✱ track 5

~~lyrics~~
(take it out out out
in the bath room room
keep it in your phone case 
keep it close to you
take it out out out
in the bath room room
keep it in your phone case 
keep it close)

i wish i fuckin worked right
i wanna take walks on the westside
without feeling like i might die
static tearing out the night sky
i wish i fuckin worked right
i wanna take walks on the westside
without feeling like i might die
static tearing out the night sky

i don't wanna wake you
i don't wanna bother
i don't wanna fake it
it's obvious i'm not her
caught in my obsessions
or just being honest
i'm a disappointment
say it's not ironic 

i get kinda scared to talk sometimes
feel like i'm faking my whole life
and all the stupid shit that makes me cry
thinking i should let it pass me by
better people wrote all my best lines
and they're out there living their best lives
i'm so caught up tryna make up lies
out of people tryna have a good time

sometimes i wonder if they hear me
i'm quiet but i feel like i'm screaming
see how long i can live without breathing
and if i get it just right i can push those feelings
right down, forget about it
go out, get fucked up, shouting
"i'm alive for now because i found a way to kill myself"

i don't wanna wake you
i don't wanna bother
i don't wanna fake it
it's obvious i'm not her
caught in my obsessions
or just being honest
i'm a disappointment
say it's not ironic 

i get kinda scared to talk sometimes
cause i know i'm taking my own life
why am i always so afraid to die
if it's not even the first time i tried

facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing
facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing
facedown, pavement, i'm not fucking playing
facedown, pavement,

everything✱

idiot

mad about you

mad about you (feat. 8485)

I dont know why the hell you held it in
Why couldnt you have some trust ȁ̸̧̧̦̯͒n̶͎͐̔d̸̢̛̯̠͍̔ ̶͍͐̿̾̕j̷̧͊̊̔̀ǔ̸͇̜̟͛͆̈s̵̮̩̞͗͛t̶͍̾̍̐ ̶͚͋g̵̛̰̱̽͋o̵̠͑̉̈̔ ̷̣͓͖̥͝t̷̜̻̊ͅe̷̢̬̍̅̈͝l̷̙̼͖̽̌͑l̵̺̉͑̒͘ ̵̦͌̈̔m̷̧̤͇͗͛̃ͅẽ̴̲͉̐̃͑?̷̨̫̉͑

🄸🅃🅂 🄰🄻🄻 🄸🄽 🅈🄾🅄🅁 🄷🄴🄰🄳
Snap out of it

Restart...

REBOOT

I just feel so out of it
off the drugs and meth, im sick of it
I need my daily dose of pleasure, dont want to go sinking further
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idk y, I just felt like hopping on this song even tho I know I cant do it justice lmaoo its a cool song tho!

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walk

walk [throwaway]

I walked out of fire to make it out of here
Does it make me a liar to say I'm doing well
Know I prolly suck, huh, in hiding how I feel

Doing what I want now, 'cause I got free will
Know I'm finna roll up, I don't do the pill
Always on the move, huh, I never stay still
This life that I'm living, doesn't even feel real, huh

This work I'm putting in, doesn't make up for my sins
Had to learn from all my L's, know it taught me I could win
I'm a gemini like I'm Ye, girl, do you wanna be my Kim
Know I just left out LA, but they got my show on film
Know I turnt that hoe up quick, had to go and pop my shit
Had to prove my haters wrong, 'cause they always on my dick
Some niggas wanna see me win, some niggas wanna see me quit
Some niggas said I fell off, but they can't say that I missed, haha

I ain't never missed, that ain't no surprise
I ain't got nothing to prove to you niggas, I don't gotta lie
I don't even speak, I just leave it on the mic
Come get up with me, if you really wanna fight
And my family raised no bitch, I'mma say that everytime
I'mma smoke one in the section, I don't care about a fine
Ride around with my protection, and we might just take your life
Know fake niggas try to show love, better stay up on that side

I walked out of fire to make it out of here
Does it make me a liar to say I'm doing well
Know I prolly suck, huh, in hiding what I feel
Doing what I want now, 'cause I got free will
Know I'm finna roll up, I don't do the pill
Always on the move, huh, I never stay still
This life that I'm living, doesn't even feel real
This life that I'm living, doesn't even feel real, huh

(You cannot evade your destiny)
(It has been revealed to me in visions)
(I'm afraid nothing can save you now)
(This is the price of freedom)
(You mustn't lose faith in the light)
(Seize this moment)
(Fortune will soon be upon us)
(Farewell)

Y&K (feat. midwxst)

i could have sworn

featuring @shaycupine , @endrisdeath, @imnotvrycreative , and @westwood.mp3

for niztopia's last songwars of the year, we didnt win but we still love this song
guitar by endri, everything else produced by me
ib defsharp

i dont want you to notice 
the flaws around me
they keep growing on me
i dont want you to notice
the world around me
it keeps falling on me

tell me what you want, what you need from me
i just wanna know what i need to be
tell me what you want, what you need from me
i just wanna know what i need to be

what i need to be,
cause' i don't know at all
cause' i don't know at all
hate this feeling
trapped inside these walls
with no escape at all
so don't turn me into an afterthought
what can i be to have your heart
i can't seem to get enough

and i don’t want you to know that I know 
and i don’t want you to call back my home
and i don’t want you to know that 
you can always come back home, but I don't want you to know that

i ain't want you to notice
i'll glue the pages, that book never been open
i think we both know, I'll fix it till its broken
i'd take anything, take anything but hopeless
just say the word and we could make it happen
i need more distractions
i hate looking back, but it's back where it happened, and you know that
if it's well enough, why can't I leave it alone then?
just take a moment

im losing focus 
you hear it every time but I just want you to know this 
i hit the road and now you been asking where im goin 
i hope it ends up being better than what you showing
than what you showing 
what you been showing 
your the one for me everybody been known that 
hold my breath and we talk it out and we fuck it up but I go back 
i don’t wanna go dumb it down but you shot the gun and im blown back
but I don’t want you to know that 
but I don’t want you to know that 

you know i'd make it work out for ya
i'm so sure you're 'gon lie, spoken paranoia
i know I ain't 'gon find another, ain't more of ya
you know I ain't bout to let it go
i'll search to find the words, i'll tell you what you need to know
i know you see the irony, I ain't want you to know that
i hate that I could put something above that
the truth hard, but you know that I can't lie

i aint gon lie but your the one for me,
i just wanna try but you gon lie to me,
just tell me what your needin'
your needin'

notice

ty for listening always, I am dropping an album, sequence 01, on 12/19 


play pretend
y would i play i pretend 
ya say again
fuck di u say again 
talkin while 
i jus got payed again
i work my 9-5, and then, get busy from 5-10
busy from 5-10
get fried again
im tryna turn upp
ya girl i want ur love
i want ur body riding on me
girl pls dont stoppp
im tryna turn upp
im tryna turn uppp

all of my lyrics i write-right now 
is straight from da top of the head
i used to care wachu think, but now 
i don’t give a fuck what it is
i used to write all dis emo shit then i found me an emo bitch
i used to care wat u think but now

i like u in dat short skirt small shirt jumpin
the way ur move ur hair my heart starts thumping
cant tell if its ur eyes nose lips girl its soemthing
know its something
girl its something

all plats <3

play pretend

with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/oyeme-thomas 

master by https://soundcloud.com/knoir

i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
standing in the hallways
laughing and listening
to music, acting like we always do
acting like we don’t exist 
and excuse me
but i hate to say i hate that
i hate hating the commons
i hate increasing my pace when
i know you’re right behind me
walking to our class
maybe we could stop
talk about what we have in common
such as
we both have insecurities
we have liked a girl and
i’m sure she isn’t purposely
hurting me, and the same goes for you
the pain that you’ve felt
is something that i’ve gone through
she’d be perfectly
okay with us
being friends
i just wanna stop pretending that i hate you
i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
why do butterflies
fly in my stomach when i see you?
they fly around
faster than a hungry, wild zebra
kicking my stomach to death
because it sees a threat 
to my over-valued reputation
i hate this persistent intimidation
that i’m always facing
just because your face is 
pretty
or the way your chain sits upon your neck
or maybe because you’re
famous
i remember at that football game
i was standing right behind you and i was
trying to act at the same way
that i'd act around my friends
but they were drooling over you
so i was too afraid to say this in the future
listen man, i just wanna talk to you
maybe become friends
but i have never had that opportunity
to talk to you and see
if i could promise peace
between us
maybe we could farm some greens
pardon me for being personal about it
but i just wanna be
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i just wanna be your friend
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your
i am not an enemy
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends
why can't we be friends ?!?!?!?!
i just wanna be your friend !!!!1
i just wanna be your friend!!!!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!!
i just wanna be your friend!
i just wanna be your friend!
i am not an enemy
i am not an enemy
i just wanna be your friend

written by me

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