я не хочу ничего говорить.
-Sad (+aggressive)
-Epileptic 
-Russian alternative rock

not a suicidal-punk

21344657

Wanna die wonder why

gym vibe

IVOXYGEN - Room (nightcore)

Sweet dreams - Left boy, sped up.

mia khalifa - hit or miss (sped up)

transgender by crystal castles

pacify her x jealousy sped up

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

prod. Discent
https://soundcloud.com/discent

Lyrics:

Baby I don't feel alright
And baby if you really wish then I could die
Baby I don't feel alive
Tell my mama don't cry, baby close your eyes

Baby I don't feel alright
And baby if you really wish then I could die
Baby I don't feel alive
Tell my mama don't cry, baby close your eyes

I will be gone before next morning
I can't stand the pain of being lonely
I should have listened to my homies
I was blind, I didn't listen to their warnings

Why would you say that you love me
You do not even fucking know me
Give me your hand, let me hold it
Give me last chance and I won't blow it

Won't blow it
Won't blow it
I'd do anything for you
Just give a chance, I'll prove it

I'm burning
I'm burning
Wanna see my heart in flames
Come take a look, I'll show it

Won't blow it
Won't blow it
I'd do anything for you
Just give a chance, I'll prove it

I'm burning
I'm burning
I'm burning
I'm burning

Baby I don't feel alright
And baby if you really wish then I could die
Baby I don't feel alive
Tell my mama don't cry, baby close your eyes

Baby I don't feel alright
And baby if you really wish then I could die
Baby I don't feel alive
Tell my mama don't cry, baby close your eyes

Burning

prod. brokn
https://soundcloud.com/broknnnn

Lyrics:

I don't think I'll ever be
Someone who I wish to be
Noone really fucks with me
Everyone's my enemy

You've no clue what I have seen
I don't think I'll ever sleep
Home alone and smoking weed
Sippin on that Hennesy

Get the fuck away from me
You don't wanna be with me
You don't even pray for me
You don't even wait for me

But you wanna fuck with me
Fuck me like you're missing me
I don't even wanna live
Shawty I think you should leave



Falling, I'm falling
Down an down again
Calling, I'm calling
But no one is there

Falling, I'm falling
Down an down again
Calling, I'm calling
But no one is there



I don't think I'll ever be
Someone who I wish to be
Noone really fucks with me
Everyone's my enemy

You've no clue what I have seen
I don't think I'll ever sleep
Home alone and smoking weed
Sippin on that Hennesy

I can't take this anymore
Crying on the bathroom floor
Baby I just wanna go
Watch me while I'm dying slow

Cut my chest and rip it wide
Don't be shy just look inside
Meet me on the other side
Meet me on the other side



Falling, I'm falling
Down an down again
Calling, I'm calling
But no one is there

Falling, I'm falling
Down an down again
Calling, I'm calling
But no one is there

Falling

prod. Three AM Fuxk

Lyrics:

Summer is here bitch, I missed it
I missed chillin with my clique
My bros are here, fuck love, it's shit
I don't need no fucking bitch

If you wanna join with me
Come right here, you'll fit right in
I've got so much fucking weed
Today is lit I can feel it

They say they miss you
And that they cant go on
Without you when you die
But treat you like you're dead when you're alive

Isn't life beautiful?
Isn't it nice?
I do not wanna wait
I wanna take my own life

Summer

prod. Three AM Fuxk

Lyrics:

Three AM Fuxk:

Ye I broke my promise girl
Now I'm being honest girl
You are my godess girl
But I'm not the strongest na

I could show you my world
Break the lies
That you have heard
But you must not speak a word

I am so sad
That I made you go mad
I wanted you so bad
So I lost everything that I had

Why do I feel so sad?
Why do I feel so sad?

deeprest:

Why do I feel so sad?
Why do I feel so sad?
The distance sucks but its only a few months
Girl I won't try to stunt

I just wanna fuck inside your bed
Can't get you outside my head
Without you I'd rather just be dead

Girl I wanna hold you
Kiss you on the forehead
Only think of you
Cuz my world view is distorted

Youre my fuckin angel
You're my fucking saving grace
Pick up the knife on table
I think about your smiling face

Put that shit down 
I want to live another day 
I love you 
Not all about reachin third base

Nicotine in bloodstream
Hope this is a bad dream
Why do I feel so sad?
Why do I feel so sad?

Sad (feat. deeprest)

youtube.com/watch?v=QhwlFRjkTOg

lil happy lil sad - let me die

lyrics:
No
No, I'm not okay
What'd you want me to say
I'm never getting better
I feel sicker everyday
No, I'm not okay
There's nothing left to say
No signs of getting better
I feel sicker by the day
I think I've gone insane
Got nothing in my brain
Except a lot of drugs and memories
That bring me pain

There's nothing left to see
There's nothing left of me
Still trying to find a purpose
What the fuck does it all mean

I stare at the clock
I think I saw
A world in which I'm free
I'm nothing
I'm hiding
Inside my brain
Come find me
Remind me
of something
In which I could believe

No
No, I'm not okay
What'd you want me to say
I'm never getting better
I feel sicker everyday
No, I'm not okay
There's nothing left to say
No signs of getting better
I feel sicker by the day
I think I've gone insane
Got nothing in my brain
Except a lot of drugs and memories
That bring me pain

no, i'm not okay

Spotify </3

no, i'm not okay (prod. sketchmyname)

Listen to the full EP:
https://vk.cc/avITIG

Lyrics:
https://genius.com/Goto-eight-what-if-lyrics

Mark

What If

better dead (sadboiev)

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This life is burning up inside
I strive to make my mama proud
Make you feel empty like I am
No drugs, they'll never heal my pain

I'm getting closer to the edge
Its like I'm hanging by myself
My friends won't even come for help
Alone, I'm always by myself
I thought you loved it when i kissed you
You smiled in my face when i said "I'm with you"
You held my hand, I held the pistol
You made me feel worthless and so simple
Woke up the next day, you were gone
I can't show love but life moves on
I read the future in your palm
You'll overdose at 21
Its like my time is running out
I'll end it all without a doubt
The ending shows what I'm about
Put a gun to my brain and blow it out

This life is burning up inside
I strive to make my mama proud
Make you feem empty like I am
No drugs, they'll never heal my pain
This life is burning up inside
I strive to make my mama proud
Make you feem empty like I am
No drugs, they'll never heal my pain

IVOXYGEN - Room (nightcore)

Agathae