sound in solace

@h3artch3rades
@sanableu

wen i wake up y i act surprised
how most dese bitches act
n yea like everytime i see u
i forget how should i act
like tis aint rlly who i am
i push the blame on to the xan
but wen i look into ur eyes
i lose a piece of my reality
the drugs dat i been doing
its been fukkin wit my head
n all the drugs dat i been doing
girl i kno that iss not good 4 me
its blurry like my memories
i wish that we could talk again
tell me whas the point ur tryna make
cuz ion understand

does it even matter in the end
cuz i could never tell
u were never rlly there for me
idc if ur goin down
dey said i been spazzin onna beat
like fukk im goin dumb
kan u tell me whachu want
cuz i kant do tis jus 4 anyone

when its me n you against the world
we could do like anything we wanted to
i seen myself in everything ur goin through
the way i do my shi
the least im finna do is raise the bar
yea i gave tis shi my all
but nothing seems to ever change

wen i wake up y i act surprised
how most dese bitches act
n yea like everytime i see u
i forget how should i act
like tis aint rlly who i am
i push the blame on to the xan
but wen i look into ur eyes
i lose a piece of my reality
all the drugs dat i been doing
its been fukkin wit my head
n all the drugs dat i been doing
girl i kno that iss not good 4 me
its blurry like my memories
i wish that we could talk again
tell me whas the point ur tryna make
cuz ion understand

i dont kno wat im rlly running from it dont go wit a fight
n all we do is yell n fight so could u pls just stop the lie
deep inside my mind idk if i could get out
i dnt wna think abt it girl u kno it hurts sm
i dnt wna wake up i been trying so hard
but whas the point of it all
i think were running out of time
i dnt wna live my life like this
i wish i wsnt like tis
yea its been a long time since the last time dat i saw shi

2ü#Worddd... prod me, h3artch3rades, sana

@pettyheaven @seanpotter @rewind214 @2012gen @handout0 @nazzz333 @gotchigo @rpsu

i quit

goodbye instagram🫰

will still be (a little) active on discord @laideronnette

music wise i am giving myself time to develop my sound more + i have lots of life things going on

love my life and friends

can't thank y'all enough for giving me a small but lovely platform

goodnight and goodbye, (+friends)

june 25'

All Night (ft. koir) [prod. sochi skrena]

early bd

thank u @wannakillyourselfwithme for helping me out with this, love u

@makinstuff @lovebitess @1y6 @gold8kserving @hdmi3 @sparkl3xo @0k1ro

beats made july-august, going back&forth in style. thanks to everyone who worked on this with me

timestamps*contributors/
[0:00] keep throwing
[0:57] lost me +@makinstuff
[2:06] dragonfruit +@lovebitess
[3:07] #iziela anthem
[4:02] tantra +@1y6
[4:54] hook +@gold8kserving
[5:52] tinted black
[6:53] shawty +@hdmi3
[7:51] echo of peace +@sparkl3xo
[8:39] were so back
[9:33] sane +@0k1ro

https://payhip.com/9ao

²⁵july&august clips @webm @0k1ro @qiqiu @1comanati @sparkle @lovebit3ss @silvr4kplate @day1s

https://open.spotify.com/track/63fIupzPPqUSdHV8petDtE?si=1d320d2d039f45e9

@2rel @rhekdens @afterstoryx

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got scars on my face and arms i know
im marked up on every part i show
with all of these bruises broken bones
i need you to tell me if you know

i know i said the wrong things last time
i swear i met ur soul in a past life 
im writing all these words just to pass time
i know i heard ur words for the last time

and i know it hurts to see me here
im moving on again
and for what its worth know i mean these words
even if we play pretend

and i know it hurts to see me here
i wish we'd make amends
and for what its worth know i mean these words
can you help me see again

broken bones @2rel @rhekdens (ON SPOTIFY)

I hope you accomplished all of your goals this year

something inspirational

lucky star

🌌🌅 Purple Dawn – Neon Horizons at First Light

Purple Dawn captures that fleeting moment where night neon dissolves into early morning glow. Shimmering analog leads, warm retro basslines, and steady pulse-driven rhythms create a cinematic sense of motion—like cruising empty streets as the sky slowly shifts from violet to blue. The sound leans nostalgic yet forward-looking, balancing emotional melody with clean, driving energy. ✨🚗

Produced by Nexus, this release blends dreamy textures with classic retro-futurist momentum, evoking sunrise over a cyber-lit city. It’s music built for night drives, introspective moments, and anyone drawn to the romance of synth-soaked horizons. 🌃💜

Purple Dawn

https://linktr.ee/itxmi
disc 1itxmi
@afterstoryx