'm in the ring I gotta win, because I struggle hard when I look in the mirror. I can't stand my reflection, I punched a wall and I saw blood I'm needing help bruh. I cut myself I cut so hard I'm needing help bruh. I’m stitched together, with sorrow and with shame. Each scar a story, each cut links to a name. Since I was 12 shit hasn't been the same, she’s calling me, she called me by my name.

mind @ ease @@@@leowoski

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